BourbonMac
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Sorry if this is in the wrong place.
www.livescience.com
I read this article, livescience isn't super reliable, but I really wonder. I seem to be one who is easily prone to addiction as I'd recently been put on Oxy post sinus surgery. It made me feel so good and I've kind of craved it since I stopped, and I only took them for 10 days (5mg IR). A few of those times I felt extremely relaxed and warm and cozy. Isn't that what the drug should do to anybody? Is anybody capable of becoming addicted? The article just seems far fetched. I mean, ANYONE should be able to experience a nice opiate high, right?
I kind of felt guilty just knowing I'd enjoyed them. Drug and alcohol abuse runs rampant in my family, mostly alcohol which I had a problem with for awhile, but I've been sober for a little over 2 years now. I'm definitely addicted to cannabis but I don't mind that. And diazepam at the moment, though not exceeding 15mg usually in one day. I've never considered myself a strong addict, I've messed around with a lot of stuff, but my main addiction is cannabis, which can sometimes produce a not great high. I suppose the Oxy was similar as well, it didn't hit me nicely every time.
I'm addicted to kratom as well, so maybe the mu-opioid receptors were having a stronger response or something. My kratom use has actually been up a little because of my experience with the Oxy, I think I should not get it prescribed ever again, really. My kratom tolerance had absolutely no effect on the Oxy, it was very strong, like kratom was in the beginning (and can still produce strong effects, it's just working a lot differently and doesn't usually last as long).
So are drugs like oxy or any opiates capable of pulling anyone into addiction, and is this article a load of shit? I understand some people will have a bad reaction in the very beginning, like nausea, fatigue, but after a few days more enjoyable effects begin to pop up. I hated the oxy at first, didn't think I would even finish them. I miss that feeling, but I'm in no way going to try and get it again, and hope in some weeks my brain will forget about it and not crave that feeling. I've been under a major anxiety attack for days which is worth mentioning (thanks to prednisone) so that may have an impact on why I'd like to feel that way again. It wasn't even that strong or euphoric either, it just tickled in just the right way. Probably only 1/100th of what heroin would feel like.
I should note that I use 5-6g a day, or normally do. Now I'm closer to 8g a day which I'm not fond of. I don't like having to take 5g to feel good, I was at a point where 3g could be way too strong. But I recall when I used to take higher doses like 15g a day, I would not feel very much of it at all, but I felt the cravings to use it much more often. So perhaps my mu-opioid receptors really were just tickled by this experience, since, the less kratom I take, the less I crave it. I'm upping my doses temporarily because of my experience with the Oxy (and also because it raised my kratom tolerance some). I'm gonna mess with some black seed oil because apparently that tickles the mu-opioid receptors. I know one time I took a whole spoon (5000mg) and I felt absolutely incredible. But I had a horrible taste in my mouth for 2 days. It seemed to lower my kratom tolerance at the time. I have capsules but they are 950 per serving.
Sorry if this got a little off track.

Most People Don't Actually Feel Euphoric When They Take Opioids, Study Finds
Opioids are known to spark feelings of euphoria in users, but does everyone really share the same experience?
I read this article, livescience isn't super reliable, but I really wonder. I seem to be one who is easily prone to addiction as I'd recently been put on Oxy post sinus surgery. It made me feel so good and I've kind of craved it since I stopped, and I only took them for 10 days (5mg IR). A few of those times I felt extremely relaxed and warm and cozy. Isn't that what the drug should do to anybody? Is anybody capable of becoming addicted? The article just seems far fetched. I mean, ANYONE should be able to experience a nice opiate high, right?
I kind of felt guilty just knowing I'd enjoyed them. Drug and alcohol abuse runs rampant in my family, mostly alcohol which I had a problem with for awhile, but I've been sober for a little over 2 years now. I'm definitely addicted to cannabis but I don't mind that. And diazepam at the moment, though not exceeding 15mg usually in one day. I've never considered myself a strong addict, I've messed around with a lot of stuff, but my main addiction is cannabis, which can sometimes produce a not great high. I suppose the Oxy was similar as well, it didn't hit me nicely every time.
I'm addicted to kratom as well, so maybe the mu-opioid receptors were having a stronger response or something. My kratom use has actually been up a little because of my experience with the Oxy, I think I should not get it prescribed ever again, really. My kratom tolerance had absolutely no effect on the Oxy, it was very strong, like kratom was in the beginning (and can still produce strong effects, it's just working a lot differently and doesn't usually last as long).
So are drugs like oxy or any opiates capable of pulling anyone into addiction, and is this article a load of shit? I understand some people will have a bad reaction in the very beginning, like nausea, fatigue, but after a few days more enjoyable effects begin to pop up. I hated the oxy at first, didn't think I would even finish them. I miss that feeling, but I'm in no way going to try and get it again, and hope in some weeks my brain will forget about it and not crave that feeling. I've been under a major anxiety attack for days which is worth mentioning (thanks to prednisone) so that may have an impact on why I'd like to feel that way again. It wasn't even that strong or euphoric either, it just tickled in just the right way. Probably only 1/100th of what heroin would feel like.
I should note that I use 5-6g a day, or normally do. Now I'm closer to 8g a day which I'm not fond of. I don't like having to take 5g to feel good, I was at a point where 3g could be way too strong. But I recall when I used to take higher doses like 15g a day, I would not feel very much of it at all, but I felt the cravings to use it much more often. So perhaps my mu-opioid receptors really were just tickled by this experience, since, the less kratom I take, the less I crave it. I'm upping my doses temporarily because of my experience with the Oxy (and also because it raised my kratom tolerance some). I'm gonna mess with some black seed oil because apparently that tickles the mu-opioid receptors. I know one time I took a whole spoon (5000mg) and I felt absolutely incredible. But I had a horrible taste in my mouth for 2 days. It seemed to lower my kratom tolerance at the time. I have capsules but they are 950 per serving.
Sorry if this got a little off track.
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