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LogitechZZ5500

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Hello all,

I'm new poster here although I have intermittently browsed this place over the years.

In my early 40s but I've always been an amateur but enthusiastic minor drug nerd. Starting with alcohol and weed in my early-mid teens in the 90s to pills at festivals in my 20s and beyond...

Discovering the Dark Net rather late in around 2014/15 blew my mind. I mean realising that you could sit at your PC and read reviews about whatever drug you fancy and then actually have them delivered to your door?! Yes please and thank you. So I experimented with Tramadol (yeah ok but maybe not drink alcohol with that again buddy), ketamine (wobbly), Xanax (very nice but moreish), Valium (not bad), Phenibut (nice), 2cb (varying results), of course the good old MDMA (yes sir) and LSD (woah). I candy flipped in a packed European techno nightclub for the first time (note to others- not a good setting for the first time flipping but it turned out very good in the end after a wobbly moment)

Have had some difficult moments in my life recently, my marriage has broken down shortly after having a child which has caused my mental health to take a nose dive. Been on Mirtizapine off and on for a while mainly for sleep but now gradually coming off that so I can relive my youth at an electronic music festival this summer, hoping to try the much vaunted Phenibut and LSD combo and also some of the QDance pills I have been storing for years. Very much looking forward to it after a year of no pills and probably 2 years of no lucy. At my age, you would think I would know better by now but hey...

Anyway, didnt mean for this to be so long, I live alone now and work from home so have little contact with anyone else other than my STBXW and child! Also took 0.5g of Phenibut this morning for the first time in a couple of years.

Thanks for reading....
 
Hey, welcome to bl.
IMO we are never too old to learn some new shit. My problem seems to be using new info to create a more better understanding of things but then the more info the more confusion....
Whats your most prized possesion?
 
6am-64-14m said:
Hey, welcome to bl.
IMO we are never too old to learn some new shit. My problem seems to be using new info to create a more better understanding of things but then the more info the more confusion....
Whats your most prized possesion?
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Thanks everyone for the responses.

6am - completely agree. Never too old. As for my prized possession at the moment - maybe this sounds weird but i would say my PC. I built originally for gaming but since having to move into a studio apartment on my own the last couple of years, this has served me for general entertainment from music, sports, drug source, drug knowledge centre, kind of semi-social arrangements to interact with a community, lover, televsion (I dont have a TV or even a sofa currently), just a comfortable computer chair and my ASUS 24" gaming monitor and my trusty Logitech 5.1 DTS speaker system of course.
 
LogitechZZ5500 said:
my PC.
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I get it. If the took my PCs I would survive but do not and would not interact on a daily basis with those around irl. I mean besides the loved ones, of course. I act the same online as in person but irl most just think Im kinda off (novelty? )... I am a little bolder and crazier than most I come in contact with. Online...? Just here (like chattin with myself kinda). I try to help out with killing bugs on another forum but the rest of my online activities are piritical in nature.
In my pad I have a bed, 170' android projector (kodi), a couple tables, ac and a couch. Oh, yeah, the laptops. My desktop has been sitting on a shelf for a couple years now. I just scavenged and extra case fan from it to make a laptop cooler (gaming).
I do need a sound system. Badly. Freakin headphones gimme headaches after a while and I lose buds. Oh, well.
What part of the world do you hail from? I am in north east usa (PA). Not likin it here much but always working on escape routes ;) .
Be easy.
Peace
 
6am-64-14m said:
I do need a sound system. Badly. Freakin headphones gimme headaches after a while and I lose buds. Oh, well.
What part of the world do you hail from? I am in north east usa (PA). Not likin it here much but always working on escape routes ;) .
Be easy.
Peace
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I just use the 5.1 system that I've had for years that is my username (thought that was as good as any for anonymous name!) Im currently living in a flat (guess what you would call an apartment over there) so feel too guilty about maximising the volume capabilities, it's a loud beast, the subwoofer alone is huge.. Need to get a detached house when I eventually sort my life out so I can go wild with it. I'm in England btw. Been on holiday to the States a few times, always loved the place. Never been to PA though. Thanks for your message.
 
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