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I have heard of people who get a pregab wd that lasts weeks read about a high school teacher in the states 10 weeks of wd can't imagine that. I'm lucky my pregab wd lasts about 7 days but those 7 days are a no sleep high anxiety suicidal wd . I have psoriasis but never have an outbreak even during heroin wds but every pregabalin wd it just explodes. Starts off 36 hours in with electrical zaps and the feeling I'm not connected to my body anxiety follows and then just stays at same level for 5 days. But then its like flicking switch it just lifts i remember heroin does nothing for it so i had my wife drive me to get pods from this punjabi shop i walked in feeling shit walked back to car after purchase and it was over.

If you been addicted before it like heroin the addiction come back in days so you should not go down this route . I end up trying to get back on the heroin to get of the pregabalin even though it not help much then the pregabs to get of the heroin like a dog chasing its tail . Wish i never tried them but they are such a miracle drug during Heroin wd that when you going through it and you have thousands of them you cant help doing them to get relief.
For me, ir was about 15 yo 20 days of no sleep, but again, anxiety was the most debilitating and insidious symptom(sp?).
And sure opiates did fuck all to ease them.
I did find a couple or 3 beers helped a little bit for a short time.
High doses of diazepam helped too, but not eliminated wds
 
Must look the meaning of rowan.From that fruits(red),mint and valeriana we make med.for high bloodpressure and calmdown nerves.I am a herbalist too so pick up a lot of herbs(and shrooms).Every mountain here is unique and have its own spirit.Carpats in Romania are incredible-Different,wild and full with bears.Pirin here is gorgeous-more of it is made of marble so the mountain shines when the sunrise/sunset hits and you look at it from Rila(another incredible mountain with highest point on Balkans-almost 3000 m.Stara Planina(The Old mountain) or Balkan is place,that i lived by from more,than 10 years.Beautiful,magic place with a lot of ancient settlments of Tracians around.It crosses Bulgaria from West to East till the Black Sea.Love Madrid and Spain man.Torejon-thats where i lived 3 months.Travel for a day to Galicia too(near Lugo) and saw people go on Camino through Pyrineis.Huge beautiful country Spain.Excellent food and people are somehow close to us in good way.....cause we often cruel like beasts.Stay here Senor Moreno I check now the english word for the tree in my avatar.Love
Oh, yes, I also feel balkanic people, while being different, indeed have a lot in common with us.
Hot Blood, you know.
I am from Galicia by the way, 100kms from Lugo.
 
For me, ir was about 15 yo 20 days of no sleep, but again, anxiety was the most debilitating and insidious symptom(sp?).
And sure opiates did fuck all to ease them.
I did find a couple or 3 beers helped a little bit for a short time.
High doses of diazepam helped too, but not eliminated wds
The best way i found was to take a slow taper i cut from 60 300 mg straight away by half 30 300mg capsules still leave a huge amount in body to not cause wd then 10 percent every 2 or 3 days until down to the 1000 mg mark then 5 percent every 4 days unit down to 100 mg . I jumped from 100 mg and used diazepam and it was not too hard. Never jump from big amount it drives you mental.

I would much rather do a poppy pod wd which even after 22 days feels like you got glass going through blood vessels legs hurt so much then a pregab . With pods i just stop them and increase heroin then kick the heroin but with pregabalin, there is nowhere to run . But for me its one of my favorite highs it like a coke buzz but no anxiety and i get such euphoria from it not to mention it makes the heroin better . My wife controls my stash of them now i just can't help it i think if the tolerance not make it a drug that lose it effects no matter how much you dose then i stop the heroin for pregabalin
 
The best way i found was to take a slow taper i cut from 60 300 mg straight away by half 30 300mg capsules still leave a huge amount in body to not cause wd then 10 percent every 2 or 3 days until down to the 1000 mg mark then 5 percent every 4 days unit down to 100 mg . I jumped from 100 mg and used diazepam and it was not too hard. Never jump from big amount it drives you mental.

I would much rather do a poppy pod wd which even after 22 days feels like you got glass going through blood vessels legs hurt so much then a pregab . With pods i just stop them and increase heroin then kick the heroin but with pregabalin, there is nowhere to run . But for me its one of my favorite highs it like a coke buzz but no anxiety and i get such euphoria from it not to mention it makes the heroin better . My wife controls my stash of them now i just can't help it i think if the tolerance not make it a drug that lose it effects no matter how much you dose then i stop the heroin for pregabalin
Wow, 60 300 mgs??
I can not even imagine withdrawing from that amount...
 
Wow, 60 300 mgs??
I can not even imagine withdrawing from that amount...
That was the highest i ever went and did a 5 nearly 6 month taper but i have jumped from 20 300 mg capsules a day and i was basically a vegetable spent 6 days just staring up at the ceiling . Love football and it was the start of the world cup in Russia missed the first 3 days because could not even stand up no strength and my head would start spinning a door closing not slamming would make me jump . I was so cold that i had a portable heater on full power in my room and a hot water bottle even diazepam not help with anxiety managed to sit up trying in vain to smoke heroin to get rid of the anxiety nothing im talking grams a day nothing . On day 4 i tied a loop on a belt stuck it on top of door put it around my neck as i dropped to my knees the thought of my son who was a little soft then having no one to teach him to fight and not trust every cunt made me stand up . Its not that i loved my daughters less they were me took no shit my boy like his mom.

I never ever thought of suicide on Heroin or pod withdrawal this is another beast altogether im not scared of those wds but pregabalin wds keep me up at night just knowing what i will have to go through . I never learn i brought 5000 pregabalin got them for 50pence each but then gave my wife control on them she got them in a safe i not know code . Thats why i give people who get off benzo due credit because they a worse wd then pregabalin
 
Oh, yes, I also feel balkanic people, while being different, indeed have a lot in common with us.
Hot Blood, you know.
I am from Galicia by the way, 100kms from Lugo.
Very beautiful place -Galicia.Reminds me my country.Nothing compared with almost desert like Castillia-La Mancha.....with red soils
 
That was the highest i ever went and did a 5 nearly 6 month taper but i have jumped from 20 300 mg capsules a day and i was basically a vegetable spent 6 days just staring up at the ceiling . Love football and it was the start of the world cup in Russia missed the first 3 days because could not even stand up no strength and my head would start spinning a door closing not slamming would make me jump . I was so cold that i had a portable heater on full power in my room and a hot water bottle even diazepam not help with anxiety managed to sit up trying in vain to smoke heroin to get rid of the anxiety nothing im talking grams a day nothing . On day 4 i tied a loop on a belt stuck it on top of door put it around my neck as i dropped to my knees the thought of my son who was a little soft then having no one to teach him to fight and not trust every cunt made me stand up . Its not that i loved my daughters less they were me took no shit my boy like his mom.

I never ever thought of suicide on Heroin or pod withdrawal this is another beast altogether im not scared of those wds but pregabalin wds keep me up at night just knowing what i will have to go through . I never learn i brought 5000 pregabalin got them for 50pence each but then gave my wife control on them she got them in a safe i not know code . Thats why i give people who get off benzo due credit because they a worse wd then pregabalin
Maaan that is huge.Never toke more than 300 mg daily pregabs.Not feel anything too except little bit sedating effect.Here this is otc and lot of people are on it.Normal workin' people,but it didn't affect me at all.Probably 'cause I am longtime valium user.
 
Maaan that is huge.Never toke more than 300 mg daily pregabs.Not feel anything too except little bit sedating effect.Here this is otc and lot of people are on it.Normal workin' people,but it didn't affect me at all.Probably 'cause I am longtime valium user.
It gives good effect to majority of people but for a minority they dont get any euphoria or any other effects . Now im clean i do it once a week so today i did 300 mg 2 hours ago and am buzzing might do one more before football and will wake up tomorrow still have a feel of it. When i was heavy addiction to it i would wake up and do 15 300 mg that was one packet of the Indian signature brand of pregabalin and do a total of 4 packets 60 300 mg capsules. I have never seen a tolerance to any drug like it and 31 years of meth coke heroin abuse pregabalin only drug that nearly killed me water on lungs eylid filled with water and kidneys on way out not to mention my mental state .

Thats why i do say this a miracle drug for opium wd absolutely a miracle but if not careful its a deal with the devil and he fucks you up

They brilliant for working give you energy like a coke buzz no anxiety i would drive my lorry signing along to music and i be on day 3 of heroin wd its only when i got out of the cab i would think im fucked up . I drove 40 odd ton HGV and drove perfectly but i was of my nut i am so grateful i not hurt someone but my mental statre was that i not realise what i was doing nothing but shame about it
 
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That was the highest i ever went and did a 5 nearly 6 month taper but i have jumped from 20 300 mg capsules a day and i was basically a vegetable spent 6 days just staring up at the ceiling . Love football and it was the start of the world cup in Russia missed the first 3 days because could not even stand up no strength and my head would start spinning a door closing not slamming would make me jump . I was so cold that i had a portable heater on full power in my room and a hot water bottle even diazepam not help with anxiety managed to sit up trying in vain to smoke heroin to get rid of the anxiety nothing im talking grams a day nothing . On day 4 i tied a loop on a belt stuck it on top of door put it around my neck as i dropped to my knees the thought of my son who was a little soft then having no one to teach him to fight and not trust every cunt made me stand up . Its not that i loved my daughters less they were me took no shit my boy like his mom.

I never ever thought of suicide on Heroin or pod withdrawal this is another beast altogether im not scared of those wds but pregabalin wds keep me up at night just knowing what i will have to go through . I never learn i brought 5000 pregabalin got them for 50pence each but then gave my wife control on them she got them in a safe i not know code . Thats why i give people who get off benzo due credit because they a worse wd then pregabalin
Wow Yubacity, just wow
 
Very beautiful place -Galicia.Reminds me my country.Nothing compared with almost desert like Castillia-La Mancha.....with red soils
Oh, yes!. Nothing to do with that kind of landscape. It is very green and rainy here. Very atlantic. I lived in Ireland and when I first arrived I sometimes forgot I was in another country
 
Moreno could I ask why you do not like being on methadone it is prescribed so not going to have a big chance of not getting your dose. You are in pain so it must help you with that I don't see anything wrong with being a lifer.
 
Personally me-staying more than a year on any opi gives a lot of depression.It's boring somehow and just come a moment,that you realized,that is not the life you wanna live......but that's me
 
Moreno could I ask why you do not like being on methadone it is prescribed so not going to have a big chance of not getting your dose. You are in pain so it must help you with that I don't see anything wrong with being a
Well, there are a lot of reasons. Methadone is not the best option for pain, as it only works on it for lets say 8-10hours and then you have to Walt 14-16 for the net dose.
Also I reached a point where I could not bare the constipation any longer. Few years ago I was in hospital for 20 something days and being on methadone and wearing a fent patch I only could take a shit twice that month.
I also find so emotionally numbed that I feel a lot of things that happen in my life as if they were happening in the life of somebody else.
And also you never know think about that crimean guys un 2014. There were 800 of them in the whole península, then russians took over the place an forbide methadone. Over 70 of them were dead within the next year, I have read it and don't know if it is true but very well could be. I know this is a very extreme scenario, but still scaring.
I now have tapered it to a point where I am not no longer constipated or tried, and problem is it doesn't hold me that much...
So here I am, betwen a ton of shit and a hard place.
You are very kind for asking, Yubacity. Thanks.
 
Well, there are a lot of reasons. Methadone is not the best option for pain, as it only works on it for lets say 8-10hours and then you have to Walt 14-16 for the net dose.
Also I reached a point where I could not bare the constipation any longer. Few years ago I was in hospital for 20 something days and being on methadone and wearing a fent patch I only could take a shit twice that month.
I also find so emotionally numbed that I feel a lot of things that happen in my life as if they were happening in the life of somebody else.
And also you never know think about that crimean guys un 2014. There were 800 of them in the whole península, then russians took over the place an forbide methadone. Over 70 of them were dead within the next year, I have read it and don't know if it is true but very well could be. I know this is a very extreme scenario, but still scaring.
I now have tapered it to a point where I am not no longer constipated or tried, and problem is it doesn't hold me that much...
So here I am, betwen a ton of shit and a hard place.
You are very kind for asking, Yubacity. Thanks.
And please forgive my English, I am reading what I have posted and it is bad as fuck, I need to improve it.
 
Well, there are a lot of reasons. Methadone is not the best option for pain, as it only works on it for lets say 8-10hours and then you have to Walt 14-16 for the net dose.
Also I reached a point where I could not bare the constipation any longer. Few years ago I was in hospital for 20 something days and being on methadone and wearing a fent patch I only could take a shit twice that month.
I also find so emotionally numbed that I feel a lot of things that happen in my life as if they were happening in the life of somebody else.
And also you never know think about that crimean guys un 2014. There were 800 of them in the whole península, then russians took over the place an forbide methadone. Over 70 of them were dead within the next year, I have read it and don't know if it is true but very well could be. I know this is a very extreme scenario, but still scaring.
I now have tapered it to a point where I am not no longer constipated or tried, and problem is it doesn't hold me that much...
So here I am, betwen a ton of shit and a hard place.
You are very kind for asking, Yubacity. Thanks.
I know what you mean about life being dulled which it is . When we get clean libido comes back colors seem brighter and taste and tell me about the constipation when you regular makes you think how was i going once a week . I remember once screaming out a pebble size shit.

I was thinking about ukrainian addicts because remember once watching a documentry that followed two escorts from there they tested positive for HIV and were addic ts and another showing that Ukraine had a big methadone program .

So sad that out of 800 70 died and the agony it must have been it a long wd
 
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