Antiprosynthesis
Bluelighter
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Hello everyone, I AM a man from 37 and I live in Amsterdam,.Holland.
I started with occasional alcohol use at a Young age and almost at the same time I started daily use of weed.or hash.
Not that much later I was doing five xtc pills a night.once OR twice a week.
A few years later I developed the first tendencies to start studying real hard.and.focus myself on a subject until I totally mastered IT,.this took me a few years and I didn't use Any drug during this period...
When I felt like I was done studying I started drugs again and this time coke which.was.my First extreme addiction and I used this several years daily non stop... I also started Drinking large amounts of alcohol to balance out the stimulating effects of the coke...
At some point I needed to quit drinking OR I would have been dead, so I also quit coke and once again took on a specific subject to master of...
After some years studying I again started drugs but this time speed and I discovered this made me perform on an even higher level so drugs and studying now came together.
After some years of speed I had to quit IT as I was completely spend, and I started to abuse Any Drug.I could get my hands on...
At some point I noticed I did some serious damage To myself and I didn't function well anymore so again I quit all drugs for several years... Since recently I AM using speed again and weed,.which are about the only drugs that still work A bit for me but the euphoria and stuff Just is not the same... Speed also induces psychotic tendencies in me...
Any other drug that I tried recently does nothing anymore for me and I miss using drugs and having full effects so much that this is a huge problem for me...
I started with occasional alcohol use at a Young age and almost at the same time I started daily use of weed.or hash.
Not that much later I was doing five xtc pills a night.once OR twice a week.
A few years later I developed the first tendencies to start studying real hard.and.focus myself on a subject until I totally mastered IT,.this took me a few years and I didn't use Any drug during this period...
When I felt like I was done studying I started drugs again and this time coke which.was.my First extreme addiction and I used this several years daily non stop... I also started Drinking large amounts of alcohol to balance out the stimulating effects of the coke...
At some point I needed to quit drinking OR I would have been dead, so I also quit coke and once again took on a specific subject to master of...
After some years studying I again started drugs but this time speed and I discovered this made me perform on an even higher level so drugs and studying now came together.
After some years of speed I had to quit IT as I was completely spend, and I started to abuse Any Drug.I could get my hands on...
At some point I noticed I did some serious damage To myself and I didn't function well anymore so again I quit all drugs for several years... Since recently I AM using speed again and weed,.which are about the only drugs that still work A bit for me but the euphoria and stuff Just is not the same... Speed also induces psychotic tendencies in me...
Any other drug that I tried recently does nothing anymore for me and I miss using drugs and having full effects so much that this is a huge problem for me...
