I'm English, but her taste in music was fucking amazing and she was beautiful and we laughed at stuff you know, at the same time...not separately. I took the metallic culture difference as an experience....I actually had no prob with it. I lived in Lithuania fir 3 years and missed y mum and my brother, but I come and visit. Seriously I agree with you that that's a fairly cold approach she took, but her taste in music and clothes was almost unbelievably suited to the way I think about the life I'm in that she could've stabbed me in the night and I'd of still made the coffee in the morning. What does that make me?SUPER COLD
No what happened was, I completed my chemo in Lithuania, came home to London to see my mum and brother, realised that I'd prob be here 2 years maybe? that chemo fucked me up big time....and I've done a cold turkey benzo/alcohol detox in Thamkrabok with full on audio and visual hallucins, delirum max. But this chemo fucks you up man bad. So, 6 months after I came back to London and started feeling a bit better....ok I had relapsed on Benzos and coke, but not alcohol and bone.....this are my 2 biggest stumbling blocks. And yeah she just text and said " you should know wer're not in relationship anymore and I"ve been seeing a new man for a while". So I ordered an 8th of bone, a Litre of famous grouse and a hotel room Tuesday night......and I'm still here@Sergeant Absent did she leave you after you relapsed? Did she say why she left?
But, like, we were together for 6 years. I thought I gave her love and I thought she gave it back. But why wait until now? She says it's not because I'm I'll and it absolutely and obviously is. I mean, I don't know what to say to her. Maybe she got sick of being the "Carer" to the "patient". I don't blame her actually. But If the shoes were swapped, no way would I leave someone after chemo for 3c grade3 cancer. Like, what does she think love means?
This is what I'm getting, a guy last night in the hotel bar thought I was lying about having cancer.....interestingI found out quick most people just won’t understand. Everything from the fear of death to the toxicity and side effects of chemo. They won’t understand
Well....what can we do mate? Life isn't fair....and painful as fk at times too. But we have to be resilient, u mention music and clothes...well those are banal things, there's lots of girls who can have that too, trust me. The real fire challenge was this....ure dying and if she really loved you, she wouldn't have done this. She would have stuck till the end man, whatever happens. That was mega cold, leaving like that.I'm English, but her taste in music was fucking amazing and she was beautiful and we laughed at stuff you know, at the same time...not separately. I took the metallic culture difference as an experience....I actually had no prob with it. I lived in Lithuania fir 3 years and missed y mum and my brother, but I come and visit. Seriously I agree with you that that's a fairly cold approach she took, but her taste in music and clothes was almost unbelievably suited to the way I think about the life I'm in that she could've stabbed me in the night and I'd of still made the coffee in the morning. What does that make me?
Case closed. I really appreciate your input and advice though mate, thank-you. A level headed gentlemen with wise words.ure dying and if she really loved you, she wouldn't have done this
My next move is obviously to kill her before I die, but that goes without saying. I'm not going to kill her, that was just a group of words.Case closed. I really appreciate your input and advice though mate, thank-you. A level headed gentlemen with wise words.
next time aim for a latina. They are very kind, caring girls + nice curves and massive tits, ass. Complete package
Oh, she's Russian by the way if that helps...
That's probably thw worst thing anyone could of said to me, thanks for that. I didn't order her in the first place either you prickgo to russianbrides.com and order a new one
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And you've been on this forum 17 years to bring a comment like that, well you've left me feeling nothing but utter contempt for you, there's no fool like an old fool.go to russianbrides.com and order a new one
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Man I've been up 98 hours with solid heartbreak, and disgusting sized amounts of bone through a mini Courvoisier bottle which is piping pure silk. Try to understand that aint gonna go down too well.
Well that's a very astutely observed and timed question, so actually that's a great opening. How long you got?Hey @Sergeant Absent
I've just been reading this thread and I wouldn't have commented except I see you were active 10 mins ago.
I'm just wondering how your body's holding up after having cancer/chemo and now this?
Anyway, sorry you're going through this. Try and stay in touch with other people. I made the mistake of being alone with drugs too long, thinking I could cope, and lost the plot.
Abbey x
Well that's a very astutely observed and timed question, so actually that's a great opening. How long you got?