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Mental Health Coming off Invega (paliperidone) injections, v 5.0

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Monty! said:
2 shots including loading doses
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So do you feel like you've recovered at 9 months? Do you feel emotions again? Can you feel the effects of coffee? Do you feel energy? Is your sleep back to normal?
What dose did you have? I'm 3 & half months off I had loading doses plus 1 shot 75mg
 
Koolio254 said:
Yes I have. It was one hell of a journey but quitting cold turkey was the best I ever did. Don't let anyone tell you you won't recover.
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how many injections have you had? I read that you took mdma, does it help? I haven't committed suicide yet because it's complicated and painful, did you feel like dying every day?
 
Fanzy said:
how many injections have you had? I read that you took mdma, does it help? I haven't committed suicide yet because it's complicated and painful, did you feel like dying every day?
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Wow. I had 4 powerful shots. I quit cold turkey and let me tell you about suffering. I couldn't laugh cry I couldn't laugh I couldn't enjoy anything I was suicidal everyday I couldn't sleep for almost 7 months you can't imagine. Oh And I had to go to work everyday. How I managed to keep my job I don't know. MDMA only makes you feel good for 24hrs or so after that it's actually quite works it makes you terribly depressed. The only true cure is time friend. You'll make it once you recover you won't even remember the pain
 
Koolio254 said:
Wow. I had 4 powerful shots. I quit cold turkey and let me tell you about suffering. I couldn't laugh cry I couldn't laugh I couldn't enjoy anything I was suicidal everyday I couldn't sleep for almost 7 months you can't imagine. Oh And I had to go to work everyday. How I managed to keep my job I don't know. MDMA only makes you feel good for 24hrs or so after that it's actually quite works it makes you terribly depressed. The only true cure is time friend. You'll make it once you recover you won't even remember the pain
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I had 6 shots and I feel very bad. Impossible to keep any job. I can't sit without moving a leg and I sleep 3h with pills. I can literally do nothing besides coming to this forum. Your case was not as bad as mine. I'm truly losing hope.
 
Koolio254 said:
Wow. I had 4 powerful shots. I quit cold turkey and let me tell you about suffering. I couldn't laugh cry I couldn't laugh I couldn't enjoy anything I was suicidal everyday I couldn't sleep for almost 7 months you can't imagine. Oh And I had to go to work everyday. How I managed to keep my job I don't know. MDMA only makes you feel good for 24hrs or so after that it's actually quite works it makes you terribly depressed. The only true cure is time friend. You'll make it once you recover you won't even remember the pain
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thank you for this information, may God bless you, to the point where I am it gives me a very slight hope. so you could work, I can hardly walk, have you experienced this? have you had these anxiety attacks and these thoughts in your head that tell you why did I do this injection and these thoughts that tell you that you missed your life?
 
Nina2021 said:
I had 6 shots and I feel very bad. Impossible to keep any job. I can't sit without moving a leg and I sleep 3h with pills. I can literally do nothing besides coming to this forum. Your case was not as bad as mine. I'm truly losing hope.
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Yeah it's gonna be worse before it gets better. That's the only thing I can say
 
Nina2021 said:
I had 6 shots and I feel very bad. Impossible to keep any job. I can't sit without moving a leg and I sleep 3h with pills. I can literally do nothing besides coming to this forum. Your case was not as bad as mine. I'm truly losing hope.
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Koolio's story is exactly why we have this thread, so that people can share their experiences of recovering from the invega shots, so as to give hope to others that they too will recover. Nina I know you've had more shots than Koolio had, but his message is the same for you: TIME will heal you too!! Please have faith that you will get better with time <3
 
This ongoing boredom really suck...9,and half months off from the poison ,fortunately i dont feel stupid or retard like 4 months ago..but i feel little bit empty and bored..i think my receptors fried or sth...im constantly walking in the house thinking about how boring the life is lol...its not akhatisia btw just i dont know what to do nothing entertains me ...but its not that bad i feel less presure less symptoms but this boredom killing me ...anyways ill keep inform you guys about my progress.
 
Risingson8 said:
This ongoing boredom really suck...9,and half months off from the poison ,fortunately i dont feel stupid or retard like 4 months ago..but i feel little bit empty and bored..i think my receptors fried or sth...im constantly walking in the house thinking about how boring the life is lol...its not akhatisia btw just i dont know what to do nothing entertains me ...but its not that bad i feel less presure less symptoms but this boredom killing me ...anyways ill keep inform you guys about my progress.
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how did you manage to last so long? I dream of dying at this hour, every day I dream of it
 
Fanzy said:
how did you manage to last so long? I dream of dying at this hour, every day I dream of it
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Well i was suicidal too, like 4 months ago but it passed...i think recovery is possible but its like tiny steps,very slow process.
 
n3ophy7e said:
Koolio's story is exactly why we have this thread, so that people can share their experiences of recovering from the invega shots, so as to give hope to others that they too will recover. Nina I know you've had more shots than Koolio had, but his message is the same for you: TIME will heal you too!! Please have faith that you will get better with time <3
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But people here look like being able to have some independence while recovery. I could not live alone without someone shopping and cooking for me. I can just lie in bed all day. My life is totally destroyed and I would like stories of people who are doing or did bad in the past. People keeping jobs give me little hope of recovery
 
Nina2021 said:
Is there anybody with 6 shots or more that could do literally nothing the first 4 months?
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I had 2 shots, I couldn't do anything for 3 months, after 3 months I could at least force myself to focus to watch something but it was still hard. At 6 months off I was able to do more things but still nothing productive, I still had something like PTSD attacks at 6 months off. At 9.3 months off I can do some productive stuff and can create stuff, desperation is still there, I still can't binge watch stuff to pass time because of anhedonia. Anxiety is constantly there, my sleep sucks. Only feeling that first comes to my mind is anxiety.
 
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