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Mental Health Coming off Invega (paliperidone) injections, v 5.0

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Spirit guides are real

Mine was a woman but she went away when i went into the hospital the 3th time. Never.came back after being injected
 
My friend I wish she was real and I'm going to do my best to cope with the fact that it was all in my head. She went away when I began abilify; although the bad voices went away too.
 
Hopefuldopeful said:
My friend I wish she was real and I'm going to do my best to cope with the fact that it was all in my head. She went away when I began abilify; although the bad voices went away too.
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Yeah i used to hallucinate that i was talking to people in my head. I thought they were either spirits or we were doing telepathy. It was actually really fun just talking to things in my head all day. But yeah i got put on meds and it went away. I prefer the hearing voices over being oj meds cause i feel i still have my personality when im off meds. Even though im hearing things i could put up with it. Problem is society isnt okay with people hearing things and wants us to ne medicated. If it were up to me i would deal with the delusions as opposed to being on the meds. Lol.
 
Gdvffh said:
Yeah i used to hallucinate that i was talking to people in my head. I thought they were either spirits or we were doing telepathy. It was actually really fun just talking to things in my head all day. But yeah i got put on meds and it went away. I prefer the hearing voices over being oj meds cause i feel i still have my personality when im off meds. Even though im hearing things i could put up with it. Problem is society isnt okay with people hearing things and wants us to ne medicated. If it were up to me i would deal with the delusions as opposed to being on the meds. Lol.
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I'm feeling better now as time passes. I took another abilify dose. The voices were way too much for me, there were generally negative and I couldn't take it.
 
Hopefuldopeful said:
I'm feeling better now as time passes. I took another abilify dose. The voices were way too much for me, there were generally negative and I couldn't take it.
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Yeah ive had the voices be very mean to me before too and it was hard to deal with. Calling me gay and what not. But i still prefer the voices over being on meds. The meds take the humanity out of you
 
Hopefuldopeful said:
Hello everyone I’m writing you all to hopefully find myself peace and advice. I feel so extremely lonely right now and lost. For about a year and a half I’ve hallucinated this woman aiding me through my rough times. I didn’t realize she was a hallucination until now after switching medication. All of the voices went away positive and negative, yet I was convinced she was real. I’ve been so lost and depressed without her but I know she isn’t real and I know it’s much more heathy without her. I assumed she was an a invisible sex spirit who I could hear during the day and she would take me away as I sleep. We would make love. Although this particular character was extremely overbearing and I secretly loathed not having privacy. It’s been one day and I’ve called into work. I’m at the gym now hoping to refresh myself and talk to girls again (seeing as I feel I’m kinda attractive). Anyways I’m glad it didn’t last long because there was no way I was able to live a normal life with her constantly being in my ear. My last two exes treated me so well despite my condition but I would always choose this invisible girl instead leading in both of them ending. Anyone else go through something similar? Thanks for listening.
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I had the same hallucinations but after a while on my own I reached a breaking point from realization that if it real that nothing is hidden. I think of all scenarios and play out every possibility in my head often and these where one of these times where I feel like if I let go and put my attention somewhere else when I look back what is my perception and what exterior and interior affects has it impacted me in and build a conclusion to the best of my knowledge
 
Hopefuldopeful said:
My friend I wish she was real and I'm going to do my best to cope with the fact that it was all in my head. She went away when I began abilify; although the bad voices went away too.
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Sounds like if this close figure to you were real why would she leave at such times
 
I’m off xeplion since 8 months now’ but I think that I’m going into a psychosis again, I feel strange and perception of reality is starting to change. I’m afraid that I will end in hospital again. I really don’t know what to do guys this thing that shit medications are the only solution to a very big problem as psychosis it’s scary. What should I do?
 
Mick04 said:
I’m off xeplion since 8 months now’ but I think that I’m going into a psychosis again, I feel strange and perception of reality is starting to change. I’m afraid that I will end in hospital again. I really don’t know what to do guys this thing that shit medications are the only solution to a very big problem as psychosis it’s scary. What should I do?
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Take another antipsychotic ASAP and visit a professional. That is what I would do. Fortunately with many safe APs (like Abilify). Psychotic symptoms can be relieved in 2-5 days. Brining you back to normal. It took literally an hour until all of my delusions went away when beginning Abilify. I wasn’t even aware that they were hallucinations.
 
Mick04 said:
I’m off xeplion since 8 months now’ but I think that I’m going into a psychosis again, I feel strange and perception of reality is starting to change. I’m afraid that I will end in hospital again. I really don’t know what to do guys this thing that shit medications are the only solution to a very big problem as psychosis it’s scary. What should I do?
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I don't know if this is the right suggestion but maybe valium can keep you calm so you don't have another episode, they will just inject you again if you end up in psyche ward, remind yourself that your going through withdrawal and it's the drug not you.
 
Runawayfar said:
I don't know if this is the right suggestion but maybe valium can keep you calm so you don't have another episode, they will just inject you again if you end up in psyche ward, remind yourself that your going through withdrawal and it's the drug not you.
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I mean remind yourself the drug is causing this experience
 
Runawayfar said:
I mean remind yourself the drug is causing this experience
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Are you sure?? I don’t have Valium I have tavor and minias at home.
I’m not even still recovered from xeplion how it’s possible that this is happening again 😭😭😭😭😭
 
Mick04 said:
Are you sure?? I don’t have Valium I have tavor and minias at home.
I’m not even still recovered from xeplion how it’s possible that this is happening again 😭😭😭😭😭
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Damn bro. You’re in a bad position. I know when my psychosis comes back I’m just gonna live with it because the antipsychotics just lower my quality of life so much. I don’t hear voices or anything like that though
 
Masterp423 said:
Damn bro. You’re in a bad position. I know when my psychosis comes back I’m just gonna live with it because the antipsychotics just lower my quality of life so much. I don’t hear voices or anything like that though
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No me too I don’t hear voices or have allucinations but I have strange perception of reality. How can you live with it?
 
Mick04 said:
No me too I don’t hear voices or have allucinations but I have strange perception of reality. How can you live with it?
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Can you elaborate on your strange perception of reality a little bit? And mine only lasts for a few minutes. Maybe 15 minutes at the most so it’s very short lived
 
Masterp423 said:
Can you elaborate on your strange perception of reality a little bit? And mine only lasts for a few minutes. Maybe 15 minutes at the most so it’s very short lived
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Yes I can elaborate a bit but sometimes this became stronger than me and I start to feel like I’m a divine entity here on heart and this strange things.. I don’t know what to do I called 3 different psychiatrists and 2 of them said that for now I don’t have to take anything because this sensation could be normal while recovering from antipsychotics (they mean that I’ve been a lot of time without feeling anything and now I’m starting to feel something again and I can feel strange), and one of them said that I have to take seroquel 3 times a day 25mg. So now I don’t know who is wright and who is not. I’m just afraid that I will end in hospital again because I feel a strange euphoria, sometimes anxiety, and reality seems strange to me. I would like to be able to manage this sensations alone but I don’t know until what point I can
 
Mick04 said:
Are you sure?? I don’t have Valium I have tavor and minias at home.
I’m not even still recovered from xeplion how it’s possible that this is happening again 😭😭😭😭😭
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If you manage to get valium dont take more than 5mg daily because it has bad withdrawals.
 
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