Hello from JoHANNESBURG!!!

[Moeniedomweesnie]

I have been saved from depression 14 years ago.. Im 38 female. Super hot.. whaahaa.. and super curious. This unquenchable thirst for knowledge and happiness is me. I started self med 14 years ago on CAT.. amphetamines. Recently ( .... unfortunate?? ) Switched to Meth exclusively. ... BUT QUESTION...
MY DEAR BELOVED PARTNER WHO DOES NOT HAVE THIS IQ THIRST...
are using meth with me sometimes.. however.. its devastating.. in terms of.. he cannot control sleep etc. This has caused psychosis that seems to persist for longer periods. .. He DOES NOT WANT TO BELIEVE OR HEAR THAT HE IS SUFFERING FROM INDUCED PARANOIA PSYCHOSIS. HOW TO EXPLAIN OR HELP HIM. CERTAINLY he is terrified scared. This use is causing him severe damage. Please advise xxx

 

[JTemperance]

I have been saved from depression 14 years ago.. Im 38 female. Super hot.. whaahaa.. and super curious. This unquenchable thirst for knowledge and happiness is me. I started self med 14 years ago on CAT.. amphetamines. Recently ( .... unfortunate?? ) Switched to Meth exclusively. ... BUT QUESTION...
MY DEAR BELOVED PARTNER WHO DOES NOT HAVE THIS IQ THIRST...
are using meth with me sometimes.. however.. its devastating.. in terms of.. he cannot control sleep etc. This has caused psychosis that seems to persist for longer periods. .. He DOES NOT WANT TO BELIEVE OR HEAR THAT HE IS SUFFERING FROM INDUCED PARANOIA PSYCHOSIS. HOW TO EXPLAIN OR HELP HIM. CERTAINLY he is terrified scared. This use is causing him severe damage. Please advise xxx

Welcome to Bluelight! I hope you enjoy the site, we're glad to have you posting here.

There's a lot of good information on Bluelight from people who've dealt with issues like the ones you discuss. For threads about dealing with paranoia (one's own or another's), you might want to check out "The Dark Side" forum.

(Click the word "Forums" at the top of the drop-down menu & scroll down to see a list of all our forums).

How does Cat compare with meth, in your opinion? I've always been curious about methcathinone a.k.a. ephedrone but I've never tried it (or never knowingly, at least), although we had it on a small scale in the US during the '90s..

Is it still popular where you live? Seems like meth is taking over the world right now. I know ZA is one of the biggest for m-cat, but I think it was popular in Ukraine and some neighbors, at least – called "vimt" or "jeff," though, IIRC.

 

[Robi]

I have been saved from depression 14 years ago.. Im 38 female. Super hot.. whaahaa.. and super curious. This unquenchable thirst for knowledge and happiness is me. I started self med 14 years ago on CAT.. amphetamines. Recently ( .... unfortunate?? ) Switched to Meth exclusively. ... BUT QUESTION...
MY DEAR BELOVED PARTNER WHO DOES NOT HAVE THIS IQ THIRST...
are using meth with me sometimes.. however.. its devastating.. in terms of.. he cannot control sleep etc. This has caused psychosis that seems to persist for longer periods. .. He DOES NOT WANT TO BELIEVE OR HEAR THAT HE IS SUFFERING FROM INDUCED PARANOIA PSYCHOSIS. HOW TO EXPLAIN OR HELP HIM. CERTAINLY he is terrified scared. This use is causing him severe damage. Please advise xxx

welcome to BL! im super hot too, but on the inside primarily(hot flashes) whew that meth is a nightmare, i hadnt really been into it or stims really , i tried it while back and i still feel like shit, no exaggeration , and only i did like 20 USD, to each their own fo` sho, i love your want of education, that thirst , and you will find it here, i wish your mate would want to listen, and its hard to help anyone, glad you joined, lots to learn

 

[Moeniedomweesnie]

Hey JT and Robi.

How awesome. Thank you for replies with "substance' whahahaha.. and value.
Will definately go search in forum.
In my opinion CAT is the 2nd most common. Simply ephedrine blown up.It is everywhere. I assume it might be similiar to speed. ?? It costs R200 per bag.. not sure about accuracy. Most dealers are Nigerian. So language always barrier.. I am Afrikaans speaking...
I am a chronic user. Since Meth.. I am a lot alot calmer. I eat normally sleep fairly. I dont use any other meds. With cat I panic a lot and were too busy. Ißm very busy mother of 3 wonderful girls. Geeez. I wish it was not neurotoxic.. i havent really had any adverse effects neither memory physical etc. But I am foookscared.
I feel that I should have taken more caution looking after my friend. My heart is sore.

Thanks for the laaaaaav!!

 

[Robi]

Hey JT and Robi.

How awesome. Thank you for replies with "substance' whahahaha.. and value.
Will definately go search in forum.
In my opinion CAT is the 2nd most common. Simply ephedrine blown up.It is everywhere. I assume it might be similiar to speed. ?? It costs R200 per bag.. not sure about accuracy. Most dealers are Nigerian. So language always barrier.. I am Afrikaans speaking...
I am a chronic user. Since Meth.. I am a lot alot calmer. I eat normally sleep fairly. I dont use any other meds. With cat I panic a lot and were too busy. Ißm very busy mother of 3 wonderful girls. Geeez. I wish it was not neurotoxic.. i havent really had any adverse effects neither memory physical etc. But I am foookscared.
I feel that I should have taken more caution looking after my friend. My heart is sore.

Thanks for the laaaaaav!!