@AutoTripper thanks for caring bro.
Man I'm still holding the juice of this 5 strip in my mouth and already feeling it quite strongly. This is gonna fun!
I care bro. And I notice too lol, as you notice.
I can't actually post today. Everything I have typed, I dismiss. It all needs to go into one line. And there is too much for a thousand.
So the usual thoughts I cannot express in a regular 3D societal and logical emotional sense.
Raw garlic. Next. First kind of night's sleep n 2022, 9 pm to 9 am minus 4 extra large BM's (long story) and two since.
Longest time no drugs since last year sometime.
Yeah don't go back on that alcohol bro. You're a strong fucker aren't you, no offence lol.
And a wise one. Still, wiser ways are always called for. I'm trying to wise up my ways, but first I am securing a way. It has been across the Drake Passage.
I've been understimating LSD you know. I only took 300 mics 48 hours ago.
My head is still blown from it. It was on verge of being 500. Then I decided it was plainly wrong plan.
I ditched the idea, then went for the compromise of 300. I'm glad. It was enough, and I can manage it now.
I think more than 300 is unnecessary now.
Enjoy your (rising day?) amd trip and hear earned freedom man.
I'm so straight from sleeping. 15 mg's Etiz yesterday, tonnes of edibles and vapor, and loads kava.
But that was yesterday. 15 hours no drugs, sleep, dreams, poo, and pain still but it's the tail end metaphorically but the tail still has a sting, and it's still a sizeable portion of the body.
I have an objective now today, it's a genuine survival need, to get high.
Kava weed and for now, the benzos are still indispensable if I am going to make this long journey all factors considered so I'm going to have to run that one to the wire for now playing it by ear.
On paper. Tomorrow stands a very good chance of being by far the best most comfortable and easiest day I've had for over two months.
Chat later bro I hope. It's been interesting. I'm very good you are okay.
My mind is a machine you know. I should have died since September for so many reasons. I have kept my mind and focus, the only way.
I will be able to get high today though, having slept on off all night, no drugs exhausted at all.
I'm postponing the currently arduous task of kitchen and drug prep now. Want to ISO clean my vape and bubbler, makes it taste so pure it's delightful.
And make up today's homeopathy which, I use all of the figures of speech these days in their rightful place as per original and true meaning as they crop up the one which crops up here is- Saving my arse!
Because it is treating and healing the most dreadful life-threatening and tormentuosly painful and torturous case of haemorrhoids I never imagined could exist.
It's working it really is but it's a painful ongoing process. So that's what I mean when I say this medicine is literally saving my arse right now Lol!
that's 6mg right? I hope that was fine side effects wise.
