I would say I’m lonely and bored to. It sucks how medication can destroy your life. It’s messed up and I can pm you if you like I don’t check my email. I need a boyfriend in my life to make my depression go away this sucks. I need to go out and I just can’t stop being weak.
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Mental Health Coming Off Invega Sustenna (Paliperidone) v4
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HellYesInvegaSucks
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They came down with the hammer on me hard with this Invega Sustenna.
Life can be so cruel. Sorry, their misuse of drugs is cruel.
Who knew that a drug like this even existed? I wish I had some inkling that such a drug even existed.
Such a drug shouldn't even be used in maximum security prisons.
But that's what it feels like. That's cruel and unusual punishment. This is a dementor drug.
Life can be so cruel. Sorry, their misuse of drugs is cruel.
Who knew that a drug like this even existed? I wish I had some inkling that such a drug even existed.
Such a drug shouldn't even be used in maximum security prisons.
But that's what it feels like. That's cruel and unusual punishment. This is a dementor drug.
HellYesInvegaSucks
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I'm sorry, I couldn't hold back on my previous bit. Yeah, you can pm me.
HellYesInvegaSucks
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I just wish I could tell them what they did to me.
But they took even that from me.
How long does the pain have to go on?
I just wish I could tell them what they did to me.
But they took even that from me.
How long does the pain have to go on?
But they took even that from me.
How long does the pain have to go on?
I just wish I could tell them what they did to me.
But they took even that from me.
How long does the pain have to go on?
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HellYesInvegaSucks
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Don't you ever doubt it, I am lost as fuck. I hope my posts aren't too spammy.
HellYesInvegaSucks
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I'll delete/edit them if you ask me to.
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antiinvega
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The brain doesn’t regenerate all its cells after 7 years
I doubt recovery Will come in the future. Sorry for being this pessimistic
The only thing I can enjoy is food and showering.
Oh I recently found I get those tiny dopamin rushes when winning a video game of before playing it. You know in the past that you where excited to start playing one of when you're about to start. I get that that one now, but veryyyyy tinyyy (like 1-2%). In the past that shit happened way way more.
I took abilify and was off Them : 22 months ago
Last ap I took 17 months.
I still have very few thoughts, so communicating my thoughts sometimes can be very difficult especially if a part of your memory and intellect jas been spaced away.
t_xeplionhell
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What if anhedonia is easing up eariler but slowly each month.
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HellYesInvegaSucks
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There's no way anyone would think that we were proud of ourselves. I fucked up and I regret every decision that I made in the lead up to the shot including agreeing to get it. But they said I would get out sooner...
Now if there was a way to take that all back... I would totally take it all back. Don't you ever worry. I would totally take it all back. Sorry...
This is what caused me to get my invega shot: I refused to see my mental health case workers. I became paranoid. I thought one of them might kill me. Then the police came. I thought they were trying to do a suicide by cop routine.
I'm not schizophrenic. I was just paranoid in that instance because I needed to be. It was just an incidence of paranoia. Now I would rather I had been killed by the cops than this. I swear to god this is the worst shit ever. I just wish it would end.
I'm a "just wish it would end" kind of guy. I would do anything to go back and just answer the door...
How did you guys get ringed into this?
Now if there was a way to take that all back... I would totally take it all back. Don't you ever worry. I would totally take it all back.
Sorry...This is what caused me to get my invega shot: I refused to see my mental health case workers. I became paranoid. I thought one of them might kill me. Then the police came. I thought they were trying to do a suicide by cop routine.
I'm not schizophrenic. I was just paranoid in that instance because I needed to be. It was just an incidence of paranoia. Now I would rather I had been killed by the cops than this. I swear to god this is the worst shit ever. I just wish it would end.
I'm a "just wish it would end" kind of guy. I would do anything to go back and just answer the door...
How did you guys get ringed into this?
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HellYesInvegaSucks
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I lost everything... But I'm still around to write about it... This is the only thing that gives me pleasure along with that... Well nevermind.
Edit: I'm absolutely getting pleasure out of workouts... so I may get out of this. Hope I'm not jinxing myself. Oh my fucking god I jinxed myself. I just hope I can make it through this. PM me if you want to know more about my setup...
Edit: Edit: Am I?
Edit: I'm absolutely getting pleasure out of workouts... so I may get out of this. Hope I'm not jinxing myself. Oh my fucking god I jinxed myself. I just hope I can make it through this. PM me if you want to know more about my setup...
Edit: Edit: Am I?
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Greetings to all,
we just recently joined the forum and we need your guidance to mitigate the unpleasantness of the Invega product.
We did read a significant amount of articles online (Peer reviewed journals & patient feedback) and it appears that there is no concrete blueprint to alter the effects of this forsaken product.
On our side, we are experiencing issues with our libido and our productive capabilities as it relates to daily chores.
As noted by all, there is a significant impairement of our dopamine system which restricts our natural ability to enjoy the fruits of our labor.
In any case, we have filed a complaint against our health institution from our country as we don't have the means to file a lawsuit.
Unfortunately, our designated medical team (physician, nurse & psychiatrist) are pursuing a court order in order to force us to accept the Invega treatment.
We will most likely experience the struggle, the agony and the cruelty of living with this ordeal for the upcoming months.
We have inalienable rights with respect to our sexual integrity and our ability to pursue happiness but this is simply violated & dismissed in the court of law.
Changing gears, we are currently using Zypreza/ Olanzapine in accordance with our diagnostic(s) but we are unsure whether this is a good idea.
Our goal is to find ways to restore our dopamine system to equilibrium regardless of any external expectations.
We would appreciate your review & assessment concerning the following detoxification methods that we have compiled from the web:
1. Consume 'St Johns Wart'
2. Increase Zinc and Magnesium consumption
3. Maintain the following routine: Diet, Exercise, Work, Social Life, Sleep, Stress reduction
4. Ask physician to stop pursuing the Invega treatment and negociate the use of another product(s).
(For example: Abilify medication instead of Invega)*
5. 'Flood' the dopamine system with excess consumption**. (For example: Increased consumption of stimulants)***
6. Consumption of:
i) Tryptophan with 5htp + vitamin B6
ii) Magnesium oxide
iii) Phenylalanine with l-dopa + vitamin B6
7. Maximize water and coffee consumption
* Only if applicable and suitable to your health profile
** Limited to food & drugs under the perview of your discretion
*** Please seek your poison control center if you fail to monitor your health when operating with banned or controlled substances such as Marijuana, Adderall, MDMA, Energy Drinks, etc.
Please note that the information outlined above does not represent our expertise on this matter.
We welcome any measurements indicating approximately when we can expect to have our abilities restored in our body, mind & spririt.
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Here is our personal file:
Date: October 12 2021
Injection 150 mg Invega
Period: From October 13 2021 to October 18 2021
6 mg Invega pill (oral intake)
As of November 22 2021:
- Loss of sexual desire / Libido
- Loss of motivation to seek employment
- Isolated incidents of memory loss (i.e losing items)
- Loss of assertiveness
- Anhedonia with respect to music
- Increased dependance on others
- Low tolerance of cold temperature
- Decreased faith in God
- Disregard of personal hygiene
- Poor maintenance of clean environement
- Pessimistic Outlook of life
- Increased skepticism
*************************************************************************************************************************************************
We look forward to your response.
Very kindly,
Thank you
we just recently joined the forum and we need your guidance to mitigate the unpleasantness of the Invega product.
We did read a significant amount of articles online (Peer reviewed journals & patient feedback) and it appears that there is no concrete blueprint to alter the effects of this forsaken product.
On our side, we are experiencing issues with our libido and our productive capabilities as it relates to daily chores.
As noted by all, there is a significant impairement of our dopamine system which restricts our natural ability to enjoy the fruits of our labor.
In any case, we have filed a complaint against our health institution from our country as we don't have the means to file a lawsuit.
Unfortunately, our designated medical team (physician, nurse & psychiatrist) are pursuing a court order in order to force us to accept the Invega treatment.
We will most likely experience the struggle, the agony and the cruelty of living with this ordeal for the upcoming months.
We have inalienable rights with respect to our sexual integrity and our ability to pursue happiness but this is simply violated & dismissed in the court of law.
Changing gears, we are currently using Zypreza/ Olanzapine in accordance with our diagnostic(s) but we are unsure whether this is a good idea.
Our goal is to find ways to restore our dopamine system to equilibrium regardless of any external expectations.
We would appreciate your review & assessment concerning the following detoxification methods that we have compiled from the web:
1. Consume 'St Johns Wart'
2. Increase Zinc and Magnesium consumption
3. Maintain the following routine: Diet, Exercise, Work, Social Life, Sleep, Stress reduction
4. Ask physician to stop pursuing the Invega treatment and negociate the use of another product(s).
(For example: Abilify medication instead of Invega)*
5. 'Flood' the dopamine system with excess consumption**. (For example: Increased consumption of stimulants)***
6. Consumption of:
i) Tryptophan with 5htp + vitamin B6
ii) Magnesium oxide
iii) Phenylalanine with l-dopa + vitamin B6
7. Maximize water and coffee consumption
* Only if applicable and suitable to your health profile
** Limited to food & drugs under the perview of your discretion
*** Please seek your poison control center if you fail to monitor your health when operating with banned or controlled substances such as Marijuana, Adderall, MDMA, Energy Drinks, etc.
Please note that the information outlined above does not represent our expertise on this matter.
We welcome any measurements indicating approximately when we can expect to have our abilities restored in our body, mind & spririt.
*************************************************************************************************************************************************
Here is our personal file:
Date: October 12 2021
Injection 150 mg Invega
Period: From October 13 2021 to October 18 2021
6 mg Invega pill (oral intake)
As of November 22 2021:
- Loss of sexual desire / Libido
- Loss of motivation to seek employment
- Isolated incidents of memory loss (i.e losing items)
- Loss of assertiveness
- Anhedonia with respect to music
- Increased dependance on others
- Low tolerance of cold temperature
- Decreased faith in God
- Disregard of personal hygiene
- Poor maintenance of clean environement
- Pessimistic Outlook of life
- Increased skepticism
*************************************************************************************************************************************************
We look forward to your response.
Very kindly,
Thank you
HellYesInvegaSucks
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Wowie, greetings Peroune and welcome to the forum. What else is there to say. That was quite the report.
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Robi
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yes welcome, wishing you all the best truly, so many will advise wisely and assist you im assured so well spoken you are , wish i could help but im not in the know, but glad youre here , blessed bee`s
t_xeplionhell
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No solution against invega, you can only help your body to recover and thats it, if you are on invega nothing seems to help to prevent invega effects.
Bigsmoke420
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I mean that’s sounds about right in my case, around my 9 months it was non existent and at 12 months I don’t even think about it until someone brings it up on this forum . It’s that mild.
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InvegaIsdeath
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Try reading. Read a couple pages a day and buy nootropicsI doubt recovery Will come in the future. Sorry for being this pessimistic
The only thing I can enjoy is food and showering.
Oh I recently found I get those tiny dopamin rushes when winning a video game of before playing it. You know in the past that you where excited to start playing one of when you're about to start. I get that that one now, but veryyyyy tinyyy (like 1-2%). In the past that shit happened way way more.
I took abilify and was off Them : 22 months ago
Last ap I took 17 months.
I still have very few thoughts, so communicating my thoughts sometimes can be very difficult especially if a part of your memory and intellect jas been spaced away.
InvegaIsdeath
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Looks good. If you want a high quality site that sells large quantities of nootropics for cheap, send me a pm.
HellYesInvegaSucks
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So you can listen to music, and it's fine? I'm not gonna recover without knowing it's possible.
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