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TheUltimateFixx

TheUltimateFixx

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.. another day of determinedly NOT putting an end to myself before my time, because YOU wonderful and fucked - up strangers are all here.


Thank you so very much like I cannot even put into words. I merely wish I could individually help even ONE of you as much as you've collectively helped ME.
 
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The UltimateFixx said:
.. another day of determinedly NOT putting an end to myself before my time because YOU wonderful and fucked - up strangers are all here.


Thank you all so very much like I cannot even put into words. I merely wish I could individually help even ONE of you, as much as you've collectively helped ME.
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Well done!

I need help. I'm trying to help myself now, always have, but BL helps me too.

Again people can say, why you go on stupid forum dude?

It's not forum. It's people, a lot of good and intelligent ones.
 
deficiT said:
Glad you're sticking around ❤️ We're here if you should need us
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Thank you man. I just seriously don't wanna impose on anyone.
I also bloody despise any kind of victim one - upmanship.
Y'know the whole, 'oh you think THAT'S bad; wait till you hear how much worse I had it' kinda thing.

Nevertheless I have had it pretty damn bad, and on occasion I suffer as a result.
Bluelight has given me untold comfort.
THANK YOU.
 
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deficiT said:
Glad you're sticking around ❤️ We're here if you should need us
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Now, we might not share identical views, but I never feel a slight apprehension seeing your posts, whatever, whenever, in that threat sense.

Because of all members here, I really lay my head on that block, and my nerves are physically fractured atm.

So I appreciate that and respect you for it.

I value real people, who you are to me. No pretending, lying to be popular. Straight up, always friendly and super chill with good humour.

So well done basically for sticking around yourself, to be here for so many. You are a positive influence in my days anyway.

I've decided, I've almost certainly got flu. Real 6 week job, had in January, know very well.

Not the worst thing actually but it's so early bird. I was hoping to level out from the amount of acid I took last week integrate, can never get living together for a week after.

I am very stoned though. Too much kava. Seeking comfort.
 
The UltimateFixx said:
.. another day of determinedly NOT putting an end to myself before my time, because YOU wonderful and fucked - up strangers are all here.


Thank you so very much like I cannot even put into words. I merely wish I could individually help even ONE of you as much as you've collectively helped ME.
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I am VERY very glad you're still here. You made the decision to stick around today, and that is awesome. You are strong, and you are courageous. And most of all you are worthy of this life. We are always here if you need to talk to someone. PM me any time. You are LOVED!!! <3 <3 <3
 
You are LOVED!!! <3 <3 <3

No need for the hyperbole. Of course I'm not 'loved' and that's ok.
Love or even just real liking depends on personal acquaintance. You can have categorical sympathy with, but no actual feelings for, someone who's only 'known' to you as typeface.
I don't need the motivational clichés, I know how hollow they are. But thanks for the sentiment
 
The UltimateFixx said:
You are LOVED!!! <3 <3 <3

No need for the hyperbole. Of course I'm not 'loved' and that's ok.
Love or even just real liking depends on personal acquaintance. You can have categorical sympathy with, but no actual feelings for, someone who's only 'known' to you as typeface.
I don't need the motivational clichés, I know how hollow they are. But thanks for the sentiment
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Oh. It certainly wasn't put forth merely as a hollow cliché but I know that a lot of similar sentiments are. Not only do I genuinely care about and appreciate everyone who posts here, but I also meant it in the sense that you are loved by people. Everyone is loved by someone :)
Anyway, I hope you're feeling good today <3
 
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