demonapocalypse
Greenlighter
- Joined
- Apr 15, 2021
- Messages
- 18
I hate the fact that I have too much self control to the point where I can't binge on Xanax because of the overwhelming fear that I'll build up tolerance and it'll lose its magic and the one thing that makes me not feel like shit will be gone/out of reach until tolerance resets. I think its fucked that I have to ration out happiness for myself damn I just wish I was able to enjoy things fuck this.