Yeah I hope so too. The no reward makes life so not worth it. Used to love Battle Royale which is so reward oriented.
* edit - no drug sourcing please - n3o * Guess that's the best info I can get so far.
Yeh I felt much like you. Couldn't feel St Johns Wort, couldn't feel my anti depressants, couldn't feel benzo's. It like completely fucks your dopamine and serotonin receptors and I still can't get high or intoxicated. But I've been starting to feel ok and i'm in the 7th month. I know the emptiness feeling is a terror to live with it but I urge you to not give up. Your brain is an amazing thing and I don't think AP's will permanently effect you unless you've been on them for years or somethingI get really scared reading Mark Dunn on quora. I don’t know if anyone is the same. I read this answer and it is more reassuring
Do neurotransmitter receptors get "damaged"?
José Francis's answer: It depends on what you call “damaged”. Mike Huang gave a very good answer, I will just write some additional information since the other answers were not so great. First, you need to keep in mind that receptors are proteins, and therefore, they can be “damaged” by any stim...www.quora.com
I just need to know, scientifically, what happened to us and if we can recover 100%..
Did your sleep recover.
Yes my sleep has recovered, that happen around the 6 month mark.
Situation A: Hopefully they will pleasantly surprise you and you will be able to get a nurse to do it, so that you don't have to worry about doing it yourself.
I'm really sorry to hear that man
I really hope you don't lose your job. From what I have read in here and elsewhere, you will recover, it's just a matter of time. Please don't give up hope 
Situation C: So called "friends" will not pay their debt to me (10 euros) Ankle went into even worse shape so i was unable to even try walk downtown. Office there closed now. I had 88 cents in my bank. Bus fare is 3 euros. I ask from mom, if she could borrow me 2 euros and 12 cents, so i can try to get my medication fixed. Mom rejects. But, i tried. And now i won't.
Beautiful! Seems to me like you are doing great! This is a survival story.Tomorrow will be one year off the shot. What has changed? Well, for starters I can feel my emotions coming back, sometimes very intense. I can cry over something sad (death of someone in my family for example). I am getting more and more cognitive function back. I find I'm not always in a fog anymore. I'm not slurring my words, and I can hold a conversation quite well if it's something I'm intrigued about. My sexual function is coming back, I am able to get aroused over thinking of anything sexual, although I try to abstain from anything of the sort. I'm on a spiritual journey and I don't masturbate or indulge in porn. The connection with myself is greatly improving, as I am able to keep contact with my higher self. I've been doing a lot of energy healing, including sound frequency healing to try and wake up all my chakras. I can definitely feel my third eye more and more.
The effects of alcohol and marijuana are definitely back to what they were pre invega, as I can get a buzz off just two beer! To me that's incredible, because last summer I could drink a 12 case and not feel anything. I don't indulge in either of these substances as I try to focus more on my spirit and the energy that's inside me more than anything.
To those of you that are still on this horrible drug my heart goes out to you. Lord knows I've had my bouts with depression and anxiety it can cause. I'm only now starting to get back to my piece of mind and not constantly feeling fear or worry. My journey is very personal to me, and no one understands it but me. I'm not going to go into full detail about it, because I feel that it's in the past now. I've learned a great deal from this and will apply what I've learned to the next chapter of my life.
Stay strong everyone, I will post again in six months time.
Thank you so much for your update! I'm so glad to hear you're doing well, and I'm sure your experience will give hope to a lot of people in this threadTomorrow will be one year off the shot. What has changed? Well, for starters I can feel my emotions coming back, sometimes very intense. I can cry over something sad (death of someone in my family for example). I am getting more and more cognitive function back. I find I'm not always in a fog anymore. I'm not slurring my words, and I can hold a conversation quite well if it's something I'm intrigued about. My sexual function is coming back, I am able to get aroused over thinking of anything sexual, although I try to abstain from anything of the sort. I'm on a spiritual journey and I don't masturbate or indulge in porn. The connection with myself is greatly improving, as I am able to keep contact with my higher self. I've been doing a lot of energy healing, including sound frequency healing to try and wake up all my chakras. I can definitely feel my third eye more and more.
The effects of alcohol and marijuana are definitely back to what they were pre invega, as I can get a buzz off just two beer! To me that's incredible, because last summer I could drink a 12 case and not feel anything. I don't indulge in either of these substances as I try to focus more on my spirit and the energy that's inside me more than anything.
To those of you that are still on this horrible drug my heart goes out to you. Lord knows I've had my bouts with depression and anxiety it can cause. I'm only now starting to get back to my piece of mind and not constantly feeling fear or worry. My journey is very personal to me, and no one understands it but me. I'm not going to go into full detail about it, because I feel that it's in the past now. I've learned a great deal from this and will apply what I've learned to the next chapter of my life.
Stay strong everyone, I will post again in six months time.
Source: https://topclassactions.com/lawsuit-settlements/lawsuit-news/340860-long-take-get-invega-system/
Is there a right reason? I really want to know.
For people who have schizophrenia. My mate has it and says if he stops taking AP's he goes psychotic again.
Do you listen to music now?Tomorrow will be one year off the shot. What has changed? Well, for starters I can feel my emotions coming back, sometimes very intense. I can cry over something sad (death of someone in my family for example). I am getting more and more cognitive function back. I find I'm not always in a fog anymore. I'm not slurring my words, and I can hold a conversation quite well if it's something I'm intrigued about. My sexual function is coming back, I am able to get aroused over thinking of anything sexual, although I try to abstain from anything of the sort. I'm on a spiritual journey and I don't masturbate or indulge in porn. The connection with myself is greatly improving, as I am able to keep contact with my higher self. I've been doing a lot of energy healing, including sound frequency healing to try and wake up all my chakras. I can definitely feel my third eye more and more.
The effects of alcohol and marijuana are definitely back to what they were pre invega, as I can get a buzz off just two beer! To me that's incredible, because last summer I could drink a 12 case and not feel anything. I don't indulge in either of these substances as I try to focus more on my spirit and the energy that's inside me more than anything.
To those of you that are still on this horrible drug my heart goes out to you. Lord knows I've had my bouts with depression and anxiety it can cause. I'm only now starting to get back to my piece of mind and not constantly feeling fear or worry. My journey is very personal to me, and no one understands it but me. I'm not going to go into full detail about it, because I feel that it's in the past now. I've learned a great deal from this and will apply what I've learned to the next chapter of my life.
Stay strong everyone, I will post again in six months time.