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I will a actually die

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MsDiz said:
He put up a good quote that really summed his stance up. I must get it.

It’s not that he wanted to die so much. He just felt indifferent to life I guess.

“I have a hollow inverted indifference” - CH

I miss him.

@Outlier i hope you’re ok Mr, really, if you need me I’m here. ❤️
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It was neither. He only wanted his parents
 
He thought that by giving his life insurance over... his dad didnt.. idk how to explain it. He needed his dad.
 
Outlier said:
He thought that by giving his life insurance over... his dad didnt.. idk how to explain it. He needed his dad.
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I don’t think we should be really speculating about his death tbh or the reasons for his suicidal ideation. I have my own thoughts on it. Regardless, he had his own thoughts too. Unfortunately he didn’t intentionally make that choice but I do hope he’s in a better place and happy now.
 
MsDiz said:
I don’t think we should be really speculating about his death tbh or the reasons for his suicidal ideation. I have my own thoughts on it. Regardless, he had his own thoughts too. Unfortunately he didn’t intentionally make that choice but I do hope he’s in a better place and happy now.
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We both know he was determined and he was one of the smartest people alive
 
Just stumbled across your thread. I know I'm a total stranger but I hope you feel better soon.
I struggle communicating too
Hope you're ok and can get through this!
 
What’s your DOc atm


iTry91 said:
Just stumbled across your thread. I know I'm a total stranger but I hope you feel better soon.
I struggle communicating too
Hope you're ok and can get through this!
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I remember you
 
Outlier said:
I care about you too. I really do. Im so lost
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Yes man and that's why I hate seeing you hurt so bad, I really do. It pains me on a fundamental level because you're a brilliant, funny and kind man. I know you have the ability to lead a happy, fulfilling life and I know I am not alone in that sentiment. It will take some doing though and I think we can all help you hash out what you need to get to that place. I will PM you or message you on FB and we can figure out a time to have a chat. Keep the faith.
 
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