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So guys, you all bring very good cheer here thank you all for that.

I’m the glumnest fucker at times. Haven’t always been, not at all when I joined here but world and me went down a lot last year....


But back to my roots, some exciting stuff.

I am lucky. Here, a fantastic cannabis grinder a great friend gifted me. Loaded with organic Bluedream. “The Brilliant Cut Grinder”- you see it’s Diamond shape,

I chose the 3 colour combo myself.

And, one of the best high-end desktop vaporisers in the world- The Herborizer Ti.

This is the digital version. Precise as can be, 3 minute heat up, so easy to use, store away. Hits powerfully.








Admittedly not the “best” weed in the world (lovely enuff), but arguably the best weed grinder, and a desktop Vaporizer of most cannabis vaporist’s dreams,
 
So, an even more joyful sight- Life, beautiful life. 4 weeks old, going strong, weather permitting alone, we should be guaranteed a sizeworthy harvest of some lovely Sungrown Sativa Autoflowers- Mexican Airlines it’s the strain.

Very healthy looking young plants though, imminently going into final, 15 litre Airpots.



Looking good brother!
 
Looking good brother!
Haha, you’re telling me! When in prime beautiful Flower stage, on a heavy trip, TOOO good in fact.

Over the decades, I’ve no doubt mused as many, the “best” thing about cannabis,

Effects have got to take it ultimately.

But many would say, the smell.

And a “growing” number lol, myself included, would also throw the sheer pleasure of growing into the hat.
 
Just on my “logo” again (i.e, non avatar), I don’t know how it appears on your screens, but on mine it’s just the capital A with a background turquoise that I particularly love!

It’s colour therapy at its finest.

Please don’t take that away from me Charlie lol! 😀
 
I'm so fucking serious, you have 24 hours

Or I will haunt you from my deathbed cuz I'm not outta the woods yet guys. It hasn't improved based on last testing in fact I am worsening...im gonna ask again next time it's 48hr ban hammer.
 
2mgs more Ativan IM
2mgs Clonazepam Orally and 2mgs Arivan
50mgs Methadone Orally

But it still hurts so badly
Have a suicide kit, but sadly not accessable



Hey man, please don't end yourself, if you do I'm gonna be sad forever. If it ends up being your time early, then that's how it will play out, but don't hasten it along. You could have a lot more life ahead of you, and you'll never know all the great things to come if you end it. An arrhythmia isn't a death sentence. Just take care of yourself and you'll be a lot more comfortable. If this sounds selfish, then I'm sorry, but that's what happens when you have friends, your friends care about you and don't want to lose you. ♥️ I'm sure you'd say the same to me if I posted on here about wanting to kill myself.

I don't think the benzos are helping, I know in the past you've said that benzos are the worst drugs for you and make you do all sorts of impulsive things and mess your life up. I'm sure that has not changed since then. ♥️
 
Treating myself soon, trying to decide between 1kg Mimosa or 1g 5-meo-mipt and 0.5g 5-meo-dipt.

What would you guys pick of the two?
 
Mimosa for sure although I never had any of those other 5-MEO's but a kilo of bark can be lifetime amounts for the conservative users. Hell even heavy users a kilo will last. I can say bark 14 years old still can produce 1% or more even.

Charlie you can live a normal life with most arrhythmias. But some of the drug binges would take down people even 100% healthy. Take care of your health. I want to talk to you 25 years from now. Yeah life hurts but you are a pro. It is pain for everyone. That's why we come here and post to take a little pain away from all of us. If you think about it a message board is for connecting each other. 100 years ago you would have had your drunken neighbor to vent too and no one else. But I think you are a tough bastard. The drug binges are a concern (saying as soneone that does care).

Speaking of benzo's I had a tough work day yesterday for the first time in weeks. Took 1 1/2 mgs of etizolam at dinner and 1 1/2 mgs 5 hours later before bed. Slept like a baby. But my concern with these drugs is I watch a TV show and the next day can not remember it so I have to rewatch. I wonder if I am particularly sensitive to this class of drugs. I notice people say they do not get amnesia unless it is a big dose. A regular dose causes memory lapses for me. I will say this the thought of doing that again tonight is kind of gross. Then again I don't suffer too much regular anxiety.
 
But my concern with these drugs is I watch a TV show and the next day can not remember it so I have to rewatch. I wonder if I am particularly sensitive to this class of drugs. I notice people say they do not get amnesia unless it is a big dose. A regular dose causes memory lapses for me.

Benzos are like this for me, too. Given, 1.5mg alone of Eti is a recreational dose, for me. But above 1mg or so, and I start forgetting details of what happened.
 
man cannabis fucked me over big time. I give it up time to be a adult and stop fucking around so much. Though everything has played out exactly has the LSD showed me deep pretty spooky right down to every little detail. I feel alive now if i pull this off ill never doubt myself ever again ill know life will be good i just believe in myself and work my ass off the motivation to never get stuck in the hood again powers me along
 
Staying of the THC right now my self; really can't keep spending the amount I am on it. Never really used to have issues controlling my intake now taking breaks doesn't even help I just go back to chain smoking dabs.

Nice having crazy dreams again too.


Hang in there Charlie
 
Getting plagued by hordes of mosquitos, 17mg of 2C-E and I really dont wanna go home but I might as well be naked here
 
Ah fuck mosquitos! They kill more humans every year than any other animal. Little fuckers.

Enjoy your trip!
 
Thanks man, 2C-E is a fantastic drug, full peak, everything zoned out, so peaceful in the madness. The battle of emotion against the unforgiving and machinistic world, much of which is 2C-E itself. It invokes a way of thinking that I love, "practical but with heart", perfect advice ofc.

I have indeed been unbelievably rekt by mosquitos, but the weather here haar been absolutely perfect so I saw no other solution than perseverance. I am less of a target these days, me at 12 or so was insane, I can recall two instances where I was completely massacred by them, well that's going on descriptions, but the numbers arent pretty either
 
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