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AutoTripper said:
I don’t believe Syd Barrett craved acid at all by the early 70’s.

Maybe for some people it’s just about reaching the point of enough is enough.
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well his whole psyche was irretrievably wrecked by then so maybe that's why he wasn't keen for any more?

enough was most definitely enough in that case yeah
 
TripSitterNZ said:
Man Microdosing LSD can be a slippery slope it works well but fuck man i truly got worked into a manic state last night.
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What dosage are you taking?

In my head microdosing is by definition a sub-perceptual experience, no?

Whenever I've undertaken a microdose regime I've been aiming at somewhere between 5-8ug which worked very well for me. Anything over 10ug I was consciously aware of effect that day which (for me) ran contrary to the point of consuming
 
ageingpartyfiend said:
What dosage are you taking?

In my head microdosing is by definition a sub-perceptual experience, no?

Whenever I've undertaken a microdose regime I've been aiming at somewhere between 5-8ug which worked very well for me. Anything over 10ug I was consciously aware of effect that day which (for me) ran contrary to the point of consuming
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sometimes under 10 ug but average around 13 ug i assume. I have only been feeling manic since i did those 4 g of shrooms. But now ima try take a break from substances for at least 3 weeks i think i put behind microdosing behind me expect when i feel depressed and need a lift for that day. I need to process and integrate all this shit mushrooms dragged up.

when i took under 10 ug though it didn't give me what i wanted. but i think i can't use any substance in any amount without me suddenly abusing it and ruining it.
 
TripSitterNZ said:
when i took under 10 ug though it didn't give me what i wanted. but i think i can't use any substance in any amount without me suddenly abusing it and ruining it.
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am curious - what was it that you were after on a sub 10ug dose?

If I took under 10ug thinking it may brighten/enhance my day I'd be disappointed for sure. 15-20ug would probably be my dose for that.

My 5-8ug (nearer to 5 possibly hopefully) was sub-perceptual for me, I couldn't 'feel' it at all on the day of consumption. It was however very effective for me mood enhancement/ reducing anxiety when I followed this dosing schedule:

day 1 - microdose
day 4 microdose
day 7 microdose

3 weeks abstinence then repeat process for as long as you feel the need.

Extremely effective (for me) on it's own. When I followed that regime one time for a whole 6 month period and combined it with a strict meditation regime however, (only 20 minutes daily) I had the calmest, most productive and happiest 6 months I have ever experienced on planet earth. Note to self - fucking do it again soon!

Of course to get the dose range correct you absolutely must have access to very accurately dosed tabs or liquid, and 100% need to use a volumetric dosing technique
 
i wanted the all day energy to help me get things done that i feel on doses above 10 ug. atm i have md 4 days in a row.

The thing with LSD its a amplifier. I have been going through a few things emotionally so i don't think taking it is helping me lol and instead amplifying my anger. But i been reflecting on this anger aswell and trying to let it go and process it.

All my tabs are 105 ug +- 5 ug error range so uniformly laid. I aint got distilled water it costs to much money here so i have divided tabs into 1/8ths and cut them even smaller if i feel like it.
 
TripSitterNZ said:
i wanted the all day energy to help me get things done that i feel on doses above 10 ug. atm i have md 4 days in a row.

The thing with LSD its a amplifier. I have been going through a few things emotionally so i don't think taking it is helping me lol and instead amplifying my anger. But i been reflecting on this anger aswell and trying to let it go and process it.

All my tabs are 105 ug +- 5 ug error range so uniformly laid. I aint got distilled water it costs to much money here so i have divided tabs into 1/8ths and cut them even smaller if i feel like it.
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strong vodka will do the trick very nicely, but probably even more pricey than distilled water I'm guessing
 
ageingpartyfiend said:
well his whole psyche was irretrievably wrecked by then so maybe that's why he wasn't keen for any more?

enough was most definitely enough in that case yeah
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Absolutely. And I wasn’t trying to hint otherwise.

I haven’t ever really swallowed the schizophrenia disgnosis. He must have been taking on average at minimum surely, 600 ug daily the entire 1967, if not much more possibly milligrams for all we actually know.

A very extortionate amount anyway. It scares me to think about it. Just over 18 mg’s this year has myself feeling pretty nuts, although I do have two neurological viral infections which even without ever having touched acid, would have me feeling psychologically and emotionally on edge.

So it just enhances the mania.

But then, Rick Wright said in interview....I’m convinced he took a huge overdose of acid. We took him to see Ronnie Lang and he said....there’s nothing we can do for him. The brain has been completely destroyed.


I didn’t think LSD was damaging to the brain. Not like MDMA anyway.

Maybe there is a threshold, a recreational amount where it becomes destructive.


So in 1971 Mick Rock reported....Syd doesn’t take acid anymore. He doesn’t want to talk about it. “There’s nothing to say really.”

I find that quite modest in a way.
 
TripSitterNZ said:
i think i might go seek professional help soon when i have some time my mind state fly's over the place many times a day i wonder if i have bipolar or something
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Lol. I went to my professional help appointment on Monday after years on the waiting list. We had to reschedule due to a huge argument with my mum that morning and a major flare up in emotional stress.

The outcome was that insane 1100 ug trip. After which I’m convinced I won’t quite ever be the same again. I’m really trying to use the momentum and power of the energy of the situation to direct towards positive change, motivation, and simply letting go.

I have another appt in 2 weeks. I need to fix up a lot, fast now too. Except, I don’t feel I can count on anybody outside of myself.

I’ve tried reaching out to friends who seem barely to give shit. I waited 3 years for CBT, still hasn’t got rolling.

And it’s still just me in my own head, continually counselling myself not to go crazy, keep breathing, pass 10 minutes, manage health conditions and pain levels, eventually go to sleep, hopefully get some energy, make for an easier experience.

It’s hard though, so solo, when it feels like there is nothing or nobody out there and it’s literally too much to handle in here.
 
TripSitterNZ said:
i wanted the all day energy to help me get things done that i feel on doses above 10 ug. atm i have md 4 days in a row.

The thing with LSD its a amplifier. I have been going through a few things emotionally so i don't think taking it is helping me lol and instead amplifying my anger. But i been reflecting on this anger aswell and trying to let it go and process it.

All my tabs are 105 ug +- 5 ug error range so uniformly laid. I aint got distilled water it costs to much money here so i have divided tabs into 1/8ths and cut them even smaller if i feel like it.
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My mum has been microdosing with Vodka since 2019.same bottle, same tab, still good.
 
Autotripper i always love your stories of consuming heaps of LSD. its fantasticating as i always wonder how far it can be pushed with the tolerance. Cause as long as i still took at least 400 ug + near the end of my binge i would still get the magic but it would be very easy to handle the trips the headspace was totally gone just very visual travels. It also changed the nature of my visuals on LSD. I am feeling a bit less manic now i processed alot of things and let it out and go and hope i won't get so caught in a nasty loop of anger again now that i am more aware of it. I did not last my cannabis detox. Just hit a very tiny amount my brain was feeling a bit drained so just wanted a lil relax but even this tiny amount like 1/4 of what i was smoking before it still got me on this microdose. But i feel a bit better maybe im just baked and chilled out but ima abstain now from microdosing from now on. Once everything is done and my tolerance break is finished ima do edibles in the future i hope this brownie is still okajy to eat after must be close to two months it would be approaching. Kept it in the fridge for two months what do you reckon it is still safe to eat lol.
 
Xorkoth said:
Thanks man. I am the highest functioning addict I know.
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I feel like this is either some misconception about downer abuse/stim abuse or that people buy into media hype, but being addicted to a drug can honestly greatly enhance your ability to function; some might argue, make you more functional.

I used to binge O-DSMT when I worked overtime at a hardware store. It helped keep the back and knee pain away, a smile on my face, and energetic about working hard. The days I tried to work there sober I'd be miserable lol. In fact I've used opioids for the first month of every job I've had since... maybe 7 years ago? Just to get the 'motivated start' kinda thing where my first impression on employers is that I'm a 'hard worker'.

Though my work has always been less demanding of my mind than some others. I believe most high functioning addicts won't outwardly show it. We hide it in public. Sure maybe mention it on the web. Even my wife doesn't know sometimes when I'm on an opioid binge. People only start questioning me when I'm nodding off at parties lol.

I mean Xork takes it to another level, but for me... I was never given a chance at a real job despite good education. The one time I did have a chance my body broke on me (literally) and permanently shut that avenue of employment off.

My wife gets high every night, coffee each morning, drinking on and off, and occasionally takes some benzos off me. She somehow works full-time in a good industry and makes enough to put a roof over our head plus some savings.
 
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TripSitterNZ said:
Autotripper i always love your stories of consuming heaps of LSD. its fantasticating as i always wonder how far it can be pushed with the tolerance. Cause as long as i still took at least 400 ug + near the end of my binge i would still get the magic but it would be very easy to handle the trips the headspace was totally gone just very visual travels. It also changed the nature of my visuals on LSD. I am feeling a bit less manic now i processed alot of things and let it out and go and hope i won't get so caught in a nasty loop of anger again now that i am more aware of it. I did not last my cannabis detox. Just hit a very tiny amount my brain was feeling a bit drained so just wanted a lil relax but even this tiny amount like 1/4 of what i was smoking before it still got me on this microdose. But i feel a bit better maybe im just baked and chilled out but ima abstain now from microdosing from now on. Once everything is done and my tolerance break is finished ima do edibles in the future i hope this brownie is still okajy to eat after must be close to two months it would be approaching. Kept it in the fridge for two months what do you reckon it is still safe to eat lol.
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I would feel a little caution regarding the brownie. Sugar, salt and fat can preserve but it’s a very perishable food item surely, unless air sealed with a BBE date.

Just don’t want you to make yourself sick, although I expect the cannabis in there will also act preservatively.

Well last night, I must have eaten a good 130 mg’s THC in new edible batch of very strong black market skunk.

I ate about 0.75 grams. It must be say 20% THC as a reasonable bet. The skunk itself.

I vaped a lot all day too, drank lots of the new kava, really good one.

But damn, the edibles fuelled quite an LSD style panic attack. I felt right back up on acid again. I underestimated the strength.

In my teens I used to eat 1 to 5 grams of pure hash and Black dope. Literally 1000 mg’s THC to nearly 3000. Regularly.

They were as intense and psychedelic as my acid trips, on reflection, and understandably. I mean, that’s serious hardcore THC use. I only did math on it last week, first time ever.

This whole week, cannabis has been a lottery- extremely enjoyable, elevating, heavenly, or overly intense back up on acid again.

Especially last night.

So your point about tolerance and how far it can be pushed. Well, I’m convicted now it can actually be pushed infinitely.

I really do not feel tolerant at all. That initial 500 ug on Monday at 4.50 pm I think, was maybe the best comeup I have ever had from LSD.

No time sense by 5 pm. No bother about it. Time and it’s meaning went out the window.

Reality became a swirling non 3 dimensional multi screened landscape.

I had to pluck my thoughts out of the air amidst the other matter around me. It was a true true breakthrough. I have never actually let go so fully and completely on a psychedelic.

It was a purely wonderful and mesmerising experience. I didn’t even feel brave, nor slightly nervous, about the accidental 100 ug extra 600 ug redose within 4 hours.

The whole trip was literally the most crystal, luminesce detailed, indescribable visual and totally encompassing trip of my life.

Honestly, I could have been a 17 yr old on my first tabs ever.

After 25 years and now exactly 18.3 mg’s since Feb.

Tolerance honestly doesn’t happen with me now. I really think I’ve either hacked it permanently, or sensitised so as to nullify it. In 2012, 600 ug comeup, fully blazing in 5 minutes kind of trip, mentalness for a whole 24 hours, another 1200 ug next day, 300 ev two hours- 12 pm, 2 pm, 4 pm, 6 pm.

Each dose climbing higher and higher. 100% very good trip. Visuals, warp, surreal extreme. Fits of laughter.

I redosed another 600 ug 6 am next morning back home, to keep the trip going.

Came up fast and hard still, but crashed out.

Slept 9 hours. Woke up, I immediately took 9 remaining tabs at legit 300 ug I swear.

I didn’t comeup. True tolerance. Not even 10 % of the initial 600 ug 48 hours prior.

But, 5 mg’s in 48 hours, the following day it all took its toll. Positively. Just incredibly wasted, slow, distracted in a state of wonder.

So every Microgram had its effect just not the same way at the time of dosing.

So I’ve been there.

But not these days. It’s unusual I know. I could take 300 ug now and I expect my reality would melt into a swirl again.

The magic was in Monday’s trip as much, more than ever.

Again, if LSD becomes obsolete past a dosage point, it’s safe as houses.

But it really isn’t. Or there would not be the legendary acid casualties from prolonged overuse.

I am buying the sensitising effect with very high frequent dosing. Like again, the 7930 ug 18 day run from this Feb. 6 week plus break, 1st day- 1875 ug, the most intense breakthrough trio of all was actually day 17 on 155 ug, 3 doses an hour apart.

I can basically trip fully as ever now. If I kept it up, I would lose my nuts.

Never my objective. I just like sailing close to the wind, even picking up a bit of windburn.

Do hang in there @TripSitterNZ and try not to overthink things for now is my suggestion. You excavated some darkness. Expect that to be a difficult period of process and release.

You ARE loveable remember, love yourself. Forgive yourself. Maybe meditate on that specifically. It might take time, but you could be making deep positive shifts right now which like healing is, can feel dark and painful. Don’t give up. Have a little trust.

Shrooms aside, too frequent micro/mini dosing can unhinge you into mania too.

Had the most painful acid indigestion of my life last night. And the worst nightmares ever. Literally, 2 vampires were in my dreams trying to get close enough to assassinate me, daggers in hand.

It was really spiritual they were the embodiment of evil, like real conscious entities. I evaded them but was so on edge all night. Fully conscious of the nightmares, and the painful indigestion I tried to stay unconscious to pass, dreading getting up to the music.

Just had another Skunk edible dose. 55 mg THC worth maybe, just to start settling the indigestion pain. Hit me strong already.

Today is a write off. Just seeking comfort. Kava here too, some probiotics.

The anger may simply be working its way out of you. Suppressing anger, isn’t the answer. Sometimes it has to come out. I was in a lot of anger recently. Last week’s mind blowing trip shattered that anger. It humbled me, not making me feel small and feeble. Just, seeing the bigger picture and less importance attached to myself now.
 
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Cream Gravy? said:
I feel like this is either some misconception about downer abuse/stim abuse or that people buy into media hype, but being addicted to a drug can honestly greatly enhance your ability to function; some might argue, make you more functional.

I used to binge O-DSMT when I worked overtime at a hardware store. It helped keep the back and knee pain away, a smile on my face, and energetic about working hard. The days I tried to work there sober I'd be miserable lol. In fact I've used opioids for the first month of every job I've had since... maybe 7 years ago? Just to get the 'motivated start' kinda thing where my first impression on employers is that I'm a 'hard worker'.

Though my work has always been less demanding of my mind than some others. I believe most high functioning addicts won't outwardly show it. We hide it in public. Sure maybe mention it on the web. Even my wife doesn't know sometimes when I'm on an opioid binge. People only start questioning me when I'm nodding off at parties lol.

I mean Xork takes it to another level, but for me... I was never given a chance at a real job despite good education. The one time I did have a chance my body broke on me (literally) and permanently shut that avenue of employment off.

My wife gets high every night, coffee each morning, drinking on and off, and occasionally takes some benzos off me. She somehow works full-time in a good industry and makes enough to put a roof over our head plus some savings.
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I actually think I’m the most functional, fluently, calmly communicative, present minded high LSD doser I know.

People I see in real life see zero sign, from a speech, communication, articulate normal language and mannerism angle that I’m on 15 to 20 mg’s Etizolam daily either.

The diazepam addicts I’ve known, 100 mg’s above, have often seemed intellectually handicapped. Almost witless, unaware and out of tune, very poor communication skills.

None of that is apparent in me. It’s a phenomenon particular to many but not all, I always say.
 
AutoTripper said:
None of that is apparent in me. It’s a phenomenon particular to many but not all, I always say.
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I share this blessing (or curse?) of extreme benzo tolerance by nature. If I'm talking to y'all on here, I'm on some benzo, usually 7-15mg of etiz daily, norflurazepam and clonazepam here and there, alpraz when my IBS flairs up. I don't seem to have any difficulty with it till I throw in weed... then I start forgetting shit lol.
 
Yeah but Vodka does the trick, likely better in my feeling.

Distilled water never absorbs all the acid from the blotter, leaving a good 25 ug in the paper by my estimate, catching myself out a few times.

Vodka, or everclear, may dissolve more of the acid out of the paper.
 
Xorkoth said:
@TripSitterNZ that's insane that distilled water is too expensive in NZ. It's fucking water, boiled and condensed. Not like it needs to be imported. You can make it at home.
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rechecked the prices today its way cheaper than what it use to be. But ima give up microdosing and smoking weed. Its time i took action. I realized my anger was misplaced was my external projection onto reality because in reality i hated myself for all the same mistakes i kept making the same traps i was getting stuck in so i just wanted the world to blame for my own actions instead of letting go and taking control of my life. Its not gonna be easy but at least im just a little more aware of my own thoughts than i was before so in a way healing can happen if i keep focused and ontop of my thoughts instead of letting them spiral into negative loops.
 
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