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2 tspn gold bali kratom
magnesium, l-tyrosine, l-glutamine, l-tryptophan

yaaawnnnn, it's been a long day. 11 hours at work, didn't get home till after 10pm
 
my night time fix last night was

Getting ready for bed to chill out
1 joint ( Gelato Samba )
2.5mg lorazepam

Slept for like 2-4hrs after that and woke up again wide awake, then had
1mg alzam
30mg midazolam ( only was able to get 5x 15mg tabs )
3/4 of a joint (skunk)
and that kept me asleep solidly for about another 4-5 hrs.

Really need to work on my sleep routine and what i use. Some night's i almost use nothing and other night need to take a hand full of pills, weird.
 
Probably some chemical imbalances. How long does lorazepam last? If its a short acting one it may give some rebound effect. I get this with temazepam aswell wake and cant get back to sleep..

Probably some psychological and possibly some nutrition factors play a part aswell.

I did fall asleep late last night 2am or so uk time and woke up at 5am..tired now. Wish i had some gbl or midazolam to ko me instantly.

Quitting smoking and weed at same time is hard. I need to find a way to vape my weed. Broke my top bit for actual buds. Do have a concentrate head for it but i dont think it takes resin only like shatter/wax i think.

When the fuck is weed gonna be legal. Im close to moving to somewhere that is tbh when i can. Is it legal to grow your own weed in portugal? Anyone know?

Had three one skins with a tiny bit of resin. Im failing atm with quitting. But im slowly coming off like 3 gram of weed a dsy habit and all i did was rack up joints..was averaging 8th a day . Going crazy atm but feelin tired as just had a bit if hash rolled with tobacco..

Really wanna get some stuff done today. Its just started raining too :/

Sorry for the rant, lack of smoke ๐Ÿ˜ถ

What is lorazepam like compared too say valium, temazepam, clonazepam?
 
@Bare_head for me personally i find lorazepam good for its muscle relaxant properties as it quickly makes me feel less uncomfortable or restless then the rest mentioned except for diazepam, muscle relaxant properties are good there for me too. As for the Anxiolytic properties just as good as the rest but as a sedative or hypnotic, not so much. I dislike temazepam as i need way to much of it to do anything and clonazepam i dislike as it acts as a watered down diazepam for me ( note for me, not saying everyone else ). Hope that helps
 
Yeah clonazepam is very subtle but i like that.

Whats the potency of lorazepam compared to say diazepam?
 
1mg lorazepam = 10mg diazepam. Though i dislike this way of gauging ones benzo to another as there is to many factors to take in account. Like 50mg diazepam will have me sleeping nicely. 5mg lorazepam won't but will be more or less the same with Anxiolytic and muscle relaxant properties.
 
2400mg gabapentin
2 big tspn gold bali kratom
delta8thc
15mg cbd

watching a movie and halfway awake in fuzzy dreamland
 
Probably some chemical imbalances. How long does lorazepam last? If its a short acting one it may give some rebound effect. I get this with temazepam aswell wake and cant get back to sleep..

Probably some psychological and possibly some nutrition factors play a part aswell.

I did fall asleep late last night 2am or so uk time and woke up at 5am..tired now. Wish i had some gbl or midazolam to ko me instantly.

Quitting smoking and weed at same time is hard. I need to find a way to vape my weed. Broke my top bit for actual buds. Do have a concentrate head for it but i dont think it takes resin only like shatter/wax i think.

When the fuck is weed gonna be legal. Im close to moving to somewhere that is tbh when i can. Is it legal to grow your own weed in portugal? Anyone know?

Had three one skins with a tiny bit of resin. Im failing atm with quitting. But im slowly coming off like 3 gram of weed a dsy habit and all i did was rack up joints..was averaging 8th a day . Going crazy atm but feelin tired as just had a bit if hash rolled with tobacco..

Really wanna get some stuff done today. Its just started raining too :/

Sorry for the rant, lack of smoke ๐Ÿ˜ถ

What is lorazepam like compared too say valium, temazepam, clonazepam?


i always hate when i quit smoking weed and try to sleep....no fun

that's a lot of weed you were smoking tho

i have a vape....it makes me sneeze - tickles my lungs i guess....i only smoke out of a bong now and my lungs feel really good - seems to work the best for me

i smoke bubble hash out of a metal pipe with screens - like old school pipes....but thats it....i dont smoke any other concentrates anymore


ya know what i had to do, was to push my smoking out as far as i can into the day...my favorite is smoking in the morning but then once it's on, it's on for the whole day

i like to have a couple weaker strains around just for a quick attitude adjustment....i have this white tahoe cookies strain that wasn't the strongest so i discontinued growing it, but the hash came out nice and i smoke that for the "not too ripped but attitude adjustment" properties of it
 
Hey BL fam what's up tonight?! What are you currently using right now?
I have acquired two 20s of very nice black tar! Literally a little dab will do you! Ive been dope sick today so I gave in.
How about Yall?
PS: I know my posts are random but I am bored lol
 
Oh man....well up until about 2:30pm I had 12 days clean. Then the nice postal man brought me a present. But I am not beating myself up over this. Each time I quit, I make it to a longer stretch. So, its progress. And I will def make this last awhile so that my NEXT withdrawal is even easier. Gotta say, this shit does get old. I am too old to still be using. Its not cute, cool, rock-n-roll. Its such a cliche. I actually am challenged now to see what my life could be like without drugs involved. I believe good things would come. But I need some support, man. This small town of mine...its been impossible to try and find a therapist or counselor etc. Everyone has been impacted mentally by the pandemic. NOT GOING TO QUIT TRYING...TO QUIT;)
 
Oh man....well up until about 2:30pm I had 12 days clean. Then the nice postal man brought me a present. But I am not beating myself up over this. Each time I quit, I make it to a longer stretch. So, its progress. And I will def make this last awhile so that my NEXT withdrawal is even easier. Gotta say, this shit does get old. I am too old to still be using. Its not cute, cool, rock-n-roll. Its such a cliche. I actually am challenged now to see what my life could be like without drugs involved. I believe good things would come. But I need some support, man. This small town of mine...its been impossible to try and find a therapist or counselor etc. Everyone has been impacted mentally by the pandemic. NOT GOING TO QUIT TRYING...TO QUIT;)
Good for you for not giving up trying. It takes all of us several tries. One time it will stick. And yes, good things will come. Believe it. <3
 
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