⫸STICKY⫷ Why you shouldn't abuse Ketamine (nsfw photos)

[jhjhsdi]

and it doesn't improve with time and more abuse. You really have to just stop, in my experience and the fog starts to lift verrrrry slowly, i think as NMDA receptors get back to normal shape

I hope people can heed these warnings.
Its great to find someone with more experience with me in this field for once.
Going to continue this over PM

.effed up for days and showing up improperly at work etc.

 

[TheChoicesWeMake]

Thanks for posting this.
I thought Ketamine was only damaging to the bladder through the swallowed drip that comes from intranasal administration?
But I guess also through IM use?

Not good news to me. I hang on to the idea that using infrequently, like 1-2 a month, will not do any noticeable damage. Maybe I'm wrong?

 

[jhjhsdi]

Thanks for posting this.
I thought Ketamine was only damaging to the bladder through the swallowed drip that comes from intranasal administration?
But I guess also through IM use?

Not good news to me. I hang on to the idea that using infrequently, like 1-2 a month, will not do any noticeable damage. Maybe I'm wrong?

1-2 times a month i would say is ok IF you lead an otherwise healthy lifestyle. Good healthy food, plenty of water, vitamins, exercise, good amount of rest, etc, especially on and around the days you are using.
But also it depends on how much you are using on these days, plus a little bit ROA depending. How much and how do you use?

I was like you at the start, i thought 'well if i spit my drip out it won't be bad for me' - unfortunately that is not the case...

 

[Captain.Heroin]

(TL-DR: look at the pics of what i pissed out and dont abuse ket)

I thought I had lost these photos but I'm glad I found them. I've been wanting/meaning to make this thread for ages.
1. To remind me never to go back
2. To remind me how far I've come and
3. To share/warn/educate others who may go or be going down the same path.
These were taken between March and July 2016, apart from the very last one which was actually taken in October 2018!
Note: there was actually WAY WORSE stuff that came out of me, before and during I was in rehab (June-July 2016) but I actually rarely took photos. I wish I'd taken more. Most of the time I was too preoccupied with the ridiculous pain I was in.

I had been doing K for over 10 years quite a few of those years daily 1-2g, then I started to sell it, and grew a massive tolerance. Having unlimited amounts for cheap, it wasnt long before i was using 5g a day, then 10g, for years, having the occasional few day break when my supply ran dry and I was waiting to reload, then for the last 6-8 months before rehab I was literally using between 15-20g a day (all snorted, this was before I ever injected) sometimes cooked, but mainly raw crystal. Some days literally putting down a whole 'half L' - 25g.
My medical records actually show my first complaint to GP about K pains and urination problems were in 2012.

So basically in June 2016 I ended up being taken to hospital, I was bent over double with K cramps, I was urinating about every 20 minutes, or going to the toilet feeling like I was going to burst, then standing there for half an hour until something dribbled out, with bright green snot/puss/gunk and blood, and black blood clots coming out, sniffing it non-stop, for the pain, as taking xanax,oxy,all kinds of other painkillers wouldnt touch the pain, only K would give me relief, then it would come back worse, I was in a real bad catch 22 situation/cycle.

They kept me in for 3 days, did ultrasounds and MRI, gave me IV morphine for the pain, even then I was still sniffing shit loads of K (snuck about 30g in with me) and taking loads of painkillers every time they shut the curtain. I was honest about my usage and the specialist/urologist told me I had 2 weeks to a month of using like that before it would be bladder out and piss bag for life.
Day 3 I was being wheeled out in a wheelchair looking half dead (I had dropped to 9st, im 14 now) and who sees me? My younger sister who works there. FUCK. So, I had to come clean. She said I needed to tell my rents, or she would, so I did, and they shipped me off to inpatient rehab for what should have been a 3 month stay (i was there for 1 month keep reading to find out why).

So yeah thats the story, sorry if it seems long, this is the first time I've posted on BL on a laptop in yearsss.
Anyway pictures say 1000 words, so here we go

this is what started apearing in my urine, I used to have to go in bottles sometimes as I couldnt make it to the toilet


this stuff felt more like sperm coming down my urinary tract rather than piss, really thick, and at times i had to 'milk' it out, it felt like hot razorblades


when I emptied most of the urine out of the bottle, this sort of thing stayed. I wanted to take it to a doctor but never did


im pretty sure some of this is actually parts of my bladder lining


one of the worst pics i got. I cant belive this shit actually came out of my cock, and I was still using HEAVILY, thats addiction for you

oh ... my god.........


I will have to show these to a friend who may or may not be relying on it for pain medication

certainly makes me think twice, I only dabble... 8(

 

[Captain.Heroin]

Thanks for posting this.
I thought Ketamine was only damaging to the bladder through the swallowed drip that comes from intranasal administration?
But I guess also through IM use?

Not good news to me. I hang on to the idea that using infrequently, like 1-2 a month, will not do any noticeable damage. Maybe I'm wrong?

It is metabolized the same way no matter what ROA; excessive metabolites = problems.

Not the first chemical to have this property.

 

[Captain.Heroin]

buddy i am so sorry for your pain



I realize I responded as a robot at first

can you urinate comfortably? do you have lingering pain?

 

[jhjhsdi]

buddy i am so sorry for your pain



I realize I responded as a robot at first

can you urinate comfortably? do you have lingering pain?

Don't be sorry bro I don't deserve sympathy i was a fucking idiot doing 10-15g a day and not eating /sleeping /drinking /exercising /supplementing.

Yeah I'm good now, pain and frequency wise, i piss about a pint id say each time, rather than a couple shots worth, i go 3 or 4 a day on avg(unless drinking booze) rather than 50+ times. These pics are nearly 5yrs old.
The only time i feel pain is if its really full and i really need to go, i cant hold it for as long as most people - ill probably have incontinence at 50 if i make it that far.
My bladder is pretty good considering (just hardened wall so won't hold as much as most ppls) its my kidneys that i am worried about because of the backup of urine that wont fit in the bladder.

Definitely show your friend!
Do they use daily?

 

[Captain.Heroin]

Definitely show your friend!
Do they use daily?

Not a half ounce a day, I hope? I don't think daily?

 

[deficiT]

Jeez!! This is rough.

I've had to forcibly get off of dissociatives twice this year. Most recently 3hopcp and earlier was 3fpcp and 2fdck.

Never pissed anything hard but was definitely starting to feel the backup in my bladder and shit. Stuffs no joke and it does fuck your bladder up. It has pretty much gotten back to normal since I quit but it took some time.

Glad you're doing better and are able to use it more responsibly. Hoping you don't get carried away again, dope Jesus be with you friend.

 

[jhjhsdi]

Jeez!! This is rough.

I've had to forcibly get off of dissociatives twice this year. Most recently 3hopcp and earlier was 3fpcp and 2fdck.

Never pissed anything hard but was definitely starting to feel the backup in my bladder and shit. Stuffs no joke and it does fuck your bladder up. It has pretty much gotten back to normal since I quit but it took some time.

Glad you're doing better and are able to use it more responsibly. Hoping you don't get carried away again, dope Jesus be with you friend.

Thanks pal, once or twice a month in moderate amounts seems to be ok as long as i remember to force extra water and don't binge! A healthy lifestyle is definitely as key as the moderation.

That feeling of backup in the bladder is horrible aye, i find strong cider helps clear it out even better than water does, plain apple juice almost as good, apple cider vinegar too. Something about apples just kills the k, ive done tests. I guess its the acidity and the fact k is alkaline iirc. My bladder feels better on a day that i drink cider with k compared to a day i dont drink cider. I know lots of k heads who drink cider daily and theyve never had bladder problems too.

I'm so glad this thread/the pics have had so many views the pics are nearly on 2k views now

 

[deficiT]

Thanks pal, once or twice a month in moderate amounts seems to be ok as long as i remember to force extra water and don't binge! A healthy lifestyle is definitely as key as the moderation.

That feeling of backup in the bladder is horrible aye, i find strong cider helps clear it out even better than water does, plain apple juice almost as good, apple cider vinegar too. Something about apples just kills the k, ive done tests. I guess its the acidity and the fact k is alkaline iirc. My bladder feels better on a day that i drink cider with k compared to a day i dont drink cider. I know lots of k heads who drink cider daily and theyve never had bladder problems too.

I'm so glad this thread/the pics have had so many views the pics are nearly on 2k views now

Yes, I will second the fact that apple cider vinegar definitely helps

 

[jhjhsdi]

Yes, I will second the fact that apple cider vinegar definitely helps

Just be careful if you're drinking it neat it can fuck your teeth enamel up if you dont rinse afterwards. I used to drink it neat just a few swigs from the bottle but now i usually put about 30-50ml in a glass of water.

 

[Fire&Water]

Are those beta fish?

 

[jhjhsdi]

Are those beta fish?

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[kinkyjohn]

Good thing I'm a crazy insomniac or I wouldn't be sleeping tonight.

Thank's for sharing this .. I've pointed my K head friend to it. He's got kids and settles down now but he was way past the 2-3g / day boundary .. what is a k-hole type point.

Way back I did 10g of mephedrone a weekend (pre-ban) .. I used to have to use crazy antihistamines and neti like crazy just for it to sound like I had a normal voice on monday.

How could you do 25g a day nasaly? jesus! You must of sounded like donald duck.

 

[LucidSDreamr]

I don't understand how you came back from this man. My damage was nowhere near as much but I still get significant pain years later. Granted I have other issues that were caused as a result of this IC such as pelvic floor dysfunction, pudential nerve impingement and levator Ani. Basically all the bladder spasm lead to a bunch of pelvic floor muscle dysfunction and nerve irritation that is my major source of pain years later. It's actually been about a year since my bladder per se has hurt like it did in the beginning.

 

[FnX]

~20g a day? Intra-nasal? I guess I have to take your word for it...

 

[plumbus-nine]

Use the potent RC derivates like O-PCM if possible to get them PURE.

I've had an remotely similar addiction slowly building up over years but ended in 3 yrs of daily multiple time use, with being up many days in a row, often enough as high as tolerance would allow me without (or with, sometimes) reaching anesthesia, which eventually began to be maybe 1.5+g of it and might well compare to 10+g of K from what I know, given that's short duration... and, besides some heavy nasty shit from bad batches (sometimes spottable by pure eye but well, addiction) which might well have killed me, as well as some weird sort of hi-I-am-not-a-psychosis-psychosis from involving wrong labeled darknet stuff, cheap cathinones, maybe even some toxic chlor substituted one (this made me slowly but sure to stop, thought I'd fried my brain as I couldn't get any more satisfaction out of using - might have been coincidence, a warning, or both).. Yes, had sometimes more frequent urge to pee, maybe 5 instead of 3 times, and sometimes a slight burning when off dissos but that was too mostly after combos and/or maybe impurities with stronger impact to the bladder. All back to normal within a year of abstinence from dissos.

So, I'd say, with the potent ones you can get away for long time when used some basic sense and care. If, and how, these derivates could be more neurotoxic than K (which is known to create lesions at above 0,5g/d for 6 months or so - yet the usual shit when it comes to drugs, nothing about possible recovery and most participants used other drugs, and might have well lied about or under estimated their use), I did some real bad shit because of impaired memory and as said borderline psychosis (opiates are a risk factor imho, morphine precipitates this heavily, maybe I wouldn't have got it at all without opis even when they're known to be antipsychotics - oh, do NOT use the latter, they ARE neurotoxic and won't touch this specific sort of thingy either).... But that all might well have happened with a K use on such level.

Subjectively, good batches felt safe. Same with 2F, and good old MXE. No cramps, no nothing for long time. Not with K, that made me switch over early.

Most of all, Hydration. And maybe B-Vits, as this was filled up most concerns about drain bamage had resolved.

But thanks for posting, really! Fucking insane the biological ability to heal, too.

 

[jhjhsdi]

I don't understand how you came back from this man. My damage was nowhere near as much but I still get significant pain years later. Granted I have other issues that were caused as a result of this IC such as pelvic floor dysfunction, pudential nerve impingement and levator Ani. Basically all the bladder spasm lead to a bunch of pelvic floor muscle dysfunction and nerve irritation that is my major source of pain years later. It's actually been about a year since my bladder per se has hurt like it did in the beginning.

I still have issues. But i guess i have been pretty lucky. mainly i have reduced capacity and more frequent trips to the toilet than any of my mates, its only actually PAINFUL when my bladder is really full and i have no choice but to whip my dick and pee, wherever that may be lol, not sure how i havent got done for public urination yet tbh *touch wood*

 

[Hannah Capps]

thank you for being brave enough to document the truth of your experience. This is very vital intel and hats off to you for sharing and educating others.