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Misc Ketamine - has this stuff disappeared ?

the_void said:
I didn’t hallucinate too much , when I got to that point I went to bed , but at times I had insomnia , a rapid cycling mood up/down/up/down, repetitive weird/negative thoughts I couldn’t get away from . It was really starting to affect me negatively and I had to stop
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ive been maybe 48 hours into it, driving, and hearing voices of people i hadnt seen in years.
 
Zephyn said:
i doubt i could stop a meth binge after 24 hours. i just can't, i completely forget consequences on meth, which i have trouble remembering even sober.
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Personally I didn’t find it pleasant past the 48 hour mark though . I felt I had to get some sleep to enjoy it again . I have to say I don’t understand people that stay up a week , and this is 8 years after using the stuff on and off (mostly off)

D-meth - definitely has the potential to feel very pleasant , very unpleasant as well
 
3 years ago, before the meth destroyed me? probably LSD and ketamine.
 
before i ruined the tolerance/brain damage, i also enjoyed mdma and its analogues a lot, but that ended over 5-7 years ago
 
the_void said:
You sober now ?

Sorry to hear the meth seems to have ruined many drugs for you :(
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no not at all, i smoke weed everyday, dont know if i even enjoy it or if its just a habit, i have been drinking more, when i never liked it. i just started within the last year. trying not to make it a regular thing. i do ketamine maybe once a month, would probasbly be twice or 3 times if i had better access to it. i did coke like 2 weeks ago for the first time in 3 months - before that i was using crack occasionally along with meth or heroin, all 3 i havent done in many months, 3-6.
 
Zephyn said:
before i ruined the tolerance/brain damage, i also enjoyed mdma and its analogues a lot, but that ended over 5-7 years ago
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Well dude how do you know you have brain damage though ? I think it’s overstated unless you have blunt force trauma to the head (correlated , but not caused by drug use)

I participated in a study for hardcore stimulant users . Structurally my brain is 100 percent , but like I said I have residual mental health problems from the drug addiction
 
Zephyn said:
no not at all, i smoke weed everyday, dont know if i even enjoy it or if its just a habit, i have been drinking more, when i never liked it. i just started within the last year. trying not to make it a regular thing. i do ketamine maybe once a month, would probasbly be twice or 3 times if i had better access to it. i did coke like 2 weeks ago for the first time in 3 months - before that i was using crack occasionally along with meth or heroin, all 3 i havent done in many months, 3-6.
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I see. Thanks for sharing !
 
the_void said:
Well dude how do you know you have brain damage though ? I think it’s overstated unless you have blunt force trauma to the head (correlated , but not caused by drug use)

I participated in a study for hardcore stimulant users . Structurally my brain is 100 percent , but like I said I have residual mental health problems from the drug addiction
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i got in a bad motorcycle accident a few years ago, no TMI, but the concussion fucked me up pretty good nonetheless. some issues did begin after that. brain damage? idk i just experience a lot of random weird shit that others don't, and my life is pretty miserable. cognitive decline, all kinds of stuff. memory issues. weird body problems. that mixed with things like permatolerance to multiple drugs, and i cant explain permatolerance iwth anything but brain damage... like how can you go 5 years with no mdma and not roll? brain damage is the only way. and my doses were *high* and long multiple day binges, every week for a while. mdma is known to cause brain damage, especially the way i used it. personally i think some other drugs that havent been proven yet do as well.
 
Zephyn said:
i got in a bad motorcycle accident a few years ago, no TMI, but the concussion fucked me up pretty good nonetheless. some issues did begin after that. brain damage? idk i just experience a lot of random weird shit that others don't, and my life is pretty miserable. cognitive decline, all kinds of stuff. memory issues. weird body problems. that mixed with things like permatolerance to multiple drugs, and i cant explain permatolerance iwth anything but brain damage...
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I feel you .

For me ( at least ) a degree of tolerance to drugs when a receptor has been downregulated seems to be permanent , and yea that must be a sign of brain alteration

Or , for example , that certain drugs feel totally different than they used to. MDMA to drug virgin me was extremely euphoric , post meth addiction it’s slightly unpleasant no matter how long a break I take
 
the_void said:
I feel you .

For me ( at least ) a degree of tolerance to drugs when a receptor has been downregulated seems to be permanent , and yea that must be a sign of brain alteration

Or , for example , that certain drugs feel totally different than they used to. MDMA to drug virgin me was extremely euphoric , post meth addiction it’s slightly unpleasant no matter how long a break I take
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yeah idk, it could have been mephedrone or something that ruined mdma for me, but it was ruined far prior to trying meth
 
Zephyn said:
yeah idk, it could have been mephedrone or something that ruined mdma for me, but it was ruined far prior to trying meth
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So you’re saying a large chunk of the time you use meth you have severe psychosis? Yeah that’s messed . Some people have huge problems with this stuff (eventually I did too).
 
the_void said:
So you’re saying a large chunk of the time you use meth you have severe psychosis? Yeah that’s messed . Some people have huge problems with this stuff (eventually I did too).
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yeah, unfortunately, ive never done it without ending up in one. and i also seem to be more prone to psychosis from lighter drugs now, since then, as well.
 
Zephyn said:
yeah idk, it could have been mephedrone or something that ruined mdma for me, but it was ruined far prior to trying meth
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So , lsd and ketamine. Interesting DOCS . Can I ask why you gravitated to these , what it is you sought from them ?

You still do it or no ? Just curious !
 
Zephyn said:
yeah, unfortunately, ive never done it without ending up in one. and i also seem to be more prone to psychosis from lighter drugs now, since then, as well.
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I’ve heard of , hardcore stimulants ruining mdma, hardcore opioid use ruining cannabis , cannabis ruining drugs that are trippy in any way (that makes for another thread really )
 
i do K like once a month yeah, LSD i havent done in a little over a year, because last time some very bad stuff happened to me, and the time before that it wasnt great either. im very nervous about getting back into it, or any other psychedelics which i havent done since then either. i just got some 2cb im gonna do in the next month or so. I dunno why I gravitated towards psychedelics.
 
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