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Mental Health Coming Off Invega Sustenna (Paliperidone) v4

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i need my sensations and feel pleasure when orgasms that allows you to sleep well. I m recovering my thoughts thanks to chess.com, able to run whitout the benefits but hoping it will come. I dont wait till the first hour of night to sleep. I have now insomnia
 
Anyone know if it's okay to make a youtube video exposing the people that did this? Or is that legally a no go
 
Arthur Paul said:
Something that happened with me is that I lost wonderful touch. I think it's definitely related to memory loss. This weakness makes it hard for me to remember simple things like the order of video games that were released like which legend of zelda came out in which order for example. I've done my research a bit on this site, I've gone to older paliperidone threads and no one ever talks about memory. This is more frightening to me than the no feeling, because so what if I get feeling back but I don't have memory, I don't remember my relations to others. I can't even feel good cause I got no history for it to stand on
It went away in an explosion, for further reference. I was slowly entered into a fog and then the intense disruption of my memory occured. The fog and then the obliteration of what was the self, since then I've sounded this way,
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Memory is hard to recover. Honestly it comes and goes for me depending on my mood. It isn't just you. I am from the older threads so I've done alot of research on Invega. It isn't your imagination. 3 years off now and I notice alot of differences
 
I was checking in.
I wanted to say that even now I feel terrible being off the shots 3 years
My family abandoned me my ex made me seem like I was a psycho and I am stuck in the system it's terrible and I really hate the fact that this poisonous drug exists.
It's mutated my genetics.
Invega is a parasite it eats away at whatever it can. I don't even think it goes away. It's changed my chemistry for life and I have to live with an inner beast feeling unlike ever before.

I have so much hatred for humanity and my family and ex gf who put me into this situation that it's hard to control even today but I refuse to be the walking dead on antipsychotics
 
Cabra said:
Anyone know if it's okay to make a youtube video exposing the people that did this? Or is that legally a no go
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You can but there is little hope. People will always be prey to the system. Doctors are dishonest and evil. The system works to destroy beautiful minds *if you let it*
 
Arthur Paul said:
Ok, have you heard of anyone having problems with memory and recovering it one hundred percent? I've done a bit of research on here going back to older threads but it takes a while, I'm glad to have it though
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In the older threads they talk about loss of emotion. Invegauser was one of the main leaders there and for awhile we talked about not recovering.
It depends.
Memory is a tool you need to train.
Some people say some things never come back.
For me it's turned me into a monster. I am an animal now no longer even human. It's disgusting that this shit exists.
 
Arthur Paul said:
Hey, what's it feel like to recover your thoughts? I'm playing chess.com too and I can't seem to win. I can't attack in that game, I just move my pawns, there's something about losing part of my mind that stops me from being dynamic
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it helped visualize more stuff in my brain like a gymnastic of it. I watched a lot of stream on twitch from a funny french guy: Blitzstream. I also masturbate everyday and i have more semen and more sensitivity on my pen^s idont have the overwelming good feeling though. i try to read (comics) but hard to focus eventhough better than before. i stopped smoking cigarettes cause i coulnt breath so i vaped now.
 
is it possible to lose the Invega weight while on Ablify?
it's almost been 8 months since my last invega shot.

anyways, back to reality for me.
 
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all antipsychotics are known to give weighted side affects it is different for everyone it is hard to generalize for Abilify is an a-typical "AP" so it isn't suppose to be the type that has as many side affects but they all has various affects in the end.
 
Cxmpromised said:
i need my sensations and feel pleasure when orgasms that allows you to sleep well. I m recovering my thoughts thanks to chess.com, able to run whitout the benefits but hoping it will come. I dont wait till the first hour of night to sleep. I have now insomnia
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after being off for a few months i could feel better sensations and from what i know of the past pre invega i used to wait atleast 3 days for maximum impact the longer you wait=better reward wait too long then you’ll wake up with a mess
 
Scotthughes123 said:
after being off for a few months i could feel better sensations and from what i know of the past pre invega i used to wait atleast 3 days for maximum impact the longer you wait=better reward wait too long then you’ll wake up with a mess
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i did that too before, do uhave natural erection now (like you can rise ur dick with your brain) like a jedi lol ?
 
Cxmpromised said:
i did that too before, do uhave natural erection now (like you can rise ur dick with your brain) like a jedi lol ?
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it varies i know i’m pickier with my porn than before invega but i used to be sexually active prior also and i guess it’s all i did and thought about at one point i follow hot looking girls on instagram so i see nice pics between memes and wait to watch porn even if i’m in the mood and it feels nicer
 
Heather01 said:
I miss having game. Picking up guys was so easy. Not that I’m a total hoe or anything. But finding a boyfriend was never a problem. Getting laid was easy. Now I’m fat and retarded who wants that? I haven’t tried to hook up with anyone since I got my shot. Two years. I have never been alone this long. I’ve also never been fat before. So do u ever get normal in the dating scene again?
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for me personally it’s been the same amount of time my girlfriend left when i got sectioned in December 2018 didn’t even tell me i thought until recently that i would never be able to have a girlfriend again but the weight for me is falling off i’m not even trying but i was like this before i ate mcdonald’s everyday coz i worked there and it was free and i was still skinny and used to have takeaway often i look like myself more everyday i think better smarter than before only problem is emotions the other day a tear came out while watching a powerful scene on a tv show and i noticed it and i can find things funny but it’s so light if i want a relationship i’m waiting till i can fully feel everything again because what’s the point if you can’t feel love desire even sadness show who you are in a human way and sexually i’m about 55% normal now but it wouldn’t be fair and it wouldn’t be real right now if you hardly feel it also means you can’t feel lonely either i like being alone again i couldn’t stand it when i couldn’t enjoy stuff but yeah everyone’s different but wait until you feel ready to take on the world and it will happen.
 
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