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☮ Social ☮ PD Social Tripping Thread: Tripping Past 2020

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Yeah hang tough Buzz, I’m not too hot myself, infections always messing up my digestive system big time, diverticulitis and no absorption, irritable bowel etc, will get it sorted out this year hopefully when certain treatments become available again.

I did manage...well this is day 3 of NO LSD. Head is shot to bits though. That’s necessary sometimes to motivate me to switch focus.

Just well stoned and had enough kava. Far from straight, but I reckon I actually feel more impact still from all the acid recently, than any psychoactive substance I use any day.

Just always there in the foreground.
 
Yeah hang tough Buzz, I’m not too hot myself, infections always messing up my digestive system big time, diverticulitis and no absorption, irritable bowel etc, will get it sorted out this year hopefully when certain treatments become available again.

I did manage...well this is day 3 of NO LSD. Head is shot to bits though. That’s necessary sometimes to motivate me to switch focus.

Just well stoned and had enough kava. Far from straight, but I reckon I actually feel more impact still from all the acid recently, than any psychoactive substance I use any day.

Just always there in the foreground.
I should be saying that to you man, at least I'm physically healthy and compared to many my psychological issues are minor.
Hang tough brother ;)
 
Agreed!

I'll just say that 3-MeO-PCP is an awfully un-fun and dysphoric drug for me, I will never understand this drug or its appeal.
I expect there will be a silver lining in there for you somewhere, there usually is even when we endure a dismal experience.

It’s surely a case of horses for courses in terms of appeal with the 3 MEO. I have a feeling I would really like it myself. I had the chance of some very affordable powder, the same lot that make all the lysergamides, but no way could I tolerate it allergenically.
 
I like 3-MeO-PCE much much better, better bodyhigh and infinitely more euphoric, and more of a headspace instead of emtpy weirdness. But it's also been a year since that one, I don't have any and only have a small amount of 3-MeO-PCP still. I feel like 3-MeO-PCE is much like dissociative cocaine for me. I do feel great now..... bad news in my case.
I was re-organizing all my drugs today, hence the impulsive idea.
 
ima be leading these mushrooms hunts have a few people wanting to fix their anxiety and stuff so ill just make sure to id all the shrooms so everything is safe.

Man after going back into study my sex drive went from like nil to fucking off the charts. Anybody else get insane sex drive if under stress?
 
its the one thing im looking foward to. Knowing some potent shrooms will be around the corner to help me on my way will be a godsend.
I actually strongly feel that for myself a decent shroom trip would actually be extremely therapeutic, and aid massively in my LSD integration and general balancing, resetting, releasing.

Like my peppermint essential oil is amazing, but it only does IT’S job. Then the Rosemary, Eucalyptus and Thieves work on a whole other level to clear my allergy mucus.

I start with peppermint always, it’s the undisputed number 1 king at clearing respiratory mucus. But eventually, it’s completed it’s action and ceases to have any impact, the menthol having expectorated a tonne of mucus.

Next oil, instant effect, different layer, level, mechanism for clearing mucus. Truly complimentary.

I loved my shrooms years past, any time, place, situation, combo. It’s only the whole allergy factor and the very low chance I could take shrooms without a very unpleasant allergic reaction, which has stopped me having already tried since Jan 2019 when I started tripping again after a 6.5 year break.

I would actually give shrooms a shot. I have taken LSD as far as (the peppermint lol) can go for now.

I’ve no regrets. Remember @TripSitterNZ I said to you late last year how I realised I wanted, needed for lifelong personal developmental, or just plain old “bucket list” reasons, to go as deep on acid as I could, as anybody is likely to go and still come back basically, just not QUITE as far as Syd, although probably still a few miles off but it’s impossible to quantify such things.

I would be so interested to know exactly what sort of doses, frequency etc, led him to such rapid irreversible mental destruction between early and late 67.

He was only 21 as well. I believe I have identified one particular trip he took, which may have really altered his outlook and inner mental structure.

November 11th 1967, at a Californian hotel.

Notorious photo of him at the beginning of that trip, with two sugar cubes in mouth, hands pumped in air, eyes cheerful and bright.

I fathomed guesses at the dose. Now if it had been me, I’m sure I would have put at least 2 drops of say, 300 ug on both sugar cube I expect he would have gone at least that hard but who knows.

More photos later on that day, his eyes, facial expression, body language very altered. Especially the eyes.

At university in 2001 a Welsh guy named Colwyn, brain impaired by MDMA, speed and took lots acid over time, but just really unintelligent to begin with, told me how he was put off acid by a really popular, outgoing happy boy at school who took acid a lot.

Then one day, suddenly he came to school, after one trip one random day- zero facial expression. Nothing. Like muted. No personality. Just out the blue. And stayed that way too.

So it makes full sense to me that psilocybin could unlock some extra doors, lay down some hurdles and even help restoring calm to my mind after inevitable unsettling from LSD overuse basically too.

But that’s not life’s priority even right now. Physical survival and well being. Lockdowns have almost killed me last year, by denying vital treatments.

Then, I get some access in November, just in time, started recovering from major infection caused (not by COshit) diverticulitis, IBS, zero absorption, digestion.

Flu hit me bad on 24th December for 6 weeks, then multiple Coxsackie viruses due to exhaustion and post flu fatigue syndrome related weakened immunity, and all together it’s properly messed my guts up. Major bowel inflammation, no absorption again, phenomenal fatigue.

I was due a follow up appointment with the treatment that got the ball rolling well in November, this January but....cancelled! To save lives, protect the NHS. Not saving my fucking life, or a million others desperately needing treatments of all sorts.

Collateral damage for the “greater good” should go on my potential, not joking, impending death certificate.

But you know full well what the official damn cause will be listed as related to.

Interestingly, there are now no deaths being recorded in UK for diabetes and heart disease.

All of a sudden, nobody dies from heart disease anymore! After forever, it’s all suddenly craftily COshit “related” then pumped on our screens as a scary figure to cement fear of the invisible plague upon us.

Sorry, I’ve just had it with the total crap and bullshit in this world currently.

Final word- I saw recently, in The Matrix movie, released June 11th 1999, Keanu Reeve’s US passport....is dated....... ........ 11/09/2001.

I never knew Bin Laden was ALSO into issuing passports, as well as living in a cave plotting the most intelligent terrorist act of all time!

Plain sight, we/they call it. Now if that alone can’t get people to think and seriously question the system.....

Really sorry people. I’m properly vexed due to suffering to near death unnecessarily IMO with these bullshit lockdowns and lies.

I made an appointment today, for Friday, to see a brilliant Chiropractor who will be able to help get my stomach, bowels and all organs working much better, using an incredible system of treatment called Total Body Modification or T.B.M. stemming from Chinese medicine and acupressure points etc.

Very suppressed and discouraged by mainstream of course, like all the truly good stuff for those who really are aware.

Honestly, I made the appointment because I don’t think I would live another 2 weeks in my current non digesting state. Until Accupunture is opened again, then pinpoint Vega testing and a life saving course of vibrational homeopathy, which I was denied all of last year, and again since December lockdowns.
 
They’re good things, IMO lol. Hope it was pleasurable.
They're really not, I very much dislike how I get on etizolam.
5-MAPB is nice, strong but nice, I never fully understood its supposed immense value as an empathogen. Dissos, benzos and empathogens are very much the opposite of what I need in my quest for more awareness and being stable in my life.
I made a bunch of questionable posts too, but they're not TOO bad lol
 
They're really not, I very much dislike how I get on etizolam.
5-MAPB is nice, strong but nice, I never fully understood its supposed immense value as an empathogen. Dissos, benzos and empathogens are very much the opposite of what I need in my quest for more awareness and being stable in my life.
I made a bunch of questionable posts too, but they're not TOO bad lol
Well at least you are honest with yourself, and us. I make a lot of questionable posts myself, when heavily dosed on Etizolam. I just don’t go on a random, unrequired shop lifting spree lol.

Pretty sober this morning, my above cursing rant is not an out of mind post, and every word is truly meant.

And besides, awareness is overrated these days IMO. It’s actually a bane in so many ways in a world so sickeningly full of shit more than ever right now.

It’s one of the downsides of extensive LSD use for me, really raising awareness. Then not being able to turn it off again.
 
I like 3-MeO-PCE much much better, better bodyhigh and infinitely more euphoric, and more of a headspace instead of emtpy weirdness. But it's also been a year since that one, I don't have any and only have a small amount of 3-MeO-PCP still. I feel like 3-MeO-PCE is much like dissociative cocaine for me. I do feel great now..... bad news in my case.
I was re-organizing all my drugs today, hence the impulsive idea.

I also like 3-MeO-PCE a lot better. It's warm, euphoric, opening and even a bit empathogenic/psychedelic. Whereas 3-MeO-PCP is manic and cold and sharp and edgy and yes, can be dysphoric (though also can be quite euphoric).

I have always envied people who could pick mushrooms in the wild

Me too! I've never lived anywhere that has them. Well, actually there is the Gymnopilus junonius ("Laughing Gym") in my area, which is not a psilocybe at all, but has psilocybin, and also some mildly toxic kavalactone-esque compounds, and some subspecies even contain the neurotoxic oligoisoprenoid, gymnopilin. They're rare and I'm too sketched out to try them even if I thought I found some.

Man after going back into study my sex drive went from like nil to fucking off the charts. Anybody else get insane sex drive if under stress?

No, my sex drive disappears if I'm stressed.

They're really not, I very much dislike how I get on etizolam.
5-MAPB is nice, strong but nice, I never fully understood its supposed immense value as an empathogen. Dissos, benzos and empathogens are very much the opposite of what I need in my quest for more awareness and being stable in my life.
I made a bunch of questionable posts too, but they're not TOO bad lol

I'm sure you're your own worst critic in this matter. :)
 
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