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Mental Health Coming Off Invega Sustenna (Paliperidone) v4

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ciao ragazzi sono tornato dal lontano 2017, mi è stato iniettato risperidone il 3 marzo fottute iniezioni, nel 2017 mi è stato iniettato xeplion per 5 volte e penso che non guarirò più ma dopo 11 mesi sono tornato ad avere una vita normale una ragazza e un lavoro purtroppo nel 2020 dopo la morte di mio nonno sono tornato a fumare molta erba potente e sono entrato di nuovo in psicosi e ho iniettato risperdal 3 volte, ho preso i semi di Hawaiian Baby Woodrose (lsa) e la depressione è scomparsa da 3 mesi ormai sta tornando e sono ancora un po 'nella fase zombie sempre a casa, ho scoperto che gli allucinogeni aiutano molto contro la depressione, al momento prendo mucuna pruriens omega 3 e ashwaganda come integratori, spero di riuscire a riprendermi come ultima volta,ho ordinato 3 confezioni di hawaiian baby woodrose e farò del microdosaggio per combattere la depressione, l'ultima volta mi sono ripreso con mucuna pruriens e tanto sport ma nella fase zombie è difficile fare sport spero tanto di recuperare come ultimo tempo
 
haldolhell said:
WHen i used to read through this daily alot of people didnt come back that recovered. I kinda understand why life gets distracting im really busy now .

Just a quick checkin. almost a year since my last shot it truely gets better

imrovements were from the most bleak ahedonia to a pretty decent life now if i continue to recover more and more its just a bonus living through the nightmare on this shot wasnt cool like i dont even want to talk about it that much but im hoping it helps someone
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Thank you for posting a recovery story!
Did you lose all the weight gained in the past year? And has insomnia improved?
 
Since I stopped the St. John’s my food craving has stopped, took some adderal today and it’s working fine. Now the big problem my legs oh my god they hurt so bad constantly in pain it keeps me awake at night hope it’s not blood clots from laying down so much
 
248 days off Invega Sustenna and still do not feel the effects of Adderall as it was before Invega.
 
Has anyone recovered there ability to be active again? I was a certified fitness instructor but stopped renewing my certification after I got the shot. I knew I would never be energized enough to teach again. I’m not happy if I’m not being active. Does your energy ever come back? I’m too tired to do low impact aerobics and I dream of going to the gym and taking fitness classes. Does your energy ever come back?
 
I have to recover I can’t take it anymore 10 months of nothing! Nothing! When is this hell over! Over! His damn it end! Nobody deserves to go thru this! Nobody! I can’t take it anymore!
 
Heather01 said:
Has anyone recovered there ability to be active again? I was a certified fitness instructor but stopped renewing my certification after I got the shot. I knew I would never be energized enough to teach again. I’m not happy if I’m not being active. Does your energy ever come back? I’m too tired to do low impact aerobics and I dream of going to the gym and taking fitness classes. Does your energy ever come back?
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It’ll come back, just give things time. I know 10 months is already a long time as it is. But recovering with invega is a process. All that matters is that you’re trying! Keep going and never give up, life will come back to you in full once again.
 
Hi, long time lurker and first time poster. I just wanted to start my first post. I took one loading dose of 100mg and then another 150mg. I'm on my third month and today I feel especially horrible. I can't watch tv because it gives me a headache so there's literally nothing for me to do but sit here in my anhedonic state, I can't even get anything out of computer games. Life really is a living hell right now and I try not to think about suicide daily. But I'm getting weak I need some relief from this I just can't relax. Does anybody know how much longer I have until I start to feel some relief from the anhedonia? Did anybody else have trouble watching tv where it literally makes me feel sick just to watch it and I can't explain why. I'm so desperate sometimes for something to do to just take my mind off it but it completely consumes me I'm having a really difficult time :'(
 
loosewheelnut said:
Hi, long time lurker and first time poster. I just wanted to start my first post. I took one loading dose of 100mg and then another 150mg. I'm on my third month and today I feel especially horrible. I can't watch tv because it gives me a headache so there's literally nothing for me to do but sit here in my anhedonic state, I can't even get anything out of computer games. Life really is a living hell right now and I try not to think about suicide daily. But I'm getting weak I need some relief from this I just can't relax. Does anybody know how much longer I have until I start to feel some relief from the anhedonia? Did anybody else have trouble watching tv where it literally makes me feel sick just to watch it and I can't explain why. I'm so desperate sometimes for something to do to just take my mind off it but it completely consumes me I'm having a really difficult time :'(
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I couldn't find much enjoyment while watching videos on YouTube and stuff and I don't think I've ever laughed while I was on invega. I just watched videos to pass time, and did alittle gaming but it didn't do much for me. but I felt better after 6 months and gaming was enjoyable and now some videos have me laughing hard and I feel more like myself again. A lot of people feel better around 6-8 months, but some people don't take as long and others take longer.
 
John78 said:
I couldn't find much enjoyment while watching videos on YouTube and stuff and I don't think I've ever laughed while I was on invega. I just watched videos to pass time, and did alittle gaming but it didn't do much for me. but I felt better after 6 months and gaming was enjoyable and now some videos have me laughing hard and I feel more like myself again. A lot of people feel better around 6-8 months, but some people don't take as long and others take longer.
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SkavrsXeplion said:
ciao ragazzi sono tornato dal lontano 2017, mi è stato iniettato risperidone il 3 marzo fottute iniezioni, nel 2017 mi è stato iniettato xeplion per 5 volte e penso che non guarirò più ma dopo 11 mesi sono tornato ad avere una vita normale una ragazza e un lavoro purtroppo nel 2020 dopo la morte di mio nonno sono tornato a fumare molta erba potente e sono entrato di nuovo in psicosi e ho iniettato risperdal 3 volte, ho preso i semi di Hawaiian Baby Woodrose (lsa) e la depressione è scomparsa da 3 mesi ormai sta tornando e sono ancora un po 'nella fase zombie sempre a casa, ho scoperto che gli allucinogeni aiutano molto contro la depressione, al momento prendo mucuna pruriens omega 3 e ashwaganda come integratori, spero di riuscire a riprendermi come ultima volta,ho ordinato 3 confezioni di hawaiian baby woodrose e farò del microdosaggio per combattere la depressione, l'ultima volta mi sono ripreso con mucuna pruriens e tanto sport ma nella fase zombie è difficile fare sport spero tanto di recuperare come ultimo tempo
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A me 2 mesi fa ,mi hanno iniettato paliperidone 2 volte,uno 150mg e 250mg,mio emozioni è piatto e non riesco ad essere felice.Ero depresso ma adesso è abbastanza bene.Ho insomnia e prendo delorazepam per dormire.Ho tremore nel corpo è Non godo le cose come prima.Spero che starò bene.
 
Got my first dose of the COVID vaccine today instantly didn’t feel right. I no longer trust the government putting anything in my body after invega
 
Edie2k2 said:
A me 2 mesi fa ,mi hanno iniettato paliperidone 2 volte,uno 150mg e 250mg,mio emozioni è piatto e non riesco ad essere felice.Ero depresso ma adesso è abbastanza bene.Ho insomnia e prendo delorazepam per dormire.Ho tremore nel corpo è Non godo le cose come prima.Spero che starò bene.
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Sorry you were injected with this stuff and have to deal with those issues, but I'm happy your depression got better. That's a sign that the medication is leaving your body, so you'll be fine eventually like you hope. Just stay patient because it's a long process, and do what you can to keep your mind off of the side effects. Hope the delorazepam is working for you.
 
John78 said:
Sorry you were injected with this stuff and have to deal with those issues, but I'm happy your depression got better. That's a sign that the medication is leaving your body, so you'll be fine eventually like you hope. Just stay patient because it's a long process, and do what you can to keep your mind off of the side effects. Hope the delorazepam is working for you.
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Yes with the delorazepam I'm able to sleep.I just want my motivation and emotions back,And yeah thanks for the encouragement
 
loosewheelnut said:
Hi, long time lurker and first time poster. I just wanted to start my first post. I took one loading dose of 100mg and then another 150mg. I'm on my third month and today I feel especially horrible. I can't watch tv because it gives me a headache so there's literally nothing for me to do but sit here in my anhedonic state, I can't even get anything out of computer games. Life really is a living hell right now and I try not to think about suicide daily. But I'm getting weak I need some relief from this I just can't relax. Does anybody know how much longer I have until I start to feel some relief from the anhedonia? Did anybody else have trouble watching tv where it literally makes me feel sick just to watch it and I can't explain why. I'm so desperate sometimes for something to do to just take my mind off it but it completely consumes me I'm having a really difficult time :'(
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ok so when i first read this i thought your not even on your third shot so how can you be a long time lurker but then i remembered what it was like i felt like this on all antipsychotics but more so with invega time feels so so slow it’s like the last hour of work that feels like forever and it felt like getting through every hour/half day/full day was an accomplishment compare that to now i have been off everything for 6 months and the days fly by sometimes i feel they go too fast and i enjoy stuff now which sounded like a pipe dream back then i do not feel my emotions yet but i believe for the first time they will come back sexual function is slowly returning and i’m losing weight without really trying but i used to struggle putting it on before my psychosis so idk if it will be like that for everyone it gets easier the hardest part is staying on them till you get the okay from the doctor which i did and they got me off early i should only be getting off them today but stopped on 2nd of october so there is hope i’m in a place right now where if i was stuck like this it wouldn’t be so bad but to truly feel alive i want more just don’t need it so have faith i’m not religious and don’t discriminate on race gender religious beleifs etc but faith is a human thing anyway better days will come you just have to be patient Good Luck
 
if you want something to do at a full anhedonic state you need a time marker preferably something healthy mine was smoking i do not recommend that personally but even though i don’t feel it i can’t give it up examples like buy hard candy (sweets for us in the uk) or something to have every half hour/hour/2 hours pick a target your comfortable with it is a reward that helped me survive it’s a tiny incentive could be anything and make a project try small stuff like go to shop buy something/ talk to someone then move up build something or cook learn something if you need specific advice message me but i don’t check this religiously like i used to as don’t need to search for a recovery story etc but will check once or twice a week
 
Hello everyone. I think I’m about 1.3 years off of this horrible medication. I remember vividly having absolutely 0 motivation to do anything, 0 interest in hobbies, my reaction time was way slower, and I felt mentally retarded everyday. Nothing in particular helped besides time. It took me around 7-8 months after the last injection to recover. I definitely recovered completely around 8-9 months off, I had upwards to 5 high dose shots and I willingly took the medication due to a psychosis I was in. If anyone has any questions feel free to ask
 
Hopefuldopeful said:
Hello everyone. I think I’m about 1.3 years off of this horrible medication. I remember vividly having absolutely 0 motivation to do anything, 0 interest in hobbies, my reaction time was way slower, and I felt mentally retarded everyday. Nothing in particular helped besides time. It took me around 7-8 months after the last injection to recover. I definitely recovered completely around 8-9 months off, I had upwards to 5 high dose shots and I willingly took the medication due to a psychosis I was in. If anyone has any questions feel free to ask
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Are ur dopamine receptors back?
 
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