@TripSitterNZ from my youth, I deeply pondered that concept of us enetering this incarnation, with a pre-vision of everything to occur.
As if by a contract. It always made sense to me. I believe in predeterminism actually.
But I try to embrace it and take comfort in it. I don't let it make me feel trapped, helpless, afraid.
I just accept that what will be, will be, which can be comforting.
I do stay very open to the so called time lines changing stc, but even that I see as a destined ultimate oiycome, just shifting lanes.
But it makes no other sense to me, since my youth, the idea we see our exact incarnated role before conception.
I always felt like this may be heavily connected to Deja Vu, which akways struck me whenever my vibrations were so high. Still, I don't let that concept itself taunt me or cause fear.
@Cream Gravy? I hear you on that. ESP is so real though, and truly extraordinary when you tap into it in the hallucinogenic state.
An extraordinary example- UK Exodus Festival August 2000, 3rd night 5 am, went to double drop final two worldbeating, saffrole stinking, spine shivering White Armani MDMA pills.
1st night one stunning Shooter MDMA pill, 2 tabs Southpark lsd, fantaaastic weed- skunk, columbian, pollen.
2nd night, 2 more tabs Southpark. 4 silly silly White Rolex Pills. Double dropped twice, 30 mins apart.
The best pills equal I ever had. True rush city.
Somthird night, went to double drop the 5th and 6th equally stunning Armani's, after a Hoffman tab, mush tea session and grass truffles....
I had covered an area, in dark, of over 2 miles. I was due to return to the very furthest edge of huge field parking lot, with £3.50 change for the last Armani.
I found on the rave site, outdoor festival, I had lost one of the Armanis from my pocket.
I bought an MDMA capsule. Took that plus the Armani.
Only...10 pills, one MD capsule, 5 trips, mush tea, grass truffles, 1/8th each Pollen, Skunk and hash...the most totally wasted I ever.was on so few drugs, in 3 days/nights.
Anyway. Went back alone in pitch black, through a tunnel, mile long deep grass car park, to pay the outstanding £3.50.
I had been so high all evening, communicating was not a possibility. Then that double drop.
The couple were gone! Pitch black. No trace. No person or vehicle near.
Just me, randomly paused at that spot, after footing the entire festival grounds.
Without thinking, I bent down, protruded my right index finger, others folded, down into the deep grass, and on my life....I put my finger dead centre on the Armani Pill I had lost.
I had absolutely no reason to be suddenly bending down that way with my finger protruded in that exact Direction and angle and there was no logical thought based behind that action it was almost a reflex.
I was so in my higher self due to the psychedelic state I had reached at that moment, I just "knew" the Armani pill I'd lost was exactly there, down in the deep grass.
True true story I swear.
Ive had so many other experiences like this, crystal and mystical, in pure sobriety and altered states. We can tap into it any time if we can learn how.
@TripSitterNZ @Xorkoth just sharing this quote, its so pertinent to my trip last night. It really felt like 23 tabs after a reset.
I just vaped some weed and I feel like I've had 300 ug for breakfast today! Like I haven't come down at all. Nice feeling, that tingling electric feeling through your body. Brightly coloured everything.
"The same dose from the same batch can affect one person very different to another, and the same person can also have a very different experience from one trip to the next, even if taking the same amount from the same batch."
