Hello.
I smoked meth in the first and second week of january after 10months of abstinence.
I dont know if this is placebo or i think too much but i think i am much more lazier now then before.
Is this possible? Its now 3 weeks since i smoked it and i have the feeling it harmed me.
I read that the brain needs 12 months to recover so i was abstinence for 10 months do i havd to start from the beginning?
In the moment i have low energy, low sex drive and low motivation.
I think i had much more 1 month ago.
Or is this just in my head?
I guess i smoked like 0,5g per 2 weeks on different days....
Im a lil bit worried about my cogmitive function i mean i dont know why but i have 0 motivation for studies and my sleep is bad.
I think i was much more happier and more energetic before 1 month.
I have 000000 cravings for meth but in the months before i had from time to time lil bit cravings


I dont know i feel shitty like a fat man who is cutting diet and suddenly he has a cheat day and ate a bunch of junkfood and then he also regrets it.
In the moment i hate my self that i abused meth 1 and a half year ago and i feel like i damaged my brain forever i dont know


I smoked meth in the first and second week of january after 10months of abstinence.
I dont know if this is placebo or i think too much but i think i am much more lazier now then before.
Is this possible? Its now 3 weeks since i smoked it and i have the feeling it harmed me.
I read that the brain needs 12 months to recover so i was abstinence for 10 months do i havd to start from the beginning?
In the moment i have low energy, low sex drive and low motivation.
I think i had much more 1 month ago.
Or is this just in my head?
I guess i smoked like 0,5g per 2 weeks on different days....
Im a lil bit worried about my cogmitive function i mean i dont know why but i have 0 motivation for studies and my sleep is bad.
I think i was much more happier and more energetic before 1 month.
I have 000000 cravings for meth but in the months before i had from time to time lil bit cravings



I dont know i feel shitty like a fat man who is cutting diet and suddenly he has a cheat day and ate a bunch of junkfood and then he also regrets it.
In the moment i hate my self that i abused meth 1 and a half year ago and i feel like i damaged my brain forever i dont know



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