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Here I am again...heroin detox

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HatingThisLife

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So i have plenty of clonidine, 6 klonopin, a couple methocarbomal for aches and 1 and 2/3 of a xanax. Im not worried about becoming addicted to those bc i will take only very little.

Here's the predicament, every week my husband and I plan to do the worst of the detox over the weekend and then every weekend he goes and gets bags and screws the whole plan up bc he is too weak minded. So here we are, broke as fuck and have to work. The withdrawals are pretty much controlled with the meds I have but I have zero energy or desire to do anything at work. My husband's buddy at work does meth. I have done it in the past and dont care for it at all, downers are my thing. If I do a little bit of meth for energy for the first couple worst days of detox - low energy etc, is it gonna make it worse when the dope detox is over? There is no chance I will get addicted, I hated doing it in the past and would only do it on roxies bc the sex was great and only here n there even tho I had a friend doing in front of me every day. Thoughts? I cannot keep living with this dope monkey on my back but I have to work and its almost unbearable to be here at work with literally no energy. Add to that, and sorry if TMI for some of the guys, but it's that time of the month and I get fatigue from that regardless.

Helppppppp I cannot keep living this way!!
 
This is the third time posting about detoxing in less than 2 months. I cant throw my husband out but Im getting to that point. I hate this life I had 3 years sober and was so happy. Had a baby and relapsed due to untreated ppd. Started with pills then on to dope. I never had bad withdrawals in the past from the pills but the dope sure is a bitch. Will I ever be happy again? I just want to cry and feel like I'm dying inside
 
You definitely gotta work it out with your husband before you're going to make any progress avoiding work while you're withdrawing. And even if he slips up, maybe you gotta step up your willpower and not use over the weekend. Maybe there's some kind of ultimatum or compromise you can work out with him.

In regards to using meth, it will certainly give you the energy to get through your day. During the comedown you might feel worse though.
 
deficiT said:
You definitely gotta work it out with your husband before you're going to make any progress avoiding work while you're withdrawing. And even if he slips up, maybe you gotta step up your willpower and not use over the weekend. Maybe there's some kind of ultimatum or compromise you can work out with him.

In regards to using meth, it will certainly give you the energy to get through your day. During the comedown you might feel worse though.
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He swears he wants to stop too he swears every weekend this is it but then soon as we wake up Saturday morning he wants to get a bag.

If I only do a tiny bit of meth, will sleeping pills and the xanax help with the comedown? I have no tolerance to benzos
 
Yeah the clonidine and xanax will help with the comedown. Just don't take it too late. If you're not super familiar with meth, it lasts a really long time even doing just a little bit.
 
deficiT said:
Yeah the clonidine and xanax will help with the comedown. Just don't take it too late. If you're not super familiar with meth, it lasts a really long time even doing just a little bit.
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I do know that and I do know if I do too much I wont sleep for days no matter what I take. I plan to just take one little bump now and then not again until tomorrow. Should I snort or smoke it? Which method makes it last longer?
 
HatingThisLife said:
So i have plenty of clonidine, 6 klonopin, a couple methocarbomal for aches and 1 and 2/3 of a xanax. Im not worried about becoming addicted to those bc i will take only very little.

Here's the predicament, every week my husband and I plan to do the worst of the detox over the weekend and then every weekend he goes and gets bags and screws the whole plan up bc he is too weak minded. So here we are, broke as fuck and have to work. The withdrawals are pretty much controlled with the meds I have but I have zero energy or desire to do anything at work. My husband's buddy at work does meth. I have done it in the past and dont care for it at all, downers are my thing. If I do a little bit of meth for energy for the first couple worst days of detox - low energy etc, is it gonna make it worse when the dope detox is over? There is no chance I will get addicted, I hated doing it in the past and would only do it on roxies bc the sex was great and only here n there even tho I had a friend doing in front of me every day. Thoughts? I cannot keep living with this dope monkey on my back but I have to work and its almost unbearable to be here at work with literally no energy. Add to that, and sorry if TMI for some of the guys, but it's that time of the month and I get fatigue from that regardless.

Helppppppp I cannot keep living this way!!
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I hate meth too. Tho I’ve done it several times but I’ve used it when WD off heroin and it definitely helped me. As for after it all depends on how long your on meth IMO. If you do it once and you’re up for a day or two when you come down you likely will still have some symptoms of heroin WD which would suck added to crashing off meth but if you stay up for a few days I’d say you’d be less likely to experience the dad symptoms from heroin WD. But I gotta say I don’t remember ever doing meth to help with heroin detox and not having heroin when I came off the meth. I’m wishing you the best of luck tho it’s not easy but worth it if you can find a way to break that addiction.
 
Nics91 said:
I hate meth too. Tho I’ve done it several times but I’ve used it when WD off heroin and it definitely helped me. As for after it all depends on how long your on meth IMO. If you do it once and you’re up for a day or two when you come down you likely will still have some symptoms of heroin WD which would suck added to crashing off meth but if you stay up for a few days I’d say you’d be less likely to experience the dad symptoms from heroin WD. But I gotta say I don’t remember ever doing meth to help with heroin detox and not having heroin when I came off the meth. I’m wishing you the best of luck tho it’s not easy but worth it if you can find a way to break that addiction.
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But if I do just a tiny bump or hit in the morning to get thru work am I gonna be up all night? In the past I did a pretty substantial amount to stay up like that
 
HatingThisLife said:
But if I do just a tiny bump or hit in the morning to get thru work am I gonna be up all night? In the past I did a pretty substantial amount to stay up like that
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That’s how I am. I’ve seen ppl sleep on it and I’m just like wtf?! I do a tiny bit and I’m up for three days just wishing I could eat and go to sleep. Lol that’s why I think I never have liked it bc I like to eat and sleep too much. 😂
 
HatingThisLife said:
But if I do just a tiny bump or hit in the morning to get thru work am I gonna be up all night? In the past I did a pretty substantial amount to stay up like that
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If you want it to last and be more stimulating for work I would snort it. I've found smoking it is more of a warm rush that isn't as stimulating.
 
Nics91 said:
That’s how I am. I’ve seen ppl sleep on it and I’m just like wtf?! I do a tiny bit and I’m up for three days just wishing I could eat and go to sleep. Lol that’s why I think I never have liked it bc I like to eat and sleep too much. 😂
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HatingThisLife said:
But if I do just a tiny bump or hit in the morning to get thru work am I gonna be up all night? In the past I did a pretty substantial amount to stay up like that
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Also, Im not trying to stay up even one whole night, like I just want to do a teeny tiny bit to help with the withdrawal fatigue and that feeling of not wanting to do a damn thing lol!
 
HatingThisLife said:
Also, Im not trying to stay up even one whole night, like I just want to do a teeny tiny bit to help with the withdrawal fatigue and that feeling of not wanting to do a damn thing lol!
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I here ya. I can only speak for myself but for me it’s literally have to be a tiny bump bc I’ve snorted a skinny lil line only ab a half inch long and was still up for a day and a half. I’ve always had a really hard time sleeping since I was a kid so that could have something to do with it. I’m a wuss when it comes to WD so I’d do it but that’s just me.
I’ve been on suboxone only for ab 6 weeks this time around but for the last two weeks I’ve been dying to use again. I actually moved to Florida from Tennessee just to get away from it bc even tho I had suboxone I wouldn’t take it bc I like heroin so much. Now it’s taken everything in me not to hit up Walgreens get some rigs and go find where the junkies hang out and try and score. Sorry not sure what that has to do with this convo. Lol.
 
Nics91 said:
I will say shooting it give a pretty awesome rush. Literally will take your breath away but it just lasts way too long.
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Nics91 said:
I here ya. I can only speak for myself but for me it’s literally have to be a tiny bump bc I’ve snorted a skinny lil line only ab a half inch long and was still up for a day and a half. I’ve always had a really hard time sleeping since I was a kid so that could have something to do with it. I’m a wuss when it comes to WD so I’d do it but that’s just me.
I’ve been on suboxone only for ab 6 weeks this time around but for the last two weeks I’ve been dying to use y6y/. I actually moved to Florida from Tennessee just to get away from it bc even tho I had suboxone I wouldn’t take it bc I like heroin so much. Now it’s taken everything in me not to hit up Walgreens get some rigs and go find where the junkies hang out and try and score. Sorry not sure what that has to do with this convo. Lol.
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My hubby had a script subs and they really help with cravings maybe u need to up ur dose?
 
You need to fix yourself, not your husband. You can't make him, and I don't mean that in a harsh way sometimes text comes across wrong.

Is there a way you could stay somewhere separate for a while, and you both detox? I think if I did that with my last fiancee of 6 years we maybe could of carried on our relationship being clean.

It might be hard but being apart just during the first stage might be the best thing? I wish you the best luck, Conan.
 
HatingThisLife said:
He swears he wants to stop too he swears every weekend this is it but then soon as we wake up Saturday morning he wants to get a bag.

If I only do a tiny bit of meth, will sleeping pills and the xanax help with the comedown? I have no tolerance to benzos
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UK Warrior said:
You need to fix yourself, not your husband. You can't make him, and I don't mean that in a harsh way sometimes text comes across wrong.

Is there a way you could stay somewhere separate for a while, and you both detox? I think if I did that with my last fiancee of 6 years we maybe could of carried on our relationship being clean.

It might be hard but being apart just during the first stage might be the best thing? I wish you the best luck, Conan.
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I hear you and part of me knows that is pretty true. Very few will do it together but We did it together the first time we got clean. Ive given him an ultimatum. Its this weekend or Im Marchman acting him. We work at the same company and especially he makes good money. Really not trying to have to explain an extended absence. Really not trying to lose the job either.

He is one of the strongest minded people I know, we will see how this weekend goes. Buck up time or Marchman Act.
 
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