Needtorest
Greenlighter
Hi,
I found the site yesterday.
long time self medicated individual. Usually have all doctors prescribe.
That has become hard now a days so I found a thread on here about alternative benzos and opiates.
adhd so I get 60 mg daily of adderall I can’t spell. Sorry.
I get distracted easily. Usually not enough time in the day to get everything done with work and raising kids.
just can’t get all done.
brain is a bit sputters lately as my benzo type script was cut off. Doc was nice and let me keep the adderral script. Lol
so, I went cold turkey but learned a valuable lessen with benzos back in my 30s. When I ate them like candy. Boy I loved those days but I got toxic with too much of everything. He probably wanted me to complain so he could cut that script . But I a,ways kept a stash for myself in case something like that occurred. So I could taper down. He didn’t know. A bit of a personal grudge but what can I do now but smile.
Yet, now I just need a strong benzo type decompression about every 3 days or three times a week. That’s all.
daily consumption is risky without knowing how or what to get as running out is the main issue.
im pretty honest and generally a nice person.
I get grumpy because I don’t get restorative sleep due to sleep brain waves are tiny scattered little bumpy waves vs big long wide rhythmic waves. I believe the answer to a lot will be in years to come and deal with sound waves. .
glad I found the site and look forward to educating myself here with all your experiences.
Thank you
You can delete if I wrote somewhere and didn’t read. I get lost here a bit. Need to get the house ready for my kids and Christmas. I have a couple hours left. Distractions are my challenge lately.
but I think this site will me survive this chapter in life.
peace out everyone. And wish you a happy day How ever you may find it.
I found the site yesterday.
long time self medicated individual. Usually have all doctors prescribe.
That has become hard now a days so I found a thread on here about alternative benzos and opiates.
adhd so I get 60 mg daily of adderall I can’t spell. Sorry.
I get distracted easily. Usually not enough time in the day to get everything done with work and raising kids.
just can’t get all done.
brain is a bit sputters lately as my benzo type script was cut off. Doc was nice and let me keep the adderral script. Lol
so, I went cold turkey but learned a valuable lessen with benzos back in my 30s. When I ate them like candy. Boy I loved those days but I got toxic with too much of everything. He probably wanted me to complain so he could cut that script . But I a,ways kept a stash for myself in case something like that occurred. So I could taper down. He didn’t know. A bit of a personal grudge but what can I do now but smile.
Yet, now I just need a strong benzo type decompression about every 3 days or three times a week. That’s all.
daily consumption is risky without knowing how or what to get as running out is the main issue.
im pretty honest and generally a nice person.
I get grumpy because I don’t get restorative sleep due to sleep brain waves are tiny scattered little bumpy waves vs big long wide rhythmic waves. I believe the answer to a lot will be in years to come and deal with sound waves. .
glad I found the site and look forward to educating myself here with all your experiences.
Thank you
You can delete if I wrote somewhere and didn’t read. I get lost here a bit. Need to get the house ready for my kids and Christmas. I have a couple hours left. Distractions are my challenge lately.
but I think this site will me survive this chapter in life.
peace out everyone. And wish you a happy day How ever you may find it.
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