Yeah thats a lot of it. But its not like you can really explain yourself to people about your situation either. Like what am i just supposed to tell people at work i was at a mental hospital snd i got put on some pills that just fucked me up and now im waiting to recover from them.I personally don’t work and that’s one of the reasons. I feel sad all the time because I feel like I’m missing out on the full potential of life. like I can’t feel emotions fully and have good conversations with people and have good friendships so I always seem sad. It just feels like we’re on autopilot and just surviving till our feelings and mental capacity comes back.
Like if you tell that to the average person they will just think your crazy and it will make no sense to them. Like its not healthy to keep things bottled up inside. But this is something that you kind of have to keep bottled up inside. Also, its hard to meet folks that can understand. Most people are very pro psychiatry and mental health. Very few people outside of the people who took the meds think these meds think these meds are bad.
In fact there are some people who gave taken these meds and they think the meds are "helping them" even though they seem messed up on them.