Hey yall. Been here awhile but never posted/engaged

[MethadoneMom]

hi
i'm meredith
a pornographer and model and my best job/role/honor is MOM to my girls & pets
pets are skinny pig wilbur & american guinea pig piglet, 2 mice my snake made friends ith &the fttest cat ever
i take 125 mg methadone daily and a half g of crystal in a capsule each day
along with various supplements (probiotic, b vitaminss, d3)
i love this site and appreciate the entire harm reduction community
also- I'm a member of natl MAT advocacy group with NAMA
happy to help anyone struggling with opioid use

 

[PtahTek]

i'm meredith

Hi, meredith. Names a ptah.
Welcome to BL and thanks for sharing a small fragment of who you are. We have a very diverse member base and always looking for fresh meat to add a little flava to da pot.
Waiting on a bag of wood, ATM, so a little distracted as far as focusing on the task at hand - which is pretty much focus. lol It has been said that my posts make more sense when I am high so maybe at the end of this journey of life with substances... I may make no sense at all? Not sure how this will all work out and really do not GAF as life is life. Like the snickers bar: No matter how ya slice it, it still comes up peanuts.
Went to your website, which is in bedded in your avatar, just to confirm that it wasn't a spam link and will have to grab a membership sometime to check ya out. Not big into porn anymore as most of that went with the cessation of drugs as well as any sensible postings. Curious as to what a tri-sexual encounter would look like....
Guess we will see ya around, M.
Thanks for throwing in with the lot of us as it just makes the stew more delectable.
Best of life to you and yours,
Ptah

 

[Jabberwocky]

Hey, welcome to Bluelight @MethadoneMom!

Half gram or crystal all at once? Do you use during porn? I've always wondered how many pornstars use drugs like meth.

Happy to have you and yes we're a great HR community. Welcome to it.

Hope to see you around!

 

[MethadoneMom]

Hey, welcome to Bluelight @MethadoneMom!

Half gram or crystal all at once? Do you use during porn? I've always wondered how many pornstars use drugs like meth.

Happy to have you and yes we're a great HR community. Welcome to it.

Hope to see you around!

msYes, I do the whole half g at once. I'll tell you, it started as a desperate solution to losing my insurance and my doctor of 12 years who prescribed my adderall. My children's father sold te crystal at the time and so he hooked me up by dumping the contents of my organic veggie caps of acv and filling them with what he found to be the appropriate amount of crystal. What I started with as far as dosage was similar (as in feeling a-nd relief of adhd symptoms) to 30 mg of adderal as my prescribed dose from my doc. Then, from there (since crystal is a varying drug as far as strength and such), I have gone up considerably to what I think now would be about half a gram but I don't measure its weight but rather how much of the capsule I fill up (and I haven't measured that amount lately) but it appears to be Imo, about half gram. I hope that makes sense but yes I ingest all at once every morning and sometimes a little extra before they shoot because as we all know it makes your orgasm the motherfuking bomb LOL.
thanks for the warm welcome yall.


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[MethadoneMom]

And yes I consider myself dependent on the crystal now and I freaking hate it because its truthfully a life altering drug.

 

[VirginiaWH]

Hi everyone, I'm new here. Hope to find here all information that I need.

 

[JustSayYesToDrugs]

Welcome MM! What an intro!