Hello, Jesideree. Welcome to Bluelight and it is good to have ya.
Can you share how you came across this awesome site?

There is quite the bank of discussions, reads and debate so one will more than likely fit right in... not sure I have witnessed many who didn't make it other than the occasional spammer, wanna-be bully or straight-up asshole. lol Doesn't appear that you fit among these so I have high-hopes that we will have a mutual growing experience from interacting.
Seeings how you have contributed to other threads already I will not lollygag here.
Take care, be safe and keep ya head up.
Always,
Ptah