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Salutations People

Welcome!
I see one is at a loss for words, atm? =D
Take care and hope ya find it comfy around these parts.
Peace
 
My brain isn't so peppy this morning. Just showing my support for bluelight and it's forums in the form of a thumbsup emoji. ;)
 
Just trying to get my brain working myself.
Thanks for the support and joining out bunch of rag-tag misfits. :)
What are ya into? Drugs, sports, music, TV...?
I think you will find it quite amusing at times here at BL.
Any specifics or just window shopping?
Ptah
 
I'm into whatever my two daughters are into. At the moment, as they are only 6 and 3, I am into frozen. I self-medicate my pain from working construction, since doctors are not keen on prescribing decent pain medication. I enjoy good music and occasionally playing guitar when I've got the time.

I was a Bluelighter when I was younger under some other name. I've utilized bluelight's wealth of information plenty of times. My life has finally slowed down enough where I'm actually able to sit down at a computer for while, so I decided to re-up my bluelight account, albeit a different name.

Good to be here. :)
 
Ya still here?
Post some original content, please?
Teach me something that will keep me from pulling the trigger onna mf...?
Love ya,
Ptah
 
😂 Ptah

Well, I recently went through my 3rd alcohol detox at Roger’s Memorial Hospital. I’m getting too old for this shit. Following my 2nd detox, I entered myself into a 45 day residential treatment for AODA. I unfortunately relapsed 2 months later. Treatment was absolutely priceless. I obtained a monstrous amount of information and experience. I was also fucking my resident therapist, so it couldn’t have been bad. We continued a relationship for several months following my stay. I ended the relationship when I just wasn’t feeling it. I remain optimistic for the future of my sobriety. As long as I stay on my anti-depressant and stay busy with a structured schedule, I’ll be ok.
 
Mofojones1 said:
I remain optimistic for the future of my sobriety.
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freakin christ im still debating sober vs non sober vs something in between
hellova life, i'll have to say that
thanks for puttin up with me and trippin with me for a sec
are ya trying to go sober straight-up?
much love
ptah
 
Nope. I use H occasionally. Pain med. I’m able to chip somewhat successfully.
 
Alcohol is what really fucks me up, oddly. When I drink, I drink hard as a binge. My anti depressant and alcohol don’t seem to want to marry each other. 😞
 
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Mofojones1 said:
Alcohol is what really fucks me up,
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me, too.
gave it up long ago but the way it effects the gaba recptors is awesome, in my opinion.
drinking since prolly 5 or 6
im into most anything... got some subs earlier and giving it a try
so far so good
smoke cigs?
 
no, i don't smoke. somehow they were never able to latch on to me.

I'll only smoke tar and #3. i'll only fuck with H, DMT on occasion, and benzos these days.. and alcohol, but I don't want to. If I need to I'll make H juice and vape it. I know it's a waste of product, but sometimes I need to be discreet when I'm on the go.
 
Mofojones1 said:
sometimes I need to be discreet when I'm on the go.
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I have always said: Discretion goes a long ass way.
hey, I know it's another day but glad ya still around. Gave the mightiest of efforts to stay conscious last night but lost the struggle miserably.
I am a poly-drug user most of the time and think I have a semblance of control of usage but it doesn't always work out so well. Still alive, well and looking for that brighter day.
Gotta go get some weed but other than this should be OK without other substances today.
Best wishes and look to kick it with ya a little more later?
Peace
 
Mofojones1 said:
Alcohol is what really fucks me up, oddly. When I drink, I drink hard as a binge. My anti depressant and alcohol don’t seem to want to marry each other. 😏
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Ugh, ADs and alcohol suck. My hang overs were horrid. I know someone who drinks like a frat star on lithium and wellbutrin IDK how they do it.

Hope you're well.
 
PtahTek said:
Best wishes and look to kick it with ya a little more later

looking for that brighter day.
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For sure man.

Have to keep searching. I'm ok with being content if I can't be truly happy. I'm able to inhabit the content zone when I stay on my meds.

madness00 said:
Ugh, ADs and alcohol suck. My hang overs were horrid. I know someone who drinks like a frat star on lithium and wellbutrin IDK how they do it.

Hope you're well.
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Yea, man. The worst I've ever felt in my life, physically and mentally, is when I stop drinking after I binge for a week while still on my anti-depressant. I'm not sure what class of drugs lithium and wellbutrin are, but I take cymbalta, an SNRI. Drinking alcohol also renders it completely useless for treating depression. I may as well be taking a sugar pill.
 
Wellbutrin is an AD (atypical) but lithium is a mood stabilizer. I was on zoloft before i got manic and that was just as bad IIRC.

Do you find it does nothing for anxiety when you're not drinking? Often the two go hand in hand (depression and anxiety).
 
Yea, my anxiety goes through the roof if I’m drinking. Cymbalta works wonders for my depression and anxiety, provided that I abstain from alcohol. It works even better if I’m not using anything else recreationally.

Ptah where you at!?!?!??!?
 
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