They’re out there, it’s just the product often sells for more than most are willing to pay (I pay a bit more than most despite who I know but it seems very worth it) and once someone like me finds some we buy up what we can (or what I can afford, 3.5-7g typically) and then share it amongst friends.
This is actually the only drug I won’t guve out to strangers cuz it’s too rare to do so. You can see me walking around handing out LSD, DMT, K, what have you... But only my friends do I share MDMA.
Plus it’s worth it to me to see my close family, friends and loved ones rolling hard, and in essence that’s what this drug is all about. Sharing moments with loved ones, Id rather burn a gram getting 6 people rolling than save it all for me.
Maybe this is part of why I roll so good... I love doing things which release oxytocin. Giving gifts to others releases oxytocin, which in turn boosts the empathogenic side of the experience. I imagine giving MDMA is like the ultimate in “gift giving oxytocin release” lol.
Speaking of I might roll again this weekend, 50/50 with the sample recently analyzed mixed with some very pure standard clear shard. Expect it to be a good weekend!
-GC