I'm definitely not letting my emotions get in the way of my critical thinking. I'm taking the context of what's being reported, which is obviously subject to change as new information comes out, and finding it increasingly hard to believe he went to get a gun (although, of course, not impossible.)
I wasn't calling you a racist, to be clear. I was addressing the argument, itself, that seemed racist. I think that would be an argument and issue raised by many, many people in this country initially with racist undertones (whether subconsciously or not).
That's why I also considered in my following post a component of blind trust in police officers. There could be more than one component to that argument, to be fair.