Chapter II: The Abyss is Eternal !

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Yeah I know, my story was lame.

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I've had a totally dumb and lame summer I know. I could have done better.

omg
 
I’ve had my ups and downs. Wasn’t wanting to post about it because my dad is aware of my account here but I doubt he will read. I picked up a half gram crystal the other night and I’m in some (relatively to before) minor use but still optimistic. I’m not buying more, I can’t and I’m starting this job on Monday now. Might just flush the rest cause this is idiotic of me to be doing right now. Been a little down on some personal shit but whatever.

The majority of my life is going very well though. Thanks for asking. How about you?
Congrats on starting a job soon man.

I'm doing ok. I've been better, been worse. I guess things are ok? Physical health is bad. Mental health is ok for now I guess.
 
What up dawgs
I know I already posted it in the moan about something random thread but I am well pissed off
Worked all week and got paid today and no one has any god dam ketamine for sale
I couldn't even find any decent painkillers for sale apart from diazepam which I'm not buying because 1. Ex benzo addict and 2. I can get them for free if I want
I just want some fuckin k
I mean it's good I didn't end up spending any money tonight (didn't even drink today) but still I'm pissed off

Actually I did drink today but a very VERY small amount of 5.5% cider. Probably about a pint. Not even enough to feel it.

I better be able to score tomorrow. I want at least 5g. My veins are gonna take some abuse I tell thee

Got a meeting with my solicitor in 5 days so I really want to scratch this itch tomorrow so the tracks in my hands aren't overly visible at the meeting.
 
QUESTION GUYS

why am I having hot/cold flashes

do I have the covid, again?

I can't get comfortable, I don't feel well, cough/sniffles.
 
I remember watching some covid survivor who got fentanyl in the hospital because they were restless and I remember thinking wtf why not benzos

and they got addicted, lol wut
 
Probably, either that or you are in withdrawals from something?

Feel better Captn

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I haven't used opiates in a long time, haven't quit any hard drugs, am not using anything but THC.

Not craving alcohol - I don't "come off" that (and haven't drank for a while like a few days now to help my body heal).
 
just wait my friend, your tolerance needs to go down 8(
I wish that was true. I had near 2 years off before, tolerance was back to being sky high after 1 line... Have a read about 'permatolerance' with dissociatives. That's why I always tell people that are new to K not to abuse it. Once that magic is gone, it's gone forever. You lose all the psychedelic trippy aspect and it just becomes a wonky buzz. Kinda like being pissed/stoned in a line.
Man what I'd give to get that magic back. I'd give my right bollock. I'd also trade my left one in to get my veins back.
At least I wouldnt have to worry about getting anyone pregnant aswel.
QUESTION GUYS

why am I having hot/cold flashes

do I have the covid, again?

I can't get comfortable, I don't feel well, cough/sniffles.
Covid-20 is out, beware.
 
I wish that was true. I had near 2 years off before, tolerance was back to being sky high after 1 line... Have a read about 'permatolerance' with dissociatives. That's why I always tell people that are new to K not to abuse it. Once that magic is gone, it's gone forever. You lose all the psychedelic trippy aspect and it just becomes a wonky buzz. Kinda like being pissed/stoned in a line.
Man what I'd give to get that magic back. I'd give my right bollock. I'd also trade my left one in to get my veins back.
At least I wouldnt have to worry about getting anyone pregnant aswel.

Covid-20 is out, beware.
I don't like it anymore for whatever reason. It got too intense/weird/scary. I don't know.

Hard to explain.
 
I remember watching some covid survivor who got fentanyl in the hospital because they were restless and I remember thinking wtf why not benzos

and they got addicted, lol wut
Lol.
The government:
"so uh, hey boss, covid hasn't killed them!? What do we do?"
"let's get the cunt addicted to fent. That'll teach em to survive covid. Heh heh heh"
I am so glad I haven't got kids
 
I don't like it anymore for whatever reason. It got too intense/weird/scary. I don't know.

Hard to explain.
It's very marmite I think, k.
Doesn't seem to be many people who think it's just 'alright' (by itself)
Although I have known some people love it for years and then suddenly just hate it 🤷‍♂️
It has changed from what it used to be though. The street crystal anyway. The vial stuff I'm guessing is the same as it always has been? I haven't done enough vials to be able to pass judgment there.
 
Someone gave me a little tub of snuff. Never really tried it before.
It's the menthol one. Sniffing it is almost like sniffing old skool k crystals, the proper minty menthol hospital grade shit 😋🤤
Apart from its Baki not k and it doesn't do anything apart from make me not want a fag and make me blow out massive brown snots🤧
 
with snuff you want it just on the very inside of your nose, not actually trying to get it back there like you would drugs
 
It's pretty plesant/refreshing on the nose. Shame it's not getting me fucked up lol
yeah I don't get anything pleasant from nicotine myself

am having a good time minus the weird feelings that feels like yet another illness... ugh.
 
with snuff you want it just on the very inside of your nose, not actually trying to get it back there like you would drugs
So is it bad for your nose?
I have no idea how much nicotine is in each 'bump' or small line I do. There's 7g in the tub, but no indication of how much mg nicotine per g or mg etc. Are all snuff the same strength?
Like how many pea size bumps would equal the same amount of nicotine as a normal size hand rolled cig? I'm a real noob when it comes to snuff.
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