Chapter II: The Abyss is Eternal !

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My tone and shape and stuff are good, but I am not a big guy at all, nor do I want to be some massive dude. Right now I am light as hell though, probably just over 60kg at 178cm, so I could definitely stand to gain 10kg. I've never weighed more than 67kg and I looked good, but I think my target is 70kg. It's achievable. I actually find the eating harder than the exercise. I want to exercise not just for vanity's sake, but for those sweet sweet endorphins.
Can you tell your gender and how long you are?
Yeah, endorphins even tho bupre blocks some of em for me but the noradrenalin after the workout is godlike.
 
I see PrincessDiz just came online.

Is that why you posted, DMW??

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You seeing her come online is more weird than me posting here all day dude. You were probably sitting there dick in your hand waiting for her to come online and when you saw it you just came after one stroke
But to answer your question... yes, she is my secret love.
 
Later fools, I'ma make some dope ass spaghetti bolognese and try and gain some muthafuckin weight.


Yeah, I'm making now some sausages + bacon + eggs. Later some minced meat and some shit I don't know what's it called in english.
Getting some benzos soon.
This is a song from my benzo eating full blown blackout days.
GREAT SONG WITH GREAT FUCKING LYRICS!
"Ain't no shame in my game, in fact i'm mentally deranged. Oxycontin in my system man I'm feeling kind of strange."
"I'm a pill poppa, so Imma keep popping 'em, gimme 20 xanax and i'll start dropping 'em"
 
So what do you guys weigh in american?

I have always been a big guy and played sports thru high school and it's super difficult for me to get below 200lbs.

My lowest this year was 195lbs and I had to starve myself and went to ridiculous reps. I was a monster though.

When lockdown hit I decided to bulk (bad idea) and I got back up to 225lbs but my chest/biceps/forearms were huge because I was taking in 180 grams of protein every other day.

I'm probably back down to 210lbs right now but I'm eating like shit.

62kgs = what like 130lbs?

If I ever get back down to 130lbs someone needs to have an intervention because I would be shot the fuck off on something
 
My tone and shape and stuff are good, but I am not a big guy at all, nor do I want to be some massive dude. Right now I am light as hell though, probably just over 60kg at 178cm, so I could definitely stand to gain 10kg. I've never weighed more than 67kg and I looked good, but I think my target is 70kg. It's achievable. I actually find the eating harder than the exercise. I want to exercise not just for vanity's sake, but for those sweet sweet endorphins.
Eating is the key. Macros calories/protein/carbs

What you eat/how many times a day all depends on what you are training for...strength/physique/endurance


Eating is always the hard part for me. My body and brain have been hooked on exercise for over a year. They have not yet been able to use that disciple with eatinf
 
Yeah, I'm making now some sausages + bacon + eggs. Later some minced meat and some shit I don't know what's it called in english.
Getting some benzos soon.
This is a song from my benzo eating full blown blackout days.
GREAT SONG WITH GREAT FUCKING LYRICS!
"Ain't no shame in my game, in fact i'm mentally deranged. Oxycontin in my system man I'm feeling kind of strange."
"I'm a pill poppa, so Imma keep popping 'em, gimme 20 xanax and i'll start dropping 'em"

You from memphis?

 
You from memphis?


I'm from Finland haha, I just like Memphis rap there's real hardcore shit over there.
If you're interested and have heard everything from Memphis, we have some Memphis inspired rap here in Finland too.

Check it out if you're interested. The name of song is translated "Cigarettes&Crimes"
There's some real good albums of Memphis inspired rap in Finnish I listen to regularly, they just go so smoothly.
We can PM if you want and share some songs.
"Herkko tries to hit Tahiti just like any Youngster - He went to violin classes just like any gangster.
What it ended up in was bullet holes in roof and the teacher had a heart attack, survived alive only thanks to Herkko being drunk and his drunk way to aim."
 
I'm from Finland haha, I just like Memphis rap there's real hardcore shit over there.
If you're interested and have heard everything from Memphis, we have some Memphis inspired rap here in Finland too.

Check it out if you're interested. The name of song is translated "Cigarettes&Crimes"
There's some real good albums of Memphis inspired rap in Finnish I listen to regularly, they just go so smoothly.
We can PM if you want and share some songs.
"Herkko tries to hit Tahiti just like any Youngster - He went to violin classes just like any gangster.
What it ended up in was bullet holes in roof and the teacher had a heart attack, survived alive only thanks to Herkko being drunk and his drunk way to aim."

Wow, memphis inspired finland rap. That's crazy


That video is not available to me.
 
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