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Mental Health Coming off Invega Sustenna (Paliperidone) v3

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John78 said:
good to hear man. and you definitely are on your way dude. or atleast you should be. i just got some St John's Wort so maybe you should get some too. i got 180 350mg capsules for like 20 bucks. i take 2 for a serving 3 times a day. i'm thinking it should actually work to get the medication out of your sysyem since the studies are pretty convincing. someone earlier said he recovered in 6 months while using the stuff.
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Yeah bro it’s crazy. I feel like I’m about recovered right now tbh. I might go workout tonight or maybe I’ll wait until tomorrow. I’m not sure yet. Do you workout?
 
John78 said:
good to hear man. and you definitely are on your way dude. or atleast you should be. i just got some St John's Wort so maybe you should get some too. i got 180 350mg capsules for like 20 bucks. i take 2 for a serving 3 times a day. i'm thinking it should actually work to get the medication out of your sysyem since the studies are pretty convincing. someone earlier said he recovered in 6 months while using the stuff.
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How long have you had your psychosis?
 
Just a tiny update from me. 4,68 months after the shot and it's getting worse day by day. Now it doesn't even feel like it's drug-induced stupor, I'm almost completely mentally disabled, like I'm after a stroke or something. I forget the easiest words, I don't talk almost at all, I look at my parents, can't think of answers to their questions and I know I look dumb as fuck, I am aware of this, but can't do anything. Sometimes I take out the trash at night, so I don't feel like I'm imprisoned in my own room. I know I won't come across anyone when it's very late, so going out when it's dark outside is the least I can do. I feel like I can wake up one day with an inability to remember my name or that I'll be so braindead that I'll completely lose consciousness. I used to fluently speak both Polish and English when talking to people, now I can't even remember my native language. I don't know what I'm supposed to do at this point, no one does. Writing this took me about 20 minutes, I'm not kidding, and using a translator of course, but I hardly ever used a translator when writing in English before the injection. This isn't even ridiculous, this is.. I actually have no words for this.
 
mrwelladjusted said:
Just a tiny update from me. 4,68 months after the shot and it's getting worse day by day. Now it doesn't even feel like it's drug-induced stupor, I'm almost completely mentally disabled, like I'm after a stroke or something. I forget the easiest words, I don't talk almost at all, I look at my parents, can't think of answers to their questions and I know I look dumb as fuck, I am aware of this, but can't do anything. Sometimes I take out the trash at night, so I don't feel like I'm imprisoned in my own room. I know I won't come across anyone when it's very late, so going out when it's dark outside is the least I can do. I feel like I can wake up one day with an inability to remember my name or that I'll be so braindead that I'll completely lose consciousness. I used to fluently speak both Polish and English when talking to people, now I can't even remember my native language. I don't know what I'm supposed to do at this point, no one does. Writing this took me about 20 minutes, I'm not kidding, and using a translator of course, but I hardly ever used a translator when writing in English before the injection. This isn't even ridiculous, this is.. I actually have no words for this.
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i know how you feel. i went through derealization or something once and i forgot simple shit. i googled everything that came about and i would easily forget it. it was a marijuana induced derealization. forgot who i was. felt alienated. someone tried to snapchat me once and all i did was stare at my camera after my friend showed me a snapchat of another friend i hadn't seen in awhile saying " duuude i know how you feel." i don't know why he said that but i genuinely couldn't fucking do anything. of course i was too damn high at the time cause i would keep up with everyone knowing i am sensitive to the shit. it carried on to my sober life for a while and also when i would have just a single hit where i'd usually be on a perfect resonate, or "frequency" or whatever with that single hit. it'd also take me like 20 minutes to type out stuff. it was awful.
 
I can't feel any pleasure or dopamine including from jacking off this is a cruel reality is if healing happens
 
I!while not being able to think feel peace not emotions anything cannot get comfy that invega systems it is hell on earth and I'm scared to die and old man without dopamine in only 24 when it happened what a wasted !ife .......:(
 
I'm giving up......
The only problem is theres no way out invega is chemical torture LIFE IS A LONG TIME TO GO WITHOUT DOPAMINE
 
Masterp423 said:
Don’t give up bro
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there are a lot of people who have recovered this guy just focuses on scare tactics to get responses and negative posts making everyone feel down I hope he recovers too if he’s genuine but the guy doesn’t listen simple
 
I wonder what can possibly be going on with our neurotransmitters. We have no dopamine, nor serotonine due to the antagonism of the receptors. What happens if your dopamine and serotonine levels stay low for a very long period of time? I mean, what do we have left that keeps us alive and fighting the drug? I'm not losing hope, because honestly, hope is the last thing that I have right now. At least no one can take away from you what you no longer have.
 
That's good. I have faith in GOD but without dopamine and second in life becomes very difficult to even get through 1 day.
Hopefully when the drug is gone the receptors start working again
 
I feel so tired all I do is lay in bed all day and do nothing. School is starting in around 40 days hopefully by then I’ll have enough energy to do school work.
 
John78 said:
longest case i've seen that couldn't get drunk or anything. longest i've seen before was like a year. longest actual case i've heard of was like 8 years or something but the guy was on APs for years. but if you can feel love and anger then i think expecting 8 more years would be unnecessary but who really knows. the run with invega is blind.
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hey its been over 2 1/2 years and I even smoke cigarettes and get no craving or satisfaction from them. I'm only smoking because I heard there was a chance that it might get the invega out sooner. and I do it out of boredom mostly. but my sex drive is back at 85% and I've been married for a year and this poison isn't stopping me from being happy anymore. I've learned to adapt to the new me but I cant believe that its been 2 1/2years and a double espresso at Starbucks still has no effect and I can drink a 12 pack of beer and my body will be drunk but I will get no satisfaction or a buzzed feeling in my head. its been a long adjustment but I've came to terms with it and life is good
 
Sbar25 said:
Ya I agree if recovery is even possible I think it's going to take 5 or more years to.make a full recovery some people think it's permanent tho like Ross Jason Bohem Lai on Facebook he's been off 5 years no improvement some days I a very that I may be like this for life
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staying positive is the big thing and patience lost of patience. if theres one thing I've learned it's to stay calm and be patient. I really think that my respecter are burned from 20 doses of 234mgs so I dont think I will ever have a full recovery on the other hand I used to have huge anger problems and my anger is under control now and my new wife is wonderful and life is slowly getting better but I'm changed for life now from this poison
 
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