I have before after pictures that I can show you do you have Facebook?Maybe it's not that antipsychotics make you ugly (except for gaining weigh and man boobs on Invega), but your confidence and self-esteem gets much lower. I used to find myself handsome, easily talking with girls I didn't even know, was confident and so on. Now, on Abilify Maintena, I'm so anxious I can't even go out and buy food for myself, pimples keep popping up on my face and I used to have it clear and smooth.