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Mental Health Any other Borderline Personality Disorder folks here?im

nznity said:
PH TRUST ME DON'T, I once tried to commit suicide by buying 500$ of drugs at a hotel. I was determined to kill myself. Literally I bought 240mg of pure pharma morphine, 3mg of PURE pharma fentanyl, 2 40mg oxycontins, and a blister of 0.5 alprazolam. I woke up at hte hospital with a tube down my throat and my hands tied down to the bed so i didn't take out the tube. All of that stuff was like a 70ML shot at like 12 PM, I downed everything and seriously thought i was never gonna wake up again. Police found me comatose at 2 am. Don't know how i survive to this day. My tolerance was massive around that time but still all that shit would kill like 3 normal people without a tolerance :/
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This is exactly what worries me. plus nearly dying on a train track with my legs fucked up, with 4 ops to go through kinda really messed with family and friends. I bet you understand that one too.
 
nznity said:
@geekgrl if you ever need someone to talk to, please don't hesitate hitting my DM box. :)
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That's super sweet, thanks! I really may possibly take you up on that. I talk a lot at times.... I will warn you. Really appreciate that! I just hope by describing the way I fucked up, helps someone think twice or at least learn more about stuff. Really nice to meet friends along the way though!
 
geekgrl said:
That's super sweet, thanks! I really may possibly take you up on that. I talk a lot at times.... I will warn you. Really appreciate that! I just hope by describing the way I fucked up, helps someone think twice or at least learn more about stuff. Really nice to meet friends along the way though!
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I talk too much a Lot LOL, so i think that wont be a prob. Btw nice rents picture xD
 
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