Chapter II: The Abyss is Eternal !

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Captain.Heroin said:
i broke down and acquired food instead of drugs

... what have I become ...
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madness00 said:
Like how quick does fent ware off? I'm not nodding, and honestly don't enjoy to. Every time i've tried heroin/fent i threw yp but RN i feel pretty toasty of of like, 40 mg maybe?
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You okay man? I hope you didn't start doing more, fent sucks, it's not even euphoric and it's super dangerous. Just throw it away man. You've always said you don't even like opiates, it's best if you keep it that way. Plus if you die I'm gonna fucking kill you, bro.
 
schizopath said:
I wanna get some midazolam and snort them.
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sounds yummy and i have 45mg on me but will leave it be. not in the best frame of mind.
needless to say i relapsed with my own pain mangement program but just too much shit happened the last two weeks that i just couldnt deal with and needed to numb myself properly..

but back and ready for the flack
 
Coffeeshroom said:
sounds yummy and i have 45mg on me but will leave it be. not in the best frame of mind.
needless to say i relapsed with my own pain mangement program but just too much shit happened the last two weeks that i just couldnt deal with and needed to numb myself properly..

but back and ready for the flack
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you ok man? <3

i am not judging you for whatever obviously

I can't go 3 days without dabbing and remain normal I start feeling awful
 
Captain.Heroin said:
you ok man? <3

i am not judging you for whatever obviously

I can't go 3 days without dabbing and remain normal I start feeling awful
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Im still breathing so thats something, so im hanging in there. Almost lost a family member and my responsibilities has like quadrupled. just a lot to deal with emotionally and physically at the moment, Im slowly cracking seeing my hero slowly deteriorate and fade away infront of me.

Thanks for asking
 
Xorkoth said:
You okay man? I hope you didn't start doing more, fent sucks, it's not even euphoric and it's super dangerous. Just throw it away man. You've always said you don't even like opiates, it's best if you keep it that way. Plus if you die I'm gonna fucking kill you, bro.
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I ended up buying coke to counter it and did about 5 shots of dope. Yesterday i had cold sweats a headache and slept all day. Couldn't eat a thing. Today i finally got out of bed. Good thing i dont work until tomorrow. I think im done with everything but weed for now.
 
Butt i'm getting a teener of meth and have a shit load of weed.

I've been so fucked up these past weeks i love it. But the dope scared me, i will say.

I think i've done 10 or so different drugs, a lot of 3 drug combos.
 
decided... cutting my beard tomorrow and then looking for a hair solan or barber shop that will be open and cut my hair a undercut mohawk hairstyle without my hair standing up but hanging to a side.
 
@schizopath yeah that shit hit me hard but not as much as what happened in our family, but like i said to much at one time so i got weak and went to seek refuge with my DOC.

But thanks for the positive and constructive replies, much appreciated
 
Thats completely normal, in fact from my point of view most people would have fallen way deeper into the pit than you did so you cant even really consider it as a slip up. Sorry about the death in your family. My grandma too is getting worse :/
 
Coffeeshroom said:
Im still breathing so thats something, so im hanging in there. Almost lost a family member and my responsibilities has like quadrupled. just a lot to deal with emotionally and physically at the moment, Im slowly cracking seeing my hero slowly deteriorate and fade away infront of me.

Thanks for asking
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i lost a few family members these last few months. <3

Stay strong
 
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