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If look what ingested about 2 hour s ago to a big wappa-jay - and the time... there is something wrong ....me....

JJ
 
Evening all!

Today I have take 600mg pregabalin in 2 divided doses.

20 zolpidem to sleep just now.. Damn modafinil take a lot to overwhelm.

300mg Armodafinil... quite a high dose for me but... I needed to get some work done... maybe it started to work when the pregabalin were of a little.

Took a bunch of other nootros in an effort to calibrate my mood how I wanted.

100mg noopept
50mg RGPU-95
20mg coluracetam
250mg citicholine
12 piraceram in 3 doses...

That's it I think. Managed to not smoke. Managed to put the DCK away. Definitely "functional dissociatives" do not exist for me. Blee
W threw I think 1g in about 2 weeks, but there were only a few occasions I can really remember enjoying... the rest was mostly ruined mornings from staying up too late treating it like ketamine, or ome time I must have done 200mg in a night, I believe i was on a few benzos too, woke up so disorientated, I didn't even let anyone know I wouldn't be around at work, just prayed nothing would go wrong today... trying to get away from these bloody up/down drugs think. Kratom was the worst. I guess good old psychedelics are the answer.
 
W threw I think 1g in about 2 weeks, but there were only a few occasions I can really remember enjoying... the rest was mostly ruined mornings from staying up too late treating it like ketamine, or ome time I must have done 200mg in a night, I believe i was on a few benzos too, woke up so disorientated, I didn't even let anyone know I wouldn't be around at work, just prayed nothing would go wrong today... trying to get away from these bloody up/down drugs think. Kratom was the worst. I guess good old psychedelics are the answer.

I feel this heavy. For this first time in over a year I am getting a classical psychedelic to I guess "defrag" my brain. I've been nothing but cloudy, anxious, and repressed. My continuous cycle of down up down up is carving a rut into my mind.

Today I took:
300mg adrafinil
1ml GHB dosed multiple times throughout the day (possibly ×2 more by the end of the night)
~10g Green Vietnam kratom
200mg caffeine
Coffee
Cigs
 
Woke up at six am and the toothache is actually gone for the moment.
Thank fuck work won’t be too bad now
Ot 100mg oxy insulfated
Staggering 900mg of gabapentin every thirty minutes
One 100mg of naproxen
One cigarette
One large mug of British breakfast tea made with gods own Scottish water
Have ground up three g of silver haze and charged the might vape to take to work
If the toothache stays away it should be a very good day
 
Morning all,

Tried out a microdose of LSD today, 18mg. Just, just, just borderline perceptual as it turns out. Didn't do much immediately for my chronic amotivation but gave me some mild uncomfortable gastrointestinal side effects, and definitely brought my awareness of my chronic, tight chested, heart deep anxiety I've been feeling of recent somewhat to the surface. Although that might have something to do with my dissociative binge for the last week or so. Or the fact I only slept 5 hours, took a shit ton of modafinil and piracetam yesterday, and that my bladder hurts a little and is giving me anxiety about having finally induced some kind of chronic Disso-Induced Cystitis. Lol, when I write out my life choices like that it kinda brings things into a sharp and hilarious focus.

Anyway just elected to take 1mg etizolam +3.5 hours after dosing in an effort to quell some of this unrest and get something out of the day. Drinking a beer too, which is unusual for me this early in the morning and I do have to get some work done today still but I feel kinda alright about that.

I feel like smoking a really tiny amount of weed might help too... but then, it might also not. Weed and psychs for me is either AAA++ massive synergy, zero anxiety, seamless and joyous float to baseline... but sometimes is also no, no, no, bad idea, anxiety multiplied. Fuck it actually I'm gonna try it.
 
200mg Tramadol liquid form
300mg Pregabalin
1.25mg Lorazepam
2mg Clonazepam
60mg Oxycodone nasal
12mg Hydromorphone nasal
high CBD oil and Nigella Sativa oil capsules
 
Just sniffed 10 bags of Heroin in a row of this new stamp called Love my connect just got

I'm in the UK we never get stamps and makes of drugs, we're lucky to get a bloody sealy bag sometimes, in fact the other day I got told to bring my own bag for my K lol, I gave him a few baggies back that I'd had K in as he'd ran out

Even back when I did heroin, we just had it in a piece of plastic sandwich bag, tied up and the knot melted with a lighter lol

All these brands and stamps are so cool, whys the UK not doing stuff like that lol
 
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I'm the UK we never get stamps and makes of drugs, we're lucky to get a bloody sealy bag sometimes, in fact the other day I got told to bring my own bag for my K lol, I gave him a few baggies back that I'd had K in as he'd ran out

Even back when I did heroin, we just had it in a piece of plastic sandwich bag, tied up and the knot melted with a lighter lol

All these brands and stamps are so cool, whys the UK not doing stuff like that lol
I never understood dealers who didn't have bags... like how fuckin' lazy and cheap are you man? Can't spend $3 on 100 baggies for your business? Or when they reuse them? Like shit, I hated buying pills off this one guy cause he'd always put them in a big old sandwich baggie that had weed stains/shake in it, I'm like wtf man? Can't you buy a 100 pack of dime baggies at the head shop down the road?


OT: Just coffee and a mangler hangover. Drank and smoked too many cigarillos last night. Mouth won't stop tasting like tobacco... blech. Gonna follow up with some food and some etizolam and maybe a bit of 3-ho-phenazepam in a bit.
 
IDK man based on what i know about you you prefer to be sedated.

Coke isn't great but some good cooks out there still.

I personally would only use it in Florida or from certain people in Chicago. Not worth it otherwise at least in my experience. Unless I had heroin of course.
 
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