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Mental Health I can’t cope anymore

tracedwards313 said:
Get out of your toxic relationship.
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Why do you think I have a toxic relationship? I have NO romantic relationship. Just to make that clear...

And it's not about relationships.... 10 weeks no income, searching for jobs, being as sick as possible and it doesn't go away - I'm just putting myself to sleep with Benzos.

What a fine life.

JJ
 
Slept from together midday til now with small brakes - even better then to moan all the time.

JJ
 
Since that shit began it is now mostly 5 months, since then im sitting at home and do nothing. besides eating. i gained alreadyquite a lot and feel so awful butI'm always eating when I'm depressed.

fuck.
 
I think i's mostly because I'm feeling so useless. This is the first time in my life i have no job. And because I'm selfemployed i did not earn money since that shit began. I'm scared about my existence like hell....
 
Was told every other day provides best balance of relief and clarity.
Anyone trying non party levels IV ket?
Not paying a nurse to administer lol.
May try source myself
 
Oh! I hope u are feeling better! Im so sorry! I threw knives at walls and at these fools, dirtying up my house, albeit they immediately diagnosed me as bipolar,when i told the dr about it, but still,lol . I am sorry your health system is bad. I pay to go to a private psychiatrist now ,that i couldn't imagine being without. Can you go private? Im assuming nhs or whatever is ur government insurance? Goodness, that is no good that they dont help you! I just wanna bring u to the deep south ,USA and cook u some good southern food,and take you to my dr!!! I'm just so sorry! I hope you feel better soon hon. Im on lamictal and abilify and it immediately stopped my feelings like that..and the walls and humans are safe too, lol. No jokes aside, document your trying to get help,and follow that chain up! Who is the boss of your dr? Can u speak to them? Id act a fool to get someone to understand that the dr wasn't doing anything! Ill be thinking of ya hon!
 
I was stuck in a relationship once which only made my life a living hell. That crazy bitch has a PHD in psychology now (literally... very intelligent woman!).... I still love her in some way... maybe I love the time we spent together.... but she called me the other day saying "I'm in town, maybe we should meet up?... oh also I'm with my new boyfriend".... she has a PHD in how to FUCK WITH MEN..... spent 5 years together and just wants to fuck with me years after....

fuck that noise man

women (and I'm sure men) can be so evil and spiteful after relationships

love is no joke and you can't let it ruin/lead your life
 
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SnafuInTheVoid said:
I was stuck in a relationship once which only made my life a living hell. That crazy bitch has a PHD in psychology now (literally... very intelligent woman!).... I still love her in some way... maybe I love the time we spent together.... but she called me the other day saying "I'm in town, maybe we should meet up?... oh also I'm with my new boyfriend".... she has a PHD in how to FUCK WITH MEN..... spent 5 years together and just wants to fuck with me years after....

fuck that noise man

women (and I'm sure men) can be so evil and spiteful after relationships

love is no joke and you can't let it ruin/lead your life
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I'm selfemployed. over 8 weeks no income whatsoever. Today it is more than worse.

JJ
 
WTF is wrong with the pictures and everytthing? I i never replied to that Qoute in my post?!

JJ
 
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