Would have been my 19th wedding anniversary today

✿Dai₷y✿ said:
Lol that's me. I left my husband because of mainly drugs, shoild have worked on it us all
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I was in a relationship for 20 years. Met him at 16.
The last 10 of those years he was using.
I tried everything. *I* tried everything, for him. Arranged many a detox, stood with him while he started methadone and later bupe. All we can do as partners is be supportive. But, in my case, that wasn't enough. HE had to want it.
He didn't, he lied about being clean during 2 of my pregnancies. (Lost the last one due to ruptured ectopic).
We have 2 children but live apart now. I had to tell him to leave for my own sanity. The lies, the lack of trying.. I couldn't "save" him.
I would like a man in my life but I'm not missing my ex or anything. I'm currently just going about my life.
A psych told me about something, relationship ideation. You only remember the good and positive times..
I keep that in mind when I start pining for him. X
 
I would like to see a recent photo. You are absolutely lovely.

Can you imagine seeing that coming down the isle toward you, guys?
 
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