Chapter II: The Abyss is Eternal !

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Quickfixgrrl said:
Dude! Fact is... one day you're the youngest of the group.. then you turn 30.... it's acceptable but a scary notion. Then you travel along being your same old self and shit passes you by... you become stuck in the time of your life.
It might be fucken 1998 or 2008..
But you just get old and you can't fucken stop it so you try to make your era cool as fuck.
I'm doing lots of grunge. I can't ever compare "new music" to like AIC or Nirvana.
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Aaaaaaaaand AIC was my Fav Band growing up <3
 
I understand we all die one day... Shit if it wasn't for my luck I would already be dead, I've attempted suicide before. Not a jolly thing lol, it's traumatizing. I was ready to die... But something some mysterious force on this Earth saved me
 
Coxenormous said:
I understand we all die one day... Shit if it wasn't for my luck I would already be dead, I've attempted suicide before. Not a jolly thing lol, it's traumatizing. I was ready to die... But something some mysterious force on this Earth saved me
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I take suicidal talk extremely real.
Are you ok? I'm here and if you ever need a kick up the ass or a heart to heart, our little community got ya xxx
 
Quickfixgrrl said:
You're not grown up yet baby 😊
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I know, why do you think i'm soo open & confortable making the goofy shit that I do. A normal person doesn't do that stuff, but it takes a scarred person to reach into themselves, I was literally fed up with being so torn down and apart. People love me now :D I have changed a lot from my older days
 
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Having attempted suicide literally killed my old soul and I was blessed with something new or better, Even if the thought of "change" pisses me off. Got to learn to exept it. Best advice I can give to someone who is suicidal
 
In conclusion Change is a real thing. I had my tarot cards read 4 years ago & my first card was "Death"... The psychic told me not to worry lol, it doesn't mean you die... It means a major change in your life... Keep in mind this was 1 year after my suicide attempt. I was in a dump for a while
 
Coxenormous said:
Having attempted suicide literally killed my old soul and I was blessed with something new or better, Even if the thought of "change" pisses me off. Got to learn to exept it. Best advice I can give to someone who is suicidal
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That's a lovely, positive message. 💟
 
Coxenormous said:
In conclusion Change is a real thing. I had my tarot cards read 4 years ago & my first card was "Death"... The psychic told me not to worry lol, it doesn't mean you die... It means a major change in your life... Keep in mind this was 1 year after my suicide attempt. I was in a dump for a while
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I read tarot cards.
I can give you or anyone a reading 😘
 
Quickfixgrrl said:
That's a lovely, positive message. 💟
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After re reading that it's basically saying "Hey! You wanna be a cool kid?! Go attempt suicide!" :ROFLMAO: I only joke about real shit I've been thru because the best way to handle a bad situation or Trauma is find a way to bring it to the light. Which can mean having a sense of humor about it
 
My lucky number is 69... Not the sex position, but I'm always pointed out to that number for some reason
 
The psychic blessed me with an Amulet for protection as you see me wearing in all my videos and pictures! She sensed a negative energy sent by someone who has caused mental harm in my life *Cough* my Ex *Cough* she practiced the arts and considers herself a gypsy. But that gypsy got a nice message spray painted on her house. I didn't hurt her in any way but did do some art work on her house
 
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