I'm Sorry

Hey man I’m a little late but I’m so so so glad to to see you’re feeling at least a lil better.

You’ll always find love here. It’s in your own heart too, but when it’s too hard to see it know that we always got you ❤️
 
I will figure this out. It's weird because it has worked one other time

Believe you can basically get a cashapp debit card and just keep it as an account. Might have to register an account. Very useful, can get BTC with it as well. Cashapp is my favorite, venmo and all them other busters on bullshit

And it is good to hear from you today brother
 
Does it make me a bad person to take help?

Not at all.

Us helping you might actually be helping ourselves, in a cosmic scale-balancing kinda way.

I will never be able to properly pay back the people who saved me, but I can certainly pay it forward, and I'm sure this is true for plenty of people here.
 
Guys I have to find someone who will let me piggyback their bank account so please can we pause till tomorrow?

Otherwise Western Union can be sent to Port aux Prince, Haiti with the recipient being Chretien Mersault ;

I smoked a joint today for the first time in a few days. I'm not far off when I say it was near-orgasmic or like a shot of dope when you're sick.

I instantly had my appetite and I'm now nodding out (haven't really slept for a days) typing this. I almost am overwhelmed. I'm having trouble processing all of this "nice".
 
Hey guys. This really is nice to hear you that you guys care so much. I never thought I would end up in this place. I definitely thought it possible to die by overdose or for emotional reasons.

I never understood how bad it was for people who suffer. I always thought I understood. I cant help feeling that I deserve this misery for how I have treated others, not caring for people in the way that they have cared for me.

I am in a very sad place right now and sort or at a loss for words. My mood swings back and forth on a dime. I feel like it would be great to feel better.

Please dont put yourselves in any position that creates hardship for you. The entire reason I'm here is to help all of us be better, feel better and be safer.

I have always found a way. I just cant find a way. It's not like I need a king's ransom to live well. That just makes it so much harder.

Thank you all for the support. It truly is the best feeling I have had in weeks.

This is not some "kill myself on skype" type of thing. It just feels like I've hit a wall. I am sorry if I have ruined anyone's day.
We are here to help as well !! People who stay here are givers not takers. The takers come and leave fast !!
Human beings get a wonderful feeling of gratitude, and happiness , by helping other people { I know I do} so please don’t rob us of that feeling of happiness from helping you ❤️❤️
 
This makes sense, I couldn't figure out why my payment wouldn't go through.

I can do CashApp but I can't do WesternUnion.
 
Honestly a legit GoFundMe page would probably help the best - when one was set up for me I couldn't believe the support from people. I had teachers and principals from elementary school donating money - it was truly humbling.

And they are very easy to do, if that's the route he wants to go. CashApp has so many transactions like this that get flagged because of fraud so it may be difficult for a bunch of random payments to him from different people all in a short period of time.

And the donations from GoFundMe can be deposited into an accoint of his choosing every 24 hours or whatever you choose, every week, you can select what works best and that way he would get the donations immediately.
 
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