Chapter II: The Abyss is Eternal !

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and he still wants my dick
hitting me up
letting me know when he comin' home to get that dicccc

and i'm like

yea why don't u love me
if i fucked someone this much and didn't have feelings i'd feel like a whore
but I can't call him one, takes one to know one

yea he comin' back for more loving
gonna get to washing THE COVID OUT OF MY CRACK
 
I am screaming because I am in pain
no pain killers for so many years it is sickening and I do not want any
no benzos, yes I have a few I am putting myself through hell
no nsaids because LOL IT COULD MAKE THE COVID WORSE, hilarious
life is my coffin and it's time to close the lid
no beer because am trying to lose weight, cannot be a fatty WILL NOT BE A FATTY
one final action and this will all end
 
MYSTERIER to be honest

I could have that, right now, but I don't want kids there are 8 billion people suffocating and killing planet earth and we're grieving over covid19 victims and polluting the earth with plastic gloves and face masks as if we want the earth to die so the pandemics can stop?

And seriously he's not ready to settle down... he's still slaving his youth away and I'm partying it away because fuck being a slave to crony capitalism I'd rather be a whore

@Mysterier you're a sweet guy I'm sure you'll find the one, don't give up hope. A lot of women WANT that too. More so than gay men trust me. Gay men are like PETER PAN SYNDROME until they turn old and ugly and presumably move out of town because I do not find many ANY AT ALL? older gay men in this city. NONE. It's like all the sugar daddies left this city or overdosed and died.
 
Captain.Heroin said:
Ignore Shady he doesn't mean any harm by anything he says.

Sometimes I get super offensive/rude without meaning to and it really puts people on the edge and they get edgy with me, then I figure out "oh I did something..." and have to apologize with "I meant nothing by it... YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU BB DOLL"
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I didn't take it as rude, but yeah he's mostly an asshole. My husband loves me more than I think anyone has ever loved a woman ever.
 
LadyAlkaline said:
I didn't take it as rude, but yeah he's mostly an asshole. My husband loves me more than I think anyone has ever loved a woman ever.
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That's hot. I love that deep love where it's cuddles and admiration and respect and being by your side. You're a lucky woman Lady.

I have that FOR two people right now and neither of them have that FOR me.

In fact the person I'm fucking probably loves me LESS than the other.

If you can imagine.

"bad dad" and "sad dad" are real concepts

bad dad was making fun of a random sad dad as I detailed

I didn't have the heart to tell him which kind he was <3
 
Captain.Heroin said:
MYSTERIER to be honest

I could have that, right now, but I don't want kids there are 8 billion people suffocating and killing planet earth and we're grieving over covid19 victims and polluting the earth with plastic gloves and face masks as if we want the earth to die so the pandemics can stop?

And seriously he's not ready to settle down... he's still slaving his youth away and I'm partying it away because fuck being a slave to crony capitalism I'd rather be a whore

@Mysterier you're a sweet guy I'm sure you'll find the one, don't give up hope. A lot of women WANT that too. More so than gay men trust me. Gay men are like PETER PAN SYNDROME until they turn old and ugly and presumably move out of town because I do not find many ANY AT ALL? older gay men in this city. NONE. It's like all the sugar daddies left this city or overdosed and died.
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I've always liked you, CH, and with good reason.

I don't want to get into too much detail as this is a public forum. As was true back in 2017, when we touched on this subject a little bit in private messages, your unfettered willingness to talk something through is wonderfully meaningful.

<3
 
Captain.Heroin said:
Ignore Shady he doesn't mean any harm by anything he says.

Sometimes I get super offensive/rude without meaning to and it really puts people on the edge and they get edgy with me, then I figure out "oh I did something..." and have to apologize with "I meant nothing by it... YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU BB DOLL"
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What the fuck
 
Mysterier said:
I've always liked you, CH, and with good reason.

I don't want to get into too much detail as this is a public forum. As was true back in 2017, when we touched on this subject a little bit in private messages, your unfettered willingness to talk something through is wonderfully meaningful.

<3
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I went through some losses in my life and my brain does not remember the past too well... anything before winter 2019... blur.

I know I've always liked you though, you're a cool guy from what I remember. It's all up there but it's like a crumpled up piece of paper with all of reality written down on it and when I unfold it it's a lot to take in at once and I often crumple it back up again.

It's the best way I can describe repression of memories and how it kind of creates a singularity and all of your past gets stuck along with it.
 
Captain.Heroin said:
I went through some losses in my life and my brain does not remember the past too well... anything before winter 2019... blur.

I know I've always liked you though, you're a cool guy from what I remember. It's all up there but it's like a crumpled up piece of paper with all of reality written down on it and when I unfold it it's a lot to take in at once and I often crumple it back up again.

It's the best way I can describe repression of memories and how it kind of creates a singularity and all of your past gets stuck along with it.
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I completely understand that. Sometimes it's the only way to survive.

The one thing that's sticking out (besides my unloved penis) is that you used to use color text A LOT. :cool:
 
Goooooood moooooorning Jackie Chaaaaaan!

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