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LadyAlkaline said:
Babyyyy he is just afraid

He is afraid of falling for you and then losing you 😭😭😭
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yes this... I don't feel that's enough of a reason because I'm not afraid. But even if I was that wouldn't stop me this shit is real good and I'm sure I could move on and fuck another ass as well. I practically have green lights on that front I can't imagine why my mind IS BLOCKING ITSELF it's just ... so good. Why am I like this.

BRING ME WHISKEY WHEN I'M THIRSTY AND REEFER WHEN I WANT TO GET HIGH
 
BRING ME WHISKEY WHEN I GET THIRSTY
AND HEROIN WHEN I WANT TO DIE
BRING ME BEER WHEN I FEEL NO FEAR
AND REEFER WHEN I WANT TO GET HIGH
WHEN I'M LONELY BRING MY MAN AND SET HIM RIGHT DOWN HERE BY MY SIDE
WELL YOU KNOW THERE SHOULDN'T BE NO LAW FOR PEOPLE THAT WANT TO SHOOT A LITTLE DOPE
YOU KNOW IT'S GOOD FOR YOUR HEAD
IT WILL RELAX YOUR BODY
WELL YOU KNOW I'M GONNA GET SO HIGH
BRING ME WHISKEY WHEN I GET THIRSTY
AND REEFER WHEN I WANT TO GET HIGH

Instead of having and losing me I'm just gonna HAVE and LOSE myself .... fuck a thousand and one ways to die and I found what I love and am letting it kill me... like a dog gnawing away at my boner with every fuck.... I am so done w/ love and relationships I WANT OUTTTtttt [satan help me]

HE IS NOT HERE TO SAVE u NOW CPT huahauahauahauahauha [cringeworthy]

sometimes i pray to SATAN and things work out... lord knows GOD wasn't gonna help me 😂
 
Captain.Heroin said:
Fuck why does this make so much sense...

He's got to know by not tying me down he's pushing me away... I guess this has to be the feeling when I Die.....
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You have three choices bb

Show him you don't need or want him and risk losing him forever in the hopes that he will latch on or that you will at least save face

Or throw your love out there and demand answers, possibly losing him forever

Or just continue to fuck and cry 😔
 
Captain.Heroin said:
with every failed relationship I have to remind myself

YOU ARE BEYOND TOXIC

<3
salt in the wound.... is the cleanser...
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umm yes i did option A... and during lockdown he came crawling back for my huge dick

and i can't blame him if I liked getting fucked I would have found me and made me fuck me too

I ALSO DID OPTION B... and the answers I got I did not like because I did not buy them and still don't LIES THEY ARE LIES

and am doing option C :|

@LadyAlkaline

I am told "I will find someone better"... I will "find the one"...

I cry because I know this is a lie too and I'm never going to find anyone better. This feels like the only person I'd really ever want to make "it work" with and it's not worth it!!!!!! And I fucking know it. And it's gross I still care. Life became my coffin a long time ago and every day I think I'm making it work out. Then a few days and everything's gone, and it's not just me it happened to a lot of people at once. It sucks.

Life sucks now.

I have to be OK with everything being painful and sad. :|
 
SS373dOH said:
Listen Morty, I hate to break it to you, but what people call “love” is just a chemical reaction that compels animals to breed. It hits hard, Morty, then it slowly fades, leaving you stranded in a failing marriage.
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THANK YOu

it helps hearing it from another person

i have tried to stop feeling it

"that one thing you don't have control over" TRY NOTHING I LACK TOTAL VOLITIONAL CONTROL OVER EVERYTHING WAHHHHHHHHHHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
 
ya but the problem is I FOUND LOVE and it is too much for me and it makes me want zero love :(

and it makes me think i'll never find it again because of how good it was and still is

playing with fire... I knew I was playing with fire, I knew it. It took so much out of me trying to get over HIM. And I moved on. And I was LOVING LIFE. And they could SUCK MY DICK and I am SICK AND TIRED of their shit ways. And I still let him back in my life. FIREPUSSY. I can't help it.

FUCK I'M SO FAT
 
LadyAlkaline said:
There is nothing better than climbing naked into bed in a clean room alone

Or with a very chill, not needy person
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OK MAYBE I'M THE NEEDY ONE

😭😭😭

I can't change who I am I'M HUMAN I HAVE NEEDS. they weren't gonna be faithful anyways so I probably saved myself a real fuckin' bad relationship. Maybe I'm 2 steps ahead of the game here and I'm having my cake and eat it too.... but I won't feel bad if that's the case... not one bit. It's possible we each are doing our own thing and I should just leave that untouched but that's also terrible thinking because I could just DO BETTER.

SIGH MAYBE I'M THE ONE THAT NEEDS TO JUST LEAVE HIM and tell him I found someone else

there's no way to leave it. it's such a beautiful thing I have w/ him.

I'm never gonna be able to move on.... this really crushes my heart

i have this BEAUTIFUL beautiful thing ... with someone else and we're having fun it could be amazing and instead I fuck EVERYTHING [everything] up with MY HEART AND BONER.

I think with my boner too much.
 
Captain.Heroin said:
OK MAYBE I'M THE NEEDY ONE

😭😭😭

I can't change who I am I'M HUMAN I HAVE NEEDS. they weren't gonna be faithful anyways so I probably saved myself a real fuckin' bad relationship. Maybe I'm 2 steps ahead of the game here and I'm having my cake and eat it too.... but I won't feel bad if that's the case... not one bit. It's possible we each are doing our own thing and I should just leave that untouched but that's also terrible thinking because I could just DO BETTER.

SIGH MAYBE I'M THE ONE THAT NEEDS TO JUST LEAVE HIM and tell him I found someone else

there's no way to leave it. it's such a beautiful thing I have w/ him.

I'm never gonna be able to move on.... this really crushes my heart

i have this BEAUTIFUL beautiful thing ... with someone else and we're having fun it could be amazing and instead I fuck EVERYTHING [everything] up with MY HEART AND BONER.

I think with my boner too much.
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Was sort of talking about my husband but be you baby!
 
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