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jose ribas da silva said:
yes many times, they showed me the truth, that is, I am really darkened, that's why I don't take them anymore, because I want lies, I don't wanna to know the truth
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it sounds like, like myself, you like to escape yourself and what not

try to love yourself despite everything man self-love helps a lot <3
 
jose ribas da silva said:
That's why I love cocaine, I love lies, I love living my life circled by lies
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you'll have to work on acceptance. I totally support whatever you want to do, I'm not trying to change you, but you deserve a healthy/happy mind that can enjoy itself and stuff man. We care about ya ok?

epic fuckin' sex stories from jose... you could write a best selling novel about sex IMO
 
jose you can keep the post deleted I saw it, I don't judge you man

not for 1 second <3

does "waiting longer" make it "more worthwhile"? I find there's a healthy rhythm with sex i like, like I can deal with once a day... I like that...

just like w/ the right drugs I get a "rhythm" going and I just want to keep at it and I don't think it's a bad thing.

Except for heroin addiction that was A TERRIBLE THING
 
jose ribas da silva said:
actually not, after a while the girl just get tired. There is guilt too I have been noticing, she thinks she is not good enough to make you cum, which makes her more passive (in the same context that i have been mentioning in previous comments)
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YES THEY ALWAYS THINK IT'S THEM and that's why I'm not cumming

I HAVE SHIT
IN MY BRAIN

and they have SUCH a hard time knowing what PTSD is like

some people understand THEY ARE AMAZING and are like OK with me not cumming if they know I have something on my mind... there's people out there that get it.
 
jose ribas da silva said:
actually not, after a while the girl just get tired. There is guilt too I have been noticing, she thinks she is not good enough to make you cum, which makes her more passive (in the same context that i have been mentioning in previous comments)
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I will be lying by saying that I don't love when things reach this point and I am totally controlling the situation, because she has reached the "passive point" in bed, this passivity also permeates other aspects of the relationship (yes I am a terrible person)
 
jose ribas da silva said:
I will be lying by saying that I don't love when things reach this point and I am totally controlling the situation, because she has reached the "passive point" in bed, this passivity also permeates other aspects of the relationship (yes I am a terrible person)
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by judging yourself as terrible you're not giving yourself room for improvement

you also think you are in control of your actions - are you? Or do your actions control you more so than vice versa?

It's important to think of your action as reactionary to previous input, because that's what it is. A lot of our behavior is programmed, instinctual, repetitive. You can change if you want to, or you can accept what's going on isn't entirely your fault and work on it from there.
 
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