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Mental Health Coming off Invega Sustenna (Paliperidone) v3

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Man I don't even know anymore.
This drug is pretty bad it's like it makes it impossible to enjoy life
I'm sure their are people are here lurking that believe the drug has also
permanently messed them up. I don't doubt lots of people are worried.
I'm terryfied. If two years go by and I'm still in this position I will be Very worried
this drug is truly horrible I am Praying for you all. Another day down I feel like my life has been stolen who knows if it is ever coming back.
 
goodandhumble said:
It takes lots of time. I thought I was fucked at one point. But recovery will sneak up on you after so long.
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Man that's what I am praying for. I am hoping after 1 year that this is just a bad memory. If it takes 2 years ok. All i want is too be healed from this nightmare. It sneaks up on you as in one day your like. Hey. I feel pretty good. Waves and windows?
 
Guys psychosis sometimes is true. But most the time delusions are just imagination. To stop delusions we are going to clogg the dopmine valves? Makes sense. I don't know how I am holding up everyday is a struggle but I am hoping to be better one day.praying for all the sufferers of this inhuman poison.
People in jail have a better life than us in vega poisoning needs to be banned
end of story!
 
I have figured it out. If we do recover I think the brain will be even More sensitive than pre in vega because the brain will have grown more receptors to compensate for the loss of d2
 
I had psychosis back in 2018 I’ve been off invega for 7-8 months and am now on abilify a lowered dose I may add and no improvements I’ve had anhedonia since I started antipsychotics and I started on depakote ( mood stabiliser )and risperidone and due to the abilify not showing improvements my psychiatrist has told me that it’s the illness and it’s paranoid psychosis and have tried me on sertraline and Effexor they both don’t work I have many other problems too do you think she’s wrong also a side note I’m being put on latuda instead anyone share there thoughts please?
 
Scotthughes123 said:
I had psychosis back in 2018 I’ve been off invega for 7-8 months and am now on abilify a lowered dose I may add and no improvements I’ve had anhedonia since I started antipsychotics and I started on depakote ( mood stabiliser )and risperidone and due to the abilify not showing improvements my psychiatrist has told me that it’s the illness and it’s paranoid psychosis and have tried me on sertraline and Effexor they both don’t work I have many other problems too do you think she’s wrong also a side note I’m being put on latuda instead anyone share there thoughts please?
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it is the invega causing you problems my friend
 
I've decided to quit making music.
It was fun making the music but I realized it was taking a toll on my health. I've switched to more calming things. The type of music I was into was too aggressive and I started having delusions. I know this may be controversial to some, but music can be triggering!
 
Scotthughes123 said:
I had psychosis back in 2018 I’ve been off invega for 7-8 months and am now on abilify a lowered dose I may add and no improvements I’ve had anhedonia since I started antipsychotics and I started on depakote ( mood stabiliser )and risperidone and due to the abilify not showing improvements my psychiatrist has told me that it’s the illness and it’s paranoid psychosis and have tried me on sertraline and Effexor they both don’t work I have many other problems too do you think she’s wrong also a side note I’m being put on latuda instead anyone share there thoughts please?
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Was that your first episode in 2018? was it brought on by drugs? it sounds like they are using you as a lab rat...
 
Scotthughes123 said:
I had psychosis back in 2018 I’ve been off invega for 7-8 months and am now on abilify a lowered dose I may add and no improvements I’ve had anhedonia since I started antipsychotics and I started on depakote ( mood stabiliser )and risperidone and due to the abilify not showing improvements my psychiatrist has told me that it’s the illness and it’s paranoid psychosis and have tried me on sertraline and Effexor they both don’t work I have many other problems too do you think she’s wrong also a side note I’m being put on latuda instead anyone share there thoughts please?
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I was put on Latuda as an anti-depressant to counteract the anhedonia. It did absolutely nothing for me.
 
I think things like adderall will be able to get people out of the anhedonia. When I am close to recovery I will probably start doing adderall to kickstart my receptors again. We will see. This recovery is truly a test of strength. Invega sucks. There is no ifs and or buts. It's a nightmare. Anti psychotics are not the solution.
 
Ammarishot said:
I've decided to quit making music.
It was fun making the music but I realized it was taking a toll on my health. I've switched to more calming things. The type of music I was into was too aggressive and I started having delusions. I know this may be controversial to some, but music can be triggering!
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So you were able to tell that they were delusions? Did you have insight into them and was able to stop psychosis from coming on?
 
I was falsely diagnosed, a psychiatrist thought I was crazy when I said I believe God speaks to me, I was just being honest. In fact that’s my belief I am a Christian after all, but I NEVER heard voices but that comment and me trying to stand on my Christian values and principles of being honest got me forcefully put on this drug. I just went along to get everything over with.
 
So I was in a psychward, and was cooperative just to get out and be free cause if you resist things usually become a whole lot worse. I was on resperidal tablets for about a 3 weeks than Got invega injections every month for 3 months after transferring back tablets (invega) After I said ‘they were making me tired which they weren’t I just wanted to be off them after experiencing all the negative affects.
 
My last Injection was around January but I’d say I went cold turkey completely off tablets early February. Yeah now I suffer from thoughtlessness I’m slow, no motivation, memories awful, plus anhedonia (emotionless, no pleasure, motivation, ect). Just gonna journal my recovery process here to give people hope, hopefully I do recover been 3 months since I’ve gone cold turkey no improvements yet but staying hopeful🤞🏾
 
Sbar25 said:
Man that's what I am praying for. I am hoping after 1 year that this is just a bad memory. If it takes 2 years ok. All i want is too be healed from this nightmare. It sneaks up on you as in one day your like. Hey. I feel pretty good. Waves and windows?
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No just the more months you are off of it the more you will feel recovered. Took me forever to heal and I noticed more and more because my sleep and arousal was getting better and better by the month.
 
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