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Oh, man, Charlie :(
Can't really help in any meaningful way, but I really hope you can sort all of this out. Don't go to buy fucking heroin, enough with the drugs, man. Substance abuse is what got you into this, you know you have to stop. Sending love your way. You can get out of this.
 
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Hey Charlie, I believe in you! You're talented, creative, and kind. So many people care about you. I know that you'll be able to create a good future for yourself. Things are hard now. Treat yourself gently. You'll make it. ❤️
 
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At least you'll always be welcome here Charlie, anytime. I know you know how beautiful life can be, I hope that that knowledge and support can help you in getting over all this.

It's so painful to see you making the same mistakes every time, to me it seems like you need a serious reset man, it's probably time to go to rehab. I know it's not the love you were looking for but it's because I want you to still be here in x amount of years. All the best to you mate
 
Yo stay strong Cosmic C, we're all in this together! Sounds like things got really out of hand and it all started with one excessive dose, try not to snowball if you can homie. It's hard to not just let it roll down hill, but it sounds like you've navigated the roller coaster that is drug use, once or twice (or perhaps even thrice!) before this.

Stay above water man, keep positive. And I do fucking hate to say this, because who am I to be waving this sentence around like I'm impervious to the pitfalls of drug abuse, but it might be time to chill on the molecular athletics for a little while. You know, just dial back a bit, gather yourself and set a better course. God knows I've been trying, my best version of sober is a coffee, a puff off a joint and 1 mg of Etizolam at bed time, with intermittent days of dosing my 10 mg dexadrine 2 hrs before I get out of bed so I'm drugged up before my feet even touch the ground, or 1.5 to 2 g of kratom with coffee. Tryina clean even that "mild" daily use has proven to be very tough. Still haven't gotten 7 days straight even since the big "can you do it, 7 days of sobriety" post in the lounge. I'll try again though, shit though, I just love drugs... FFS.

Whatever you do, keep that sparkle in your eye. A good attitude and a positive outlook can steer any situation into a better outcome <3

All the love man! I hope you're doing alright!
 
I am becoming increasingly aware of a remarkable overlap between the ways that both caffeine and THC affect me. Skipping out on my daily dose of either causes me to basically sleep all day. I'm convinced it's because cannabis has a significant antidepressant effect, and depression tends to manifest as fatigue for me.

There's your random thought for the day.
 
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I've been finding that weed just sends me into an uncomfortable hyper awareness situation, with an increased heart rate and uncomfortable stupor. It used to be super relaxing, but these days I just smoke it for the burn out to help me sleep.
 
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Yeah I got to the same point in my weed use at one point, I don't know how or why the transition took place.
Nowadays I can really enjoy weed again. Terrible for my sleep though, I have a hard time sleeping when or after being high, even with indicas.
 
I'm gonna have to look that one up. And it's not often I say that!

Does anyone here have experience with any of the mescaline analogues? I'm on the fence, I might get a sample of each of the 3 that I'm aware of

MAL, PAL and... gotta look this last one up too! I'm going senile!
 
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Escaline is the last one that escaped my recall.

I'll take note for sure! The come up on some of them sound like a difficult time, but past that they sound pretty interesting. They're the closest thing to other phenethylamines I can legally purchase inside the country.

Beyond those, there is one place that sells chemical intermediates to the 2cX family, but that requires a proper lab setup and more experience with chemistry. Would be super cool to cook up your very own home batch of 2c-whatever though. like a point of pride. One day, I will make it happen, it'll be that, growing mushrooms, then making LSD. Reach for the stars they said... oh fuckin rights imma reach for them stars XD
 
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Buzz Lightbeer said:
Yeah I got to the same point in my weed use at one point, I don't know how or why the transition took place.
Nowadays I can really enjoy weed again. Terrible for my sleep though, I have a hard time sleeping when or after being high, even with indicas.
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Same for me, weed used to help me sleep, now if I get high there's no god damn way I can sleep, my brain is way too active.

I prefer only smoking occasionally, my dream life is way richer and I feel less off my game when I'm awake, and more able to handle life.
 
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i feel so fucking fried after that super heavy trip slept 20 hours the other day and another 14 today
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Was this the 300 mcg trip?

After my big weekend of back to back trips on tryptamines and LSD, for an entire week chemistry was a blur. I've been having trouble with math and just zapped energy wise. Today was my first decent feeling sober day since last Monday haha.

Still totally worth it. Although I don't think I'm gonna go that hard while in the middle of a course again. Made things difficult for definitely the first week.

Microdoses help with studying quite a bit though. And small doses of DMT. Conceptualization sticks and procedures stick if you practice and practice under a light influence, like 15 - 20 mcg lsd or about 5 mg DMT.

Makes sense though. Small doses of amphetamines enhance performance, large doses often impair performance.

Just like 1 - 2 beers make a fella better at pool, but 3, 4, and 5 tend to do the opposite.
 
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Hey TAC, how you doing?
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Not bad, not bad. Grateful that my job is considered essential, that's for sure.
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I've been finding that weed just sends me into an uncomfortable hyper awareness situation, with an increased heart rate and uncomfortable stupor. It used to be super relaxing, but these days I just somke it for the burn out to help me sleep.
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Yeah, I feel you. I've always had mixed feelings about it myself. For me, it's quite anxiogenic at the onset, but becomes more euphoric as the high progress. Alexander Shulgin was never particularly fond of cannabis, as he admitted in PiHKAL.
 
Do yall feel like it hits different when you make it into a decarboxylated form dissolved into a lipid? I'm hoping it isn't just a bad response to smoking in joint form, and that the softer come up of ingestion won't cause the same uncomfortable stimulation that smoking does.

I've been putting off my crock pot decarb experiment for a while, since its been full of food for quite a while.
 
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