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[Captain.Heroin]

 

[Captain.Heroin]

lost me there...

I would be a lot happier with enforced lockdown if they gave me some benzos.

War on illegals / drugs is more important than saving lives to federal US gov't. This is unquestionably true.

 

[BK38]

 

[BK38]

I would be a lot happier with enforced lockdown if they gave me some benzos.

War on illegals / drugs is more important than saving lives to federal US gov't. This is unquestionably true.

I'm not stateside, but I wouldn't say no to some benzos for my stock.

 

[Juniper Bruhmomentius]

That heavy bag was the only thing that kept me sane through my first round of rehab at a fucked up Scientology-based rehab (which incidentally got shut down because ppl died there...lol...not even a bit surprised). I would have literally killed without it. I'm no stranger to a bag... https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Narconon (look up Watsonville) ...it's why I'm sane today, I didn't buy into their pseudo-science BS for a minute... I'm also a stubborn MF, which is why my 3 month program lasted 6 months. 3 of those I was moving wood chips from one pile to another because I refused to say they were right. I eventually went for nodding my head... because I'd be damned if I was ever gonna verbalize a "yes" to their BS. I know who I am man. Fuck those people, but thank god for heavy bags...

Boxing, shooting guns and playing drums is all I fucking need

 

[Captain.Heroin]

I'm not stateside, but I wouldn't say no to some benzos for my stock.

WORLDWIDE BENZO FUND brought to you by the RIP JAMAL ACTION FUND

rip jamal died choking on dolphin dix

i miss you my beauties

 

[Captain.Heroin]

Boxing, shooting guns and playing drums is all I fucking need

That's pretty fucking awesome and I don't have any of those things

I have fucking dabbing and video games I think I can live w/ that

 

[BK38]

Boxing, shooting guns and playing drums is all I fucking need

I used to fantasize about black choppers coming in and guys with Mp5s just roping down and shooting EVERYONE when I was at that rehab. Man, I still need to figure out a way to shoot shots at those Scientology quack ass mfers. They definitely traumatized me, but they did teach me that my sense of self is strong.

 

[Captain.Heroin]

I still need to figure out a way to shoot shots at those Scientology quack ass mfers.

... lol ...

editing posts tends to not work out well for me but I actually love this vibe ... can I donate to your gofundme on this project?

I think LIESANDTAUTOLOGY should be illegal and is worse than IRAN or DPRK. Because it is happening on American soil and no one cares.

[don't be surprised if a mod edits; I promise I won't]

 

[Juniper Bruhmomentius]

That's pretty fucking awesome and I don't have any of those things

I have fucking dabbing and video games I think I can live w/ that

Youre a tough motherfucker. Youll make through anything, I have faith in you.

 

[BK38]

 

[Captain.Heroin]

 

[BK38]

I'm literally rocking back and forth with my fists balled up thinking about it man...

 

[Captain.Heroin]

Youre a tough motherfucker. Youll make through anything, I have faith in you.

thank you schizo, you are too bro

I'm so tired I am going to have to eat food eventually and my back is killing me I have to stretch at home (not going anywhere cuz LOCKDOWN and it SUCKS) i used to live a life like this and I'm not fond of it anymore...

I feel all loose now but I am still relaxing more. I was so tightened up like a ball of stress.

 

[Juniper Bruhmomentius]

FUCK! Aint this the best Mac Miller song.

 

[Captain.Heroin]

I'm literally rocking back and forth with my fists balled up thinking about it man...

Sometimes you gain greater power in letting something like that go and not acting on it and you become more powerful/resourceful/resolved as an individual.

But trust me I can't wait for the day someone obliterates that shit out of MY NATION.

 

[BK38]

FUCK! Aint this the best Mac Miller song.

I love it because it reminds me because sometimes I gotta let the feelings flow through man. Ain't no fighting the feeling.

 

[Captain.Heroin]

Having anger resentment and rage can just eat away at the best parts of who you really are. Acceptance is something I worked on like an insane amount this year and it still wasn't enough and I'm still quite discontent with some things.

OUTSIDE PICTURES BECAUSE LOCKDOWN IS DRIVING ME CRAZYYYYY

 

[BK38]

Having anger resentment and rage can just eat away at the best parts of who you really are. Acceptance is something I worked on like an insane amount this year and it still wasn't enough and I'm still quite discontent with some things.

Yeah man, but some things I just can't accept. I need justice, I need to get my revenge. Namely, I want no-one else to ever go through what I went through with that rehab. Scientology fucks taking advantage of addicts at their weakest, their most fragile... I'ma get my shots in for sure. I will Count of Monte Cristo those assholes.

 

[Captain.Heroin]

Yeah man, but some things I just can't accept. I need justice, I need to get my revenge. Namely, I want no-one else to ever go through what I went through with that rehab. Scientology fucks taking advantage of addicts at their weakest, their most fragile... I'ma get my shots in for sure. I will Count of Monte Cristo those assholes.

I hear the "church" does intimidate, beat, rape people. Did something like that occur to you or someone else you met? How bad was it? I'm almost scared to ask.

You don't have to tell me if it was like severe and sometimes it's easier just to keep moving onto a better future than being stuck in the past. SOMETIMES, right?

I can't say what's best for you, the world, or your life. That's your call and I trust you can work it out.

I grew up around a lot of "churches of lies" but mostly places of mutual respect, love and not serious fucked up shit I hear/have read about. I'm hoping for whatever you went through that you are still the cool awesome person you've always been. I know hardships can warp a person and it really sucks.