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CrystalEyesCloudyMind420

CrystalEyesCloudyMind420

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So here goes it!
I'm a music loving, drug indulging, open minded and free spirited 25 year old from the murder mitten! Lol (Michigan 🙃) I've been self medicating for as long as I can remember... Had a bad heroin problem almost 4 years ago, went to a methadone clinic and made it out within a year and a half.(was a 3 year program) I tapered my self off the methadone, with their assistance but they advised against the taper. Anyway once leaving the methadone clinic I stayed clean from everything other than beautiful mary Jane! Fast forward to June of 19', I left where I was previously living for 7 long crazy hetic years and moved up north.. I was in a bad emotional and mental state... All I wanted was to get high again and forget for a minute. New place, new face, small village..I had a hell of a time even getting weed let a lone anything else.. I finally gave up the hunt for a high and started to accept it.. BOOM, here's this hot ass guy chatting me up that just so happened to have party favors.. my first time ever trying meth, with a random one night stand just to try to make myself feel better... And now here I am, zooty..tooty and fruity getting ready to zoom my day away again!
 
Hi @CrystalEyesCloudyMind420!

Wow, good on you for getting off heroin AND methedone. That's impressive. Meth and weed are my DOC's as well - are you happy using meth, or is it becoming a problem? Either way, we aren't here to judge, just to be supportive to you, what ever that may mean. Thank you for your introduction and joining the fam - i think you'll really enjoy yourself here :)

Maybe you'll enjoy our Music sub-forum, too.

Welcome to Bluelight!
 
@madness00 hello! And thank you very much! I have already really enjoyed the content that everyone has to offer here at BlueLight! I actually am happy using meth, especially in a combination with weed. It's definitely something completely different from heroin and methadone, one of the reasons I do like it and am happy using it. It hasn't yet became a problem. I think it's a combination of the fact that I don't WD from it like I did H and also I've gained so much more self control and will power from getting off H. On top of the last 7 years I was with someone that really tested literally EVERYTHING I have in my mind, body and soul... Thank you for the support!❤️👽 I'll most definitely be checking into the music fourms!! I listen to music from the minute I open my eyes and wake up to whenever it is I eventually go to sleep lol!
Glad to be here!
 
CrystalEyesCloudyMind420 said:
with a random one night stand just to try to make myself feel better... And now here I am, zooty..tooty and fruity getting ready to zoom my day away again!
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Hi.
Welcome to BL.
Sound like a very interesting and thoughtful person. Insightful. Optimistic.
It can be fun/educational experimenting but be safe as there is of course a dark side; to it all. I usually find a silver lining in a dark cloud but I still know the cloud is dark. :)
I enjoy the inhibitions tina and other decent stims offer but just can't handle the three day up. :sus: hahaha
He... hope to see ya around.
Gotta bounce but wanted to see what was happenin round here ;) . Glad I dropped by.
Nice to meet ya.
<3
 
Welcome aboard and for finally signing up Crystal :)

Congrats on getting off methadone - no small feat. Meth is also my DOC, but self control's in short supply for me when it comes to that, so I have to avoid these days.

Hope to see you chatting around the various forums :)
 
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